My Christmas List...

-pj's
-cd's
-purse
-mp3 player
-straightener
-full house season 2
-manicure set
-lots of clothes
-winter jacket
-winter boots
-hair accesories
-products
-gift cards for subway and walmart
-bus card
-bear slippers
-blank cd's
-musical ornament
-cute bears!!!
-adidas adrenaline
-more adidas products
-fruit basket
-best friend throw
-another throw
-jewellery for my cell phone
-lip glosses
-scarf
-socks and such
-my aunt made me dill pickles!!

Wow, I don't know why I'm postin but I am! ha

So here it goes..

Wow I can't believe that in the last two months sooo much has went on but it also feels like not much has went on when you really think about it.

So Justin was here and now he's gone...
We had a fun time while he was here but he had to leave because of family situations. *sniff I miss you* Wow its been over a month since I have seen Justin. Its sooo weird when you think about it...Going from not seeing a person for like 10 months and then BANG he's here and your doing everything together and then another BANG comes along and he's gone. Sometimes its hard... So crazy. I can't wait to see him again!

Im moving soon! Out west here I come. I'm hoping that I will be out there by March but if money doesn't permit I shall be there by June! I just can't wait to start my life all over again!
Going somewhere's where no one knows ur past or knows anything about you is kinda nice. No one can judge me for things I have done in the past. Cause they don't know me. Its refreshing. I shall get an apartment and I will be taking my course out there aswell as going to a brand new UPC church!!

Someday I shall get married! Wouldn't that be fun!

Christmas is in 2 days isn't that exciting!!

I'm playing Yatzee right now against Justin and Im winning!! haha I wock!

And by "wock" I obviously mean "rock".

Im a failure sometimes but Im trying to pick myself back up slowly!

I suck at bloggin now so I shall leave it at this.

The Rose

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it’s only seed.

It’s the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It’s the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It’s the one who won’t be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

And the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun’s love,
In the spring, becomes a rose.

Whats more important

I was asked a question tonight and I thought that I would answer it in blog form.

The question was very general and could mean anything really when you think about it...

The first and foremost thing that I would think that would come to my mind would be God Almighty. He is the most important thing right now. Everything else comes afterwards.
Sometimes I just don't understand how some people can just assume things...
I mean just because you do something differently than before doesn't mean that your heart has changed does it??? I don't know...

Does sitting in the back pew of the church make you any different than the person that is sitting on the front pew or on the platform???? I don't think so. God treats us all as equals and you can feel God just as much in the back row as right up front in center.

Im too tired to finish this right now so Im going to bed.

Its FriDAY!

So its day 6 of Justin being here in Saint John! :) Woot woot

Stupid Air Canada lost part of his luggage. Arghy!!
But we shall claim the full 1500. Cause there was more than that in there. Don't fly air canada fly west jet if possible! :P

If you could be anyone in this whole world,who would you be???

I made a chicken casserole yesterday and some cabbage rolls. The cabbage rolls weren't that good well they were alittle burnt. *oops didn't mean to* but Hey it was my first time right. Trying all by myself. Right? But other than the not so great cabbage rolls I think that I have been making good food. Or at least Justin has been eating it all and being nice and not telling me that its gross lol.

So yea...on Monday we went around town and went site seeing...then we went and got some food and went on a little picnic down by the beach and walked along the water and collected rocks and shells. Twas' a great time! :) Then we came home and had some turkey dinner and attemped to watch a movie but yea we fell asleep like always.

Tuesday we didn't do much other than go to choir practice and hungout with Hal and Ash.

Wednesday we basically borrowed Jocelyn's car and took her to work and then went to Youth group which was very interesting but its all good. Then after youth...Cheryl and Shawn came with us and we went out to eat with Ashley and Ray and Danny.D. Then we walked the Harbour Passage...dropped off Shawn and Cheryl. Then went around the site and looked at houses that we would like to build in the future. :)

Thursday was a slack day I made all that food and was super tired so I had a nap then we watched Monsters Inc and chilled.

Now TODAY! We are renting a car and going up to Moncton! Woohoo! Im pumped!!! I can't wait. Going to go and see Kimbee and Mallory!! :)

Well Im off now to go and pick up our car woot woot!

Later gaters!!!

Misty Lynn :)

alittle bit of salsa... :P

Its been a couple weeks now since the last time I posted. My bad.
Just haven't had anything really to talk about I guess.

I thought that it was the will of God for me to go to bibleschool this year but that didn't financially work out. so I shall get a student loan and go next year with Ashley.
Yea I was upset and sure I shed a few tears but God knows what he is doing and must need to use me one more year here in good ol' Saint John.

So yesterday consisted of me and Alex and then afterwards Carla Amos came to the church and we painted the youth room. It looks really awesome thus far. I am very impressed with our mad painting skillz!!! I believe that tomorrow we shall finish it up.
After all the painting is done all we have to do is put down the click floor and the carpet on the platform. Im stoked for everything to all come together. :) Its going to be great.

There is now a youth committee that consists of Jordan.K,Ashley,Jayne,Brittnay,Stephanie and I. Im really excited about it and so are the rest of the members. We are going to be planning fundraisers and things to do with the youth. Im pumped! woot woot

This weekend apparently there is some youth rallies going on in Woodstock and in St.Stephen. I wanna attend at least the St.Stephen one. Cause it could be a fun time.

Well other than that...

Oh wait Justin got baptized last sunday :)

Im going to miss everyone that went to biblical school. Mostly Ryan and Aaron. I'm sure that they will be down on weekends to come and visit.

Thats all folks!

Misty Lynn

Sunday at Justins new church...

I was greeted by Mark, and then the Pastors wife came over and talked to me for a bit, and then Pastor Covill came and talked to me also. Just about what I did and such. If I lived in Regina. Just the basic stuff.That was all kewl, I sat in the back row thinking it was all good, as I was sweating like a hog. Man was I ever. Shirt right soaked haha. Then we all start singing, yup I actually started singing and clapping to the music, good stuff.

Then my hunny was right, here comes da lady right around the whole place dancing, nearly pulled my bench/pew over when she turned the corners haha, Good times, after that Pastor Covill starting preaching, he preached about drugs, and alcoholism and how they are being dragged down, that the devil is winning them over and we gotta help them. Bring them back to God. And to do that we have to give them a helping hand and tell them. Show them the way.

Pastor Covill then went on about how people use people, like pimps use hookers, they take everything about them away, he then went on to chat about the Holy Ghost and talking in tongue, and baptism. That when you have the Holy Ghost, you can heal, you can make miracles happen, by just a touch. You can heal the sick. God heals not the doctors. Just all he talked about me and my hunny pretty much have talked about, its like wow, total craziness.

After that he had alter call to pray, I just sat in my seat,until Mark came up to me and asked me to go and pray at the alter with him, so I did go up there, Mark said he would pray with me, while I was praying Mark put his hand on my back and right there, I felt the most incredible feelings, it was like wow, and then another person put there hand on my shoulder.back to, and wow it was intense. I felt so amazing, I never felt that feeling ever before. Just could feel Gods presence soo much, Like WOW., I then got up to go back to my seat and nearly fell over, I had to hold the pews/benches so I never, I just felt so incredible, a feeling I cant quite explain. So intense, I could just feel Gods presence soo much, His luv for us, and everything, Praise the Lord.

Ohh yea :p Pastor Covill sure did make me red, haha, made me sweat 20 times more then I thought I could, bringing up about Misty and I, haha.All I can say is that experience I had today, was soo wonderful, so amazing, I luved it soo much.
Yup every sunday I will be attending church at 630pm :) :) :)

This was what Justin told me about church last nite. :)

This is what Justin wrote to me on our 7th Month anniversary!!!

On this day marks the 7 month anniversary of Misty Lynn and Justin Marshall, happily in luv, they fit soo well together its amazing.

Its amazing how they both can see everything in each others eyes. Sharing everything together, doing everything together, helping each other achieve there goals, they are living there dreams, teaching each other new things.

What else you ask can they see in each others eyes, here is more:
A nice home, a beautiful 3 bedroom bungalow filled with a warm luving family. 4 children, 2 boys 2 girls. A nice car sitting in the driveway. He has a career he always wanted and is supporting his family 200%. She is a stay at home mom looking after the kids while dad is at work. She is an amazing mother. As he is an amazing father, there each and every possible minute he can be for his family.

Its just so amazing, so wonderful. He can hardly wait till it all begins.

They have learned soo much about each other, taught each other many new things the other didnt know, they help guide each other. They take the words out of each others mouths all the time. Finishing each others sentences.

I made wishes all the time and still do, and each and everyday I am with my princess, every single wish comes true.

All she does for me, I am so thankful for, all the txts, emails, poems, ecards, kind hearted words, her singing. All of it, I luv and adore with all my heart. She is like a diamond, Very rare and very precious.

I was told to hold her close, hold her tight, and thats what I shall do for as long as I live. I made her promises, and I never make a promise I dont intend to keep, I made a promise to be by her side for the rest of my life, I made that promise to two people, God and her. And it is a promise I am gonna stand by.

Each and everyday, is so amazing with her, so wonderful. I have never been this happy. I am so peaceful and so relaxed being with her, Its like WOW. Like a real life fairy tale. A dream come true. I can feel her luv for me immensely. WOW.

How much she cares for me, she cares about my health, my safety, just everything. I just get so speechless, and in awe, cause I really havent had a person other then a family member, care about me the way she does, I can feel it so much. Thats why I keep myself out of dangers way.

I care deeply for her to, like wow, she is soo precious. I always make sure she is safe and that she is feeling well. I dont recall ever caring so much for a young lady as much as I do her.
She is just soo amazing, there isnt enough words, enough paper, to say it all or write it all.
Kind hearted, sincere, trusting, passionate, charming, funny, romantic, giving, spiritual, beautiful and the list goes on and on. I could just not explain it all.

She is an amazing Christian, She has taught me all I know about God. She taught me how to pray, how to get to heaven, taught me about the bible, thank you soo much Misty Lynn for all of it.

You had made a tremendous impact on my life, You changed me for the better, she made the man I always wanted to be but never knew how to, I now see a person I never knew existed now that I stand behind her. The most amazing girlfriend I could ever have.

I thank God each and everynite for her, for blessing our luv each and everyday.

Thank You Jesus for looking after us, keeping us both healthy, keeping us safe. I luv you soo much, I Honor You and Praise You for all You do for us each and everyday.

Happy 7 month Anninversary hunny.

You mean the world to me to, just everything, like wow, words cannot express it enough how much luv I have for you.

WOW, when you said that on msn tonite,it hit home, i felt it deep inside my heart. A feeling I have never felt before.

These feelings I feel are so incredible like wow, at times they make me wanna cry. Cause of who I have in my life. This girl is so amazing, in all she does, and who she has made of me. I stand Proud beside her, cause in my heart, I know I am standing beside the most amazing girl I could have in my life.

I luv you always and forever Misty Lynn and not a day less.

With all my luv

Your hunny

Justin Marshall

God Bless Our Luv on our 7 month anniversary

God Bless Misty Lynn

Cheers, to Our 7 month. Muah muah muah muah muah muah muah

And many more to come

Doncha love being sick in the middle of summer :S

And another post...

Soo whats going on peeps?

Hmmm me just chillin around being sick lately. Last nite I went in the pool!! Woot woot
That sure was a fun time. Mom and Tina and I, at 11pm swimmin in the boulevards lol haha.
Good times had by all...hehe

I miss Ashley I should text her...Hmmm see how things are going on up in Ontario without me :(
Oh and I miss Aaron and Ryan and Trisha too...

Jen called me last nite. I miss her aswell.

Ohhhhhh And Berley called me too(Kim) aww man I miss Berley shes soo sweet. She is such an awesome best friend.

I guess that I am in a missing mood rite now.

I love cheese....mmmmm cheddar cheese.

Tomorrow afternoon I believe that Mom,Jocelyn,Katey and I are going to go up to Kingston and go swimming again. Im really pumped for that as we went last Sunday after church and the water was beautiful. I can't wait woot woot woot woot.

Then there is church on Sunday. Yay church.

I need a touch from God. I kinda feel far away from Him lately. I'm trying my best to live for God just sometimes life gets ya down and such ya know.

Im gunna finish watching Pirates of the Carribean today with Justin. :) awww what a cutey.
Maybe even the second one too. ;)

Well Im gunna go and eat now. Im starving

Chow for now

Guess what!!!

Hmmm lets see Im done working at robins now. Get paid in a couple weeks they say. So thats nice. Elaine worked my back end off last nite while she was taking 5 breaks and not helping me at all. I didn't even get a break in my 7hours that I worked last nite. Argh salty crackers.
Halley came after work and picked me up and we went uptown to the Harbour Passage to walk with...Neil,Tanya,Kaylyn,Ashley,Alex,Derek and Vicki. It was fun although I just kinda wanted to go home and rest as I was super sore and everything from work. But thats all done and now Im not sore its all good. :)

I babysitt on Saturday for Todd and Shyanne. So I will not be attending the wedding of the year. I guess its not that big of a deal to me since we have only talked about 2-3 times since last year. And the conversations were pretty sad. Nothing to brag about.

I want one of my friends that are married to get pregnant soon as I want a little one to spoil as Kaylyn is starting to get bigger and I need a wee one to spoil again. hehe

This Sunday is Fifth Sunday at church so there is only one service its at 11am. So I don't know what I will be doing Sunday afternoon but hopefully some people will wanna hangout or something.

Well thats about if for now.

Oh I cooked a sweet meal for my Dad and I tonite for dinner. It was Pork Loin Roast and Roasted potatoes and some corn. mmmmm it was soooo good. *licks lips* hehe I think that I just might go back and get seconds in the next little while here. hehe

K Im out for real now

Toodles

...

So Ash,Ry and Aaron finally came over and we watched Cars and it was a swell time eating popping popcorn and drank pop. :P And it didn't even skip in my dvd player so there! haha lol
Then we watched some old time hockey from the year when my mamma was born...1964.
Also watched some punk music videos. Man there was one guy that had like 3 gotee's it was insane!! Then watched some stupid show and April/Erma(not sure which one)called and they all departed...

I cleaned up did all the dishes that we dirtied.(sp?) Vaccummed and now am online talking to Justin! :) He's such a great kid!!! I could just squeeze him to death. hehe

Well folks thats about it for now. Just wanted to finish up the nite and tell ya'll what's going on in ma life.

Oh rite....I sang for like 2 hours this afternoon for someone... :P Oh I wonder who that was...

Parttime stinks sometimes...lol

So I got my schedule yesterday for work...

I only work two shifts next week! :S Wednesday and Thursday 4-9pm thats all!!! Like wow Im making pretty much minimum wage So small small paychecks coming to me:P haha! I might have to ditch this job as they can't guarntee hours they now said to me after they hire me argh!!

So what happened yesterday...went to the church talked to my pastor about somethings and such just kinda told him exactly how Im feeling about things and such. I love Pastor Kennedy he's such an amazing Pastor. So then I hungout with Ryan for a little bit then he drove me up to Shawn's house and I hungout with Cheryl and Shawn then they went to the mall and I didn't feel well so I went to the church and had some prayer myself and just fooled around abit. Then went to prayer and afterwards the Moonyay's dropped me off at Ryan and Aarons house.
We went to Domino's to get some pizza to eat during the movie. But the movie was being all gay and such and wouldn't work for us. So they drove me home...

Oh man They had to let me off down the road by Rickys store as the road was blocked off cause there was a gas leak that blew up a house across the street from my house. Its sad cause a kitten died but all the kids got out. 4 of them I believe and a single mother. I wanna help that family out somehow as they have nothing now. I may give some money or see what I can do to contribute to the family as they are now living in a hotel rite now. :( sooo sad.

Came home and pretty much just crashed and went to bed and talked to Justin. :)

Today I cleaned my hinney off...did a load of clothes and I washed my bedding and such...Cleaned up my room just have to sweep and mop and dust. But thats for another day as I am pooped already. Now Im just waiting for Ryan,Aaron and Ash to show up as we are going to watch Cars. :) woot woot woot!

Thats about it for now toodles!!!

Sometimes doing the right thing might be hard to deal with...

So Its another Friday and Im just chilling rite now til I go out to the church and things...

Gunna go hangout with Cheryl and Shawn later afterwards,prayer then maybe see if Ryan and Aaron wanna hangout for a bit or something... Other than that its pretty much how my day is going to be spent.

Last nite I taught Justin a biblestudy..."The Pentecostal Experience". He understood it really well He said and now knows that it is essential to be baptised in Jesus name and he knows that he needs to get the Holy Ghost to make it to heaven. :) He had some questions after the 2 hour biblestudy...I answered them the best I knew how to. But Im really excited though as he's gunna start going to church on Sundays in two weeks! :) Thank You Jesus!! :)

Oh and Ally showed up at my place around 8pm last night and we hungout for a wee bit it was really nice! I miss that kid alot. *Sniff sniff* Sometimes I miss the old Misty and Alex (the crazy ones) that just always had a ton of fun...

Anyways...

Well I have to leave in about 5 mins so I should get going...

Just wanted to say alittle something on the good ol' blog again...

God Bless Ya'll

Misty Lynn

And then the Lord spoke!

Notes taken by moi...

**To get your victory sometimes you have to go through some "ca ca".

**If God gives you something(ie..spiritual thing or something) The devil or no one can take it from you unless you give it to them.

**Have we let go of our victories...Like what happened that really changed our past and we got over??? Ie:Long hair,makeup,pornography,keeping urself pure,drugs,alcohol...
Did we give back in...???

**To overcome depression and things you need to praise God through it all!!!

**We need to take back Our Victory.

**When you praise and worship anything can happen

So those were the key points and notes that I took while Ryansh was preaching tonite in youth. He did a great job even though He wouldn't admit it.
God moved mightly and spoke to us through the gift of tongues and interpretation. It was really good.
He pretty much said to us that we have to be willing to come to Him and give Him everything and that He won't force us to live for Him. He wants us to live for Him cause we want to. He said that he will be there for us. He also said that if we didn't have Him we would be nothing...

All I know is that I don't want to be a nothing...I want to be a something for God and do his work!

God is sooo amazing. He never ceases to amaze me.

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After a church we(Ryan,Aaron,April,Erma and I) went to Pizza Delight for some good eats. Fun was had by all!

I want to go to Ontario soooo bad I have to pray that somehow I can get the money and go I need at least 350.00 dollars to go and some spending money I think. I also started a new job and I can't go away as I can't get the time off so if I can get another job before I go away I shall go to Ontario!

Well thats about it for now.

God Bless You All!!

Misty Lynn

Halley has my skirt! : O

Hello everyone tonite is my last nite for staying up late for a wee bit since I gots a new job and all at RD! Which for all ya'll that don't know is Robins Donuts!!

Only thing is that I switched jobs and such and now I don't think that I can go to Ontario with the Shep's/Sayeau and the rest of the gang! Arghy!! Totally bites but thats the way the cookie crumbles...

My plans are to start saving money up and pay off this computer first off and then get a new computer chair as this one is not working for me. Making me go sit on my bed for more comfort on the tush. lol

Then saving money to move out! I lived on my own well with a roommate for a year or so in 2004. I pretty much have everything that I need to live on my own or with someone maybe...All I need is a new table and chairs as mine are pretty old now...and coffee and end tables and maybe another chair for my apt. I have everything else! :) I just need outta this house ya know! On my own for a bit again. Although I would like to live out east but now my job is in the North end...so unless something comes up that I can work out east thats not going to work as I don't want to have to travel all the time and such.

Who knows might go out west for a bit get outta here and it would be an experience eh!!! Meet new people and new things. But still go to church out there obviously.

I also wanna get my license and then eventually in the next year or so get meself a car! :) Wouldn't that be swell :)

Saturday a bbq and bonfire happened at Halley Mawhinneys house. Good times had by all. There sure wasn't 27 people though. I almost died too walking down this cliff to get to the beach on these HUGE rocks. Man it was soo scary...was it ever!!!

God what is Ur will for my life...U wanna tell me anytime soon??? Just curious thats all!

Well Im getting a wee bit tired now...

I miss Jenna!!! *sniff sniff*

God Bless You All!!!!

Misty Lynn

Woot!

After telling people off at Aliant and making them come out today to fix my pc and then saying God Bless...

Its now all fixed!! Compy is now up and running! :)

Woot woot

God Bless You All!

Aliant is Gay!

So today I reformatted my pc for the second time in two days..argh!
Its got nothing to do with my pc its all Aliant's fault! Im totally switching over to rogers soon cause this is retarded. Its the same complications that I had with them over 2 months ago! Im fet up with it all!

Argh!

Not to mention that I am super sad with my life rite now...I feel as if its not going anywheres. I mean Im sooo confused...I just want God's will for my life but sometimes its soo hard to see His will over what I want for my life. I need to trust Him alittle more I think. I need God soo much rite now. I just wish that He would come down here and slap me in the face and tell me what Im suppose to do and everything would be alrite.

*sniff*

I know I have some people that I can talk to about things such as this just sometimes its hard to open up about it all...

Sometimes I just think I wanna leave and start over or go to Bibleschool or go on Aim or something like that...Or just maybe God wants me to stay here in Saint John. Im not sure anymore. Im soo confused. I want to know God's will for my life like now its hard waiting...

I'll be alrite!!!

I think that Im going to be okay I just have to realize that she is in a better place now and isn't suffering.

I have cried my tears and even I will admit I was upset with God this afternoon but I realize that God knows what he is doing. So who am I to judge even though I sure don't understand why He took my aunt.

I just need to start to move forward even though its going to be a hard time.

Misty Lynn

And now shes gone :'(

R.I.P. Aunt Heather know that I love u sooo much!
Your neice Misty Lynn♥

My aunt is dying and there is nothing I can do...

Last nite I got the call saying that she has minutes,hours up to 4 days to live.
I've prayed for her.
I regret alot of things.
I'm not myself anymore.

I need someone to talk to! But I don't know who to trust anymore... :'(

Mmmm...Cheese fries!!!

So today consisted of not a whole lot...well...

There was church and that was great. We sang Happy Birthday to Neil and I swear(which I really don't swear) but it sounds like Paul said something else other than "Neil Josselyn Youth Pastor"..it was sooo funny.

So it was a commitment service and we all committed some stuff before God tonite. It was a good time. :)
After church we went out to DQ something different and Halley cause he is such a doll paid for my meal. We had a cheeseburger meal and then a chocolate dipped cone with chocolate icecream inside. Mmmm soooo good!

Then Ryan,Aaron,Halley and I proceeded back to Mike and Liz Longs house to play phase 10. Ryan spanked us in the game. :P What a guy. Aaron and Ryan ganged up on Halley and I,I guess that they didn't want us to win the game or actually I think that they just did it for kicks.

So then Aaron and Ry drove me home and thats about it.

I still can't hear outta my left ear though. Argh! I think that I am going to have to go to the doc's tomorrow to see if I can get it seringed out or something. Pray for me cause I am sooo deaf in one ear. Ahhhhhh

Oh and on Canada day I guess Im going out with Kate and a butt load of people and we are going camping and I needs to bring some videls.
So that will be the way I will be celebrating my Canada day this year! Woot woot!!
Fireworks here we come!!!

Oh and apparently there is Summer Summitt up in Fredericton this weekend. I would like to go on Sunday nite but I don't really have a way. Now if someone has room in their car and is reading this let me know and I will help pay for some gas.

Thats all for now folks.

You are my everything and I will adore you...

Time to update again.

I guess I haven't updated cause I haven't really had much go on in my life lately.

I got a new job yet again but I hate it so the second day of working there I applied at 17 other places cause the pay that I am getting just isn't worth it. So Im praying that I get something new :)

Umm Wednesday nite and Friday nite I went over to Mike and Liz's house to play Phase 10 with Halley,Neil and Tanya. Alex was there too but she didn't play. It was fun. Oh and on Friday nite we sure didn't eat a whole cake between us all. Mmmm it was sooo good!

Tonite I went out with Halley and we went to Millies place and Shawn was there too Hes really a nice guy. I like him alot he's hilarious. We played Swap and Catch Phrase. Me and Millie won Catch Phrase against Halley and Shawn. Haha Girl Power! lol
Then we decided to be heathens and go and play pool we played two games and Me and Halley were on a team and Millie and Shawn were on another team. We sure didn't get spanked actually they were both two close games just one ball left on the table each time. I got madd skillz at pool. Ha!

So thats pretty much everything thats been going on in my life.

Oh if anyone ever reads this pray for Shawn McGuires Mom she is not doing so well shes in the hospital and the doctors have given her days to live. :( soo sad.

Hmmm what else.

Oh I host tomorrow morning then I praise sing tomorrow nite at alter call. So thats exciting!

Im tired now its 2am and I need to get up in 6 and a half hours for church!

Peace out A-town!

P.S. Happy Belated Birthday Kaylyn Riley Josselyn and Happy 7 months anniversay for Ryan and Trisha! :D woot woot

How great is Our God

So this weekend consisted of Tay and James wedding. Tay looked beautiful. Sooo pretty. Then going over to the moonyay's house for the nite. We went to sobeys to get stuff for poutine and hotdogs...man that poutine was super good. U rock Steph. hehe
Then we watched "Ice Age 2" It was a pretty good movie other than it said some words which wasn't good for a pixar kids movie. But anyways...after that we played the game "Cars" then oviously the hockey game and Edmonton won 2-1 last nite woot woot. Go Oilers Go!
Then me and Steph watched the last episode of 7th Heaven. Then went to bed :)
Man Isaiah's bed was sooo comfortable I think that I had one of the best sleeps in like forever. It was intense.

Then church happened and Pastor preached on not being fearful of anything and that the only thing that we should fear is "The Fear of God". It was really good. I enjoyed it very much.

Then after church we proceeded back to the Meuniers house for subs and "Over the Hedge" then Cars again..hehe I love that game :) Woot woot Then watched this show on tv called "Doc" with Billy Ray Cyrus in it. I really enjoyed it. But I didn't get to watch it all cause I had to go for choir. We practiced and sang a really good song tonite I loved it. "How Great is Our God"-then went right into "How Great Thou Art" It was sooo powerful. Man was it ever. Like the church just exploded in worship and u could feel God walking up and down the aisles it was sooo amazing. Like wow I felt God sooo amazingly tonite it was awesome. Then God spoke to me through an elder of my church. It was wow man just what I needed to hear. God is sooo good to me I just can't thank Him enough. Thank You Jesus for everything that you do and continue to do for me. :)

Well thats about it for now...

Oh and Edmonton is sooo gunna win in tomorrows game Go Edmonton!!!

Starts with Goodbye

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing there across the road,
There's a choice you gotta make.


I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.


Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.


I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Start to wave goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye

So Im 22 they say.

So my Birthday happened.

Im now 22 craziness I don't really feel much older at all.

I had a few friends over not many cause I didn't want anything huge or anything like that. People consisted of Cheryl,Shawn,Jenna,Erin and Ashley. I had a good time I guess it was different from last year when I had Shauna and Adena here I miss them ever so much.

I got gifts hehe Im all about that. lol just kidding I could careless if I get gifts.

Mom bought me the American Idol Encore cd and icecream cake and all the goodies that we had at my party. Thanks Mom I love u ever soo much.
Cheryl and Shawn got me the Daniel Powter cd.
Ashley got me some smelly stuff for the bath and creams and a ty beanie bear. :)
Erin got me flipping sweet Napolean Dynamite mints,ND Lip Balm and a cute thing of note pads from Ardene
Jen got me a 25$ gift certificate for Sheila's Day spa so I will have to think of what to get from there Im pumped though. Ashley got one too cause it was her bday a couple weeks ago so we are going to go and get something doing together. That shall be a fun time. :)

So my belly is full from all the junk that I ate tonite but it was all worth it. hehe

We watched two movies "The date movie, and Rumour Has It." The date movie wasn't a very good movie I don't really recommend it to watch at all. But Rumour Has It was decent. :) We started to watch Over the Hedge but decided 2 movies was enough. hehe

Oh Shauna and Kim both called me up and sang Happy Birthday to me. Thanks girlies. I love yas and miss yas wish that ya's could have been here tonite.

Well its 3am and the girls are all out in the livingroom and spare room sleeping so I shall go to sleep now since I have to get up in less than 5 hours. Argh. lol
But I'll do it cause I love going to church.

Peace Out!

Sad

Friends came over tonite such as Ashley,Aaron,Ryan,Teah and Ashley Ferris to watch the hockey game. Carolina won against Buffalo it was pretty stupid. Gosh. I so wanted Buffalo to win. Oh well. Now Edmonton can beat the tar outta Carolina for the Cup!

I am currently super sad right now I feel sooo sad and lonely and just everything seems to be blah right now I don't even know how to explain it at all. I do know that I am here livin right now thats about it.

I don't understand it all but I just feel like I wanna cry all the time now. I feel like I put on this front about myself that everything is alright but honestly its not. I don't want to be a fake person at all. But I feel as if thats how I am acting or what I am doing. Gosh I hate feeling like this.

*insert me bawling my face off right here* *sniff sniff*

Im gunna go now cause this is pathetic.

I need a hug

But the best part was that I got to color on the table.

So today consisted of going to Moncton with Andrea and the kids. Why did we go to Moncton you ask? Well we went cause Caleb needed to go to the dentist up there. So I went along for the drive cause Andrea didn't want to go by herself.

I was picked up at 8:45am and we headed off. Our drive there consisted of talking about church,our amazing Pastor and family,working out and healthy dieting,dancing...*cough* YC,POA,General Conference,kids,relationships,failures,hardtimes,soul winning etc,jobs,careers.

Anyways we get there and the dentist office is attached to the hospital there and we had to go up this elevator and then through this huge corridor and it was soo creepy I was like yup this is freaky. So after the dentist we were hungry so we went out to Montana's Steakhouse. Man their food is sooo good I tells ya. I got a Ham and swiss sandwich with fries mmmm was it ever good. :) Yum yum I think that SJ needs a Montanas. Yup I sure do. But the best part of going there was that u get to color and write on the tables how fun is that. I loved it. I think that I liked it more than the kids actually did. :P hehe

So after Montana's we proceeded to The Double V store to get some sweet deals since it was 50 percent off everything in the store woot woot. I saw this amazing gray pinstripe suit that I was going to buy for Alex cause it seemed like the right size but then when I looked it said some ridiculous size and I was like nope thats ain't gunna work,so I had to put it back. :( Oh well another time eh. But Andrea got some really nice clothes for the kids.
Then we went to Costco and had a good time there and we saw Bro.and Sis. Lewis there from church they were travelling back from PEI and decided to stop in Costco for some fun and excitement and samples as Sis.Lewis says she loves to try. hehe
They are amazin people I heart them and hilarious man u don't get much more funny than Sis. Lewis.
Then we went to Addition Elle and Reitmans but it seemed like all their clothes were alittle overpriced so we didn't get anything. So then it was time to head back for home as we listened to BOTT 2004,2005 music and me almost falling asleep we made it home safe.
So when I got home came and talked to a few peeps on the pc and all the FUN stuff then ate,watched Canadian Idol,showered,watched The date movie and then snoozed for about umm...3 hours. :) Woot woot
And now its 5:15am and Im wide awake well at least until I call up Justin and talk to him and then he will put me to sleep. haha Which isn't a bad thing at all cause I love it. :)tehehe

Well tomorrow it will be 1 week shy of 5 months that me and Justin have been dating like wow man I can't believe how fast time has flown by us.

Hmm what else happened today oh wait wait I got a butt load of movies in the mail today from Justin woot woot. I'm stoked!!! I can't wait to watch them all. Starting tomorrow I will watch a couple more. hehe

Okay I think that I am going to call it a nite/morning cause I'm starting to slowly close my eyes.

Nite nite world.

Well maybe it is just you that sucks,ever think of that?

6 days til ma Bday : )

Hmmm so what happened this weekend...

Oh right!

Friday I did nothing other than Clean my house for 6 hours straight like wow man I was sooo tired after all the cleaning and not to mention that I got a sore back while doing it. hehe

Saturday which was yesterday I didn't think that I would be up to much other than Halley did say that he was going to call me and hangout after work and watch a movie or something of that nature. By the way that never did happen he didn't call me what a guy eh. Oh well I have other friends! :)

Here's a conversation I had yesterday at about 6ish...

Me: Hello
Ryan: Hi,is this Misty
Me: Yes,who is this
Ryan: Its Ryan
Me: Oh hi
Ryan: What are you doing?
Me: Just got outta the shower why?
Ryan: Oh right. So what are you doing later
Me: Nothing really why?
Ryan: Well we wanted to know if u wanted company?
Me: Sure
Ryan: Okay
Me: Alright give me a few mins cause you don't want to see me in a bathrobe
Ryan: Oh gosh no.
Me: Okay see you then
Ryan: Goodbye
Me: bye

Okay I don't know why I just typed that out in my head and at the time it was hilarious but ya I typed it and now Im not deleting it. Why you ask cause I'm too lazy to hit the backspace for a second and a half.

Alright moving on...

So Ryan and Aaron showed up and we watched some television first starting with the Life channel and some gay guy that we thought was the brother of this girl with like 3kids and he was babysitting while she was away which turns out that it was actually the father of the kids and he wasn't gay...or was he??? hmmmm
Then we proceeded to watch some country videos and pick them apart and such. By picking them apart I mean the singers and their huge foreheads and big lips and druppy eyes and whatnot.
After those good times of watching CMT. we watched MXC Oh my word its sooo funny everyone should watch it. Okay maybe not everyone but it sure did make me laugh my head off. Haha!!!
Then Aaron was like I want pizza and so we got some donair pizza and garlic fingers and man were they ever good. Sweetness. :)
Then we watched Edmonton at Anahiem? Edmonton won 2-1 and now they are going to go against either Buffalo or Carolina for the Stanley Cup. Woot woot Go Edmonton! :D
Ryan and Aaron left after the second period and I finished watching.

Then I got ready for bed and called the husband and chatted and like always fell asleep on him. Haha!! Aren't I the greatest wife ever? hehe

So that brings me to today Sunday...

I sure did host today cause I'm awesome,no probably cause I was on the schedule to host. Then there was the first session of Worth the Wait(WTW)
It was really good. Man Anne Richardson is the woMAN. She is such a good teacher. I know that I took this class like twice before but this time I guess that I'm getting to understand it alot more and such. I learned soo much today and actually I'm somewhat ashamed of some of the things that I found out about certain things.
Am I a lesser person cause of some of the things that I have done? I dunno...I guess I have to talk to God about that eh...

Well choir is in like 3 hours I believe and I sure don't know how I'm getting there yet,also I wanna take an hour and half or 2 hours power nap just for kicks cause I'm not feeling so well.

Mmmmm Tomato soup and Grilled Cheese is soooo good! Yum Yum Yum :)

Til next time I feel like tell ya'll about my life

Ummm...

Okay what do u mean whats up with the poems..its my blog I can write and put anything in it I want. If u don't like it don't read it k.

Thank you for ur time.

Misty Lynn

Motionless

If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here,
So you’d always hold me, close and near.
In your arms, where I’m meant to be,
Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me.

A bond so strong, a hold so tight,
To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’.
A blessing sent from up above,
In you I’ve found my one true love.

Our lives entwined to be as one,
Upon this journey we’ve just begun.
Where you and I will find no less,
Than eternal love and happiness.

Do I make you proud?

I've never been the one to raise my hand
That was not me and now thats who i am
Because of you I am standing tall
My heart is full of endless gratitude
You were the one the one to guide me through
Now I can see,and I believe its only just beginning

This is what we've dreamed about
But the only question is now
Do I make you proud
Stronger than I've been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do i make u proud

Everybody needs to rise up
Everybody needs to be loved...

This is what we've dreamed about
The only question is now
Do I make you proud

This is what we've dreamed about
The only question is now
Do I make you proud
Stronger than ive been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do i make u proud

Do I make you proud

Youth Convention 2006 lookin back...

So Its all over now and lives were changed and great things happened.

I already talked about Friday night so I will just finish and talk about Saturday and Sunday.

Saturday

So as all of you know Dona stayed at my place for the weekend which was really nice. I had a really good time with her. We are both crazy which made for some crazy fun together. :P haha
We didn't go to the afternoon service at the Trade and Convention Centre as we were still kinda tired and wanted to have some time to just chill and hangout together. So we got ready and Halley came and picked us up for church. Which was really nice of him. Man I can't believe that Halley even went on Sat night since he didn't have any sleep at all. He had 1 hour sleep all weekend what a guy he's got two jobs and he never gets to sleep at all. I feel bad for him and on top of that he hardly never gets to come to church that must be some hard.

Church right...
Bro.Mitchell preached an amazing message and the alter call was really good. I remember praying with Kim when Bro.Mitchell said that we should go and find our Youth Groups and go and pray with one another and get united in prayer. So we did. there was a ton of us at the alter I think actually everyone from our youth group came up we were all in a circle praying. Before I knew it I was slained out on the floor speaking in tongues. I was out. Not sure for how long but I know it was quite sometime. Halley and April had to help me up. As Halley wanted to get going and I was still on the floor outta it He was my drive home. So I got up and managed to get myself together. :)
After church we went to McDonalds with a few peeps that was fun. YAY McDonald's in the North/Norf end. So after McDonalds Sis.Morehouse drove me and Dona home but first we went up to Fort Howe to see if anyone was up there making out. Ha!!! The things that we do at night time. lol
We stopped at the convience store and got some milk for our soup that we love to eat. Came home got showers and started to watch Just friends and then we fell asleep. lol

Sunday morning at Mark Drive

Halley came and picked me and Dona up for church once again what a sweetheart :)
Church was amazing like wow! Bro.Mitchell is really an amazing preacher I liked him alot. He pretty much preached about soul winning and that we don't realize how many people that we associate with and pass by each day and don't even tell them a single word about God.
After church we went to Boston Pizza for dinner and I shared Cactus Nacho's with Kimberley oh and we shared a panzerotti roll too. It was some good let me tell ya. :)
Then Neil convinced me to go to the service in the afternoon at the Trade and Convention Centre. I really didn't want to go cause I was super tired and I just wanted to get all rested up and whatnot. But I went. We stayed for alittle bit then we were just soo tired.
So me and Dona and Mallory went back to my place and hungout and got changed for church again that night. Well after a bunch of confusion and taxi's taken and everything Halley finally came and picked us up for church once again and we went back to church.
Now church just wasn't the same on Sunday night it was weird really it was. I honestly felt like i was in a concert. I mean I could deal with the music and even the sticks I could really deal with that but when u get up there and shaking everything that you mamma gave you and then some and call that interperative signing and whatnot nope I don't agree with that at all. I honestly don't even think that something that was deaf would have even understood what they were doing up there on the stage. Bouncing around and whatnot. I mean I do believe in praising and worshipping God with your whole heart but I don't think that choreographed worship is the way to do it. Thats not letting the spirit guide you. Thats just like being at a concert or at at bar and seeing the latest dance moves. Nope Im sorry I was soo disgusted and disturbed with it all I had to get up and leave. I mean its pretty sad when you see some of your elders and preachers and whanot outside in the hallway bawling cause they can't believe what they are seeing come into our churches. No thats not right at all. It really hit my heart.
I came from the world those are some of the things that I left behind and I don't want to see that sorta stuff again.
Anyways I think that I am going to stop here cause if I don't I'm probably going to get myself into trouble or offend someone if I haven't already.
But this is my blog and Im free to speak my thoughts and opinions on everything right? Thats really all that I did.

Well other than that Dona left yesterday I miss her already. Crazy I know but I do. I love you Dona!!! :D

Now I'm just chilling and relaxing from a busy weekend.

I'm excited to move forward with God! I really really am. I have changed and I can see it in myself. I'm excited for what God is going to do in the next little while in my youth group and in my church. Tomorrow Pastor is givin us his vision presentation to the church so I can't wait to see what he wants to accomplish for the rest of this year!:)

Oh and I'm going to be start praise singing in church soon too I'm pretty excited about that I tell ya. :)

Well thats it for now

Chow!

God Bless

Everything about you...

DARLENE ZSCHECH lyrics

Some thoughts

You don't need to run away from the past. For it's already
quickly receding behind you.

If you've had a wonderful and fulfilling past, it is now time
to move forward. If you've had a difficult and troubling past,
it is now time to move forward.

Whatever the past may or may not have been, it is now over.
Choose to not let it hold you back for any reason.

Are your thoughts filled with regret, resentment, sorrow or
anger for what has already been? The sooner you let go and
move on, the better your life will be.

Cherish the past, take wisdom from the past, but don't let
the past become your prison. Free yourself to move forward
in a positive, fulfilling way.

If there's one thing you have learned from the past, it is
that life is precious. Now is when you can fully realize
and experience the precious life you are in.

Its time to change!!!

So night 1 of Youth Convention is down. Wow what an amazing message last night it was all about we need a change. Every single person needs to change at times.
I really got something out of the service last night I really really did. I bawled my face off wow. I haven't cried that much in such a long time. It felt good. I already do feel different Im not really sure what it is but I do feel different in ways. Im just hoping to grow more and more this weekend as the services go by. I want all that I can have for God.

If it means giving up somethings and people in my life to get to the level in God that I need and want to be at then I will have to do it. I can't sacrifice my salvation just so I can be either cool or in the "in crowd" or whatever. I don't want to offend anyone or anything but its just something that I am going to have to do.

I think that I am going to be such a different person in the next little while. I know that God is dealing with me with things and such right now and Im going to come through it all with the help with God and some friends *wink Steph* I know that your there for me thanks your an amazing Youth Pastors wife. I don't know what I would do without your prayers and everything that you do for me thank you. I love you

Well time to get ready for church once again! :D YAY!!!

I need Jesus...

So this is my blog right? Do we all agree on that? So that would give me the freewill to talk about anything in here right. So I feel like being real and talking about exactly how I have been feeling lately.

So Im in this state of going to church and not really getting into anythin. Why you ask its because I feel like a hypocrite if I even try to pray or raise a hand and praise God. I just can't do it ya know. Im not going to put on a front or an act and pretend that I am doing good and everything is just peachy,cause its not. Its like you know where u are in God and you know that you can do better but if you even try it just seems like your going to hit the ground all over again. Which is not fun at all. I know I know when you fall just get back up again. Easier said than done though,it really is.

There is this side of me that just wants to live 110% for God and no holding back. But then there is this other side of me that just thinks that by just going to church and makin an appearence here and there is ok. But really I know that its not okay. Don't get me wrong I love God. Cause I really do. Its just all of these other things that I have let into my life and I feel like I can't go on. Even if I were to give up and get rid of these things that I just think that I would feel the same I don't know anymore seriously I don't know. I have been in church for almost 7 years now I think of all the great times that I had in church getting all on fire for God doing things for Him. Having awesome services and wanting to go to church all the time and just have a time but now it just seems like its impossible for me to have that again.

Ahhhh I just wanna cry. *sniff sniff*

Anyways Dona is coming tomorrow or I mean today if we are being all technical and such..she should be here around 10am along with Trisha! So I guess Ry is going to come and pick up Trisha and take her home with him for the weekend thats nice. Awww Trisha and Ryan time. :D Cute.

So I guess this weekend is Youth Convention that shall be swell eh? Hmm never heard of this guy that is preaching but it should be a good time. Maybe something will help me get back to where I need to be with God and everything will just kinda work its way out ya know...

Well I shall go now and call my boyfriend and say goodnight and all that fun stuff.

Till next time!

30 Things a perfect guy would do.......

Number 1: Know how to make you smile when you feel down
Number 2: Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice
Number 3: Stick up for you, but still respect your independence
Number 4: Give you the remote control during the game
Number 5: Come up and put his arms around you
Number 6: Play with your hair
Number 7: His hand always finds yours
Number 8: Be cute when he wants something
Number 9: Offer you plenty of massages.
Number 10: Dance with you even if he feels like a dork
Number 11: Never run out of love
Number 12: Will be funny, but knows when to be serious
Number 13: Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious
Number 14: Be patient when it takes you forever to get ready
Number 15: React so cutely when you hit him but it doesn't really hurt
Number 16: Smile a lot.
Number 17:Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you
Number 18: Appreciate you
Number 19: Help others out
Number 20: Drive 5 hours to see you for 1
Number 21: Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching
Number 22: Sing even if he can't
Number 23: Know what you're thinking even when you don't say it
Number 24: Stare at you
Number 25: Be a good friend
Number 26: cry when she cries
Number 27: Always tell her she is beautiful
number 28: Do the little things to to make her love you more.
number 29: Tell her that you love her more than once a day.
number 30:Do for her as much as possible

Its sooo pretty and I love it!

So today I thought was going to be pretty uneventful until Ashley called me up and asked me if I wanted to hangout and of course I did.

I went to the mall got meself a slushie and went over to Moores(Erma's)work and met Ashley and we went over to the Shep's house.
We pretty much just sat around and talked and I was sooo outta the loop since out of the 6 people that were there 4 of them worked at McDonalds..and the same one at that. So I had no idea basically what they were all talking about and who they were talking about. But thats okay cause I just smile and nod and make it look like I agree and understand whats going on. Shhhh don't tell anyone different. ha!

After the much talkage of McDonalds we went to Blockbuster to get the movie Hookwinged or something like that but it wasn't in. So we got "The greatest game ever played and Oliver Twist". We watched The greatest game ever played and then Erma drove me and Ashley home.

I came home and had some soup de la mushroom. Then to my surprise at about 12:30ish I get a long distance phone call. I thought that it might be Dona but it wasn't it was a 615 number and I was like hmmm weird who might this be so I answered it. Guess who it was...Carla Richard!!! Craziness eh. I was sooo confused at first I thought that it was like Shauna or someone like that cause it didn't sound like her at first.
Well we sure did have a good ol' chat about weddings and life in general and it seems like things are going great down there for her and Kevin and whatnot. I'm happy for her. Glad things are going so swell.

Well now I'm talking to my amazing boyfriend right now so I shall go now and call him cause we have this thing that we have to say goodnight to each other everynight before we go to bed. So I'm gunna go and do that now.

The world is lovely and peaceful out tonite.

Thursday April 27th,2006

Im at my friend Wendy's house. I sure am having a swell time.

We are gunna have some supper ie:porkchops and salad and such...:) Mmmmm sounds really good to me.

Then we are going to watch the third movie to the Janet Oke series woot woot:) Im pumped!!! :D

I really miss hanging out with Wendy. Since we don't work together anyone it makes it hard for us not to get to hangout and such.

Wendy is like my other mother. I love her with my whole heart. She is always there for me when I need someone to talk to or just to listen to me. Thanks for everything Wendy. Ur an amazing person that I love and respect and look up to a great deal.

Thanks for all that you do for me. I appreciate it sooo much.

Well things are alittle crazy right now. I have been looking on some of my friends piczo sites and such and they are sooo not good. Things such as suicide and stuff. So I took them off of my links page on piczo. So till things are lookin better and there isn't things such as suicide and curse words and such I shall keep em' off.
Sorry if I offend anyone but Im not going to promote such things as that.

Tomorrow I think that I am goin to go over and spend the night at Steph's house cause she asked me. Im excited about that. :) I never hangout with Steph so this will be fun for me. Just to have a girls night out and chill and maybe have someone to talk to about things and such.

Well thats all for now peeps.

Couple quotes and poems I found that I liked!

"The Lord gives us a plan to follow. It is outlined in His commandments. And all those commandments are designed to build stability within us. We are not to excuse our failures and weaknesses: We are not to say we are made the way we are, And thereby justify our sins. The Lord expects us to rise above our weakness, become strong, and pattern ourselves after Him.

Take Time:

Take time to think-
It is the source of all power.
Take time to read-
It is the fountain of wisdom.

Take time to play-
It is the source of perpetual youth.
Take time to be quiet-
It is the opportunity to seek God.

Take time to be aware-
It is the opportunity to help others.
Take time to love and be loved-
It is God’s greatest gift.

Take time to laugh-
It is the music of the soul.
Take time to be friendly-
It is the road to happiness.

Take time to dream-
It is what the future is made of.
Take time to pray-
It is the greatest power on earth.

Take time to give-
It is too short a day to be selfish.
Take time to work-
It is the price of success.
There is a time for everything. . .

Just between me and God.

People are often unreasonable,
irrational, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse
you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.


If you are successful, you will win some
unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere
people may deceive you;
Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating
others could destroy overnight;
Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness,
some may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.


The good you do today,
will often be forgotten.
Do good anyway.

Give the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give your best anyway.


In the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

3months,3days...

So today is the big day for Amy and Shawn. They shall get married in about 2 hours. Craziness I know!!!

What is new with me...Yesterday me and Jen went out shoppin and bought a coffee and end tables aswell as table and chairs,oh and a dvd player :) We like to spend big. Well it is on the account of that we are moving out in the summer. In July I believe.

I hate my new job so I shall try to find some other place of employment,cause I know that I will want to jump off a building if I stay there.

Call centers suck like a vaccuum.

I had a weird dream last night that Amy.L and Kevin Munn got married today too. Weird let me tell ya. Sick. haha

I love my mamma.

Cheese is lovely too.

I have heartburn right now :S

You all should see my room it looks like a tornado hit it! Seriously come and check it out. I shall go and clean it before Ashley comes over tonight!

Halley called me and woke me up at the ungodly hour of 11am this morning. Wanting to know if wine glasses were appropriate gift for Amy and Shawn and to see if I would split the cost with him. So I said YES I will,and that was that.

I got pictures out from Youth week and are they ever cute. Pics consist of Kaylyn and I and Trisha and Ry mostly. But they sure are nice :)

I must go right now since I have 1 hour and a half til the weddin and Im dirty and so is my room

Chow!

ponderin'

I just was thinking and I was like...

I just remembered that I went to "The moffatt's" concert when I was 16.

So I downloaded some moffatt music since I used to love them just as much as Alex loves cheesecake.

Go montreal!

Muff??? Why is that sooo funny???

Brian Littrell - Welcome Home You
From the album Welcome Home You

When I left home to be who I am
Some people said “no way”
But I laid it all down, gave everything
In my head rang the words that my Father said
You’re never far
I will be where you are
And when you come to Me
I will open My arms

Chorus:
Welcome home, you
I know you by name
How do you do?
I shine because of you today
So come and sit down
Tell me how you are
I know, son, it’s good just to see your face

When I look at you holding my heart
I will give to you all that I have
Son, I know there’ll be times you will feel all alone
I will share with you the words my Father said
You’re never far
I will be where you are
And when you come to Me
You can bet I will open My arms

Chorus:

So I’ll be waiting for that day
Just to feel Your warm embrace
Your love has shown I will never be alone
For You will welcome me home
I’ll forever be, for you will say to me
Welcome home

Chorus:

When I left home to be who I am
Some people said “no way”

Shauna and Adena are amazin poets!

From Rex Kwon Do
And chatting online
Selling tupperware
And going back in time

He could throw a football over mountains
And eat steak all day long
Uncle Rico was his name
He thought he was the bomb

Taking pictures
Puffy sleeves
Drinking 1% milk
In Napoleon, Deb believed

"Flipping Idiot"
"Heck Yes"
"Wanna Play Me?"
"Its pretty cool I guess"

From numchucks
To hott models
And Loch Nessy
Then bleach in glass bottles

Vote For Pedro
For you his cousins will fight
This is one good video
Napoleon Dynamite!

You Are Animal

A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts. You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary. But you sure can beat a good drum. "Kill! Kill!"

The Muppet Personality Test

I miss Justin

Finally realized...

So Mom finally clued in and noticed that the hair is not as long as it was before.

We are not talking right now. She blames herself and she said that she can't forgive me. I said that I felt bad and that I asked for forgiveness and Jesus forgave me and that I hope that she can find it in her heart, to forgive me too. I said that I wouldn't do it again. She said yea right til the next time. Shes upset and so am I.
The last thing that I ever wanted to do was disappoint my mother but I have and I have to live with it now.

Just one thing after another.

I love blogs...I feel like I can just vent on here and it relieves some stress that I have and just by typing it out it helps.
Weird I know. But I am also weird too.

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue

You've got the personality of a blue eyed womenYou're intense and expressive - and always on the goYou've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in

What's" Your Inner Eye Color?

Finally...

Jump up and down like a little school girl!!!

I got a job Yo!

Finally after 3 *cough* months of unemployment...and such I have a joreb!

I work at Stream its a call center for Aliant.
I will be doing customer service dealing with people trying to cancel their internet and I shall be their ISP agent. haha
I start on April 7th. Wish me luck.

Well thats all for now. Im stoked though.

Suicide sucks...

Just when u think that the world is all peachy and things are going great. Then u get a msg saying that one of your friends friend from school and work hung himself. What a horrible feeling to know about someone that died that u could have took time out and tell him about Jesus.
Like how many people do we cross paths with each day and don't tell them about what Jesus can do for them. It saddens me.

I guess even in this time of sorrow. I mean I didn't even know the kid that well but...its a huge wake up call for me and others that we have to be there for each other and not take life so lighty anymore. Sometimes we don't understand why God lets things like this happen. Especially things this drastic. But there is always a purpose even if we don't see it at the time.

God knows what He is doing.

I pray that God will use me more to help people in times like this and to help prevent things like this to happen in the future.

Life is precious,treat it that way.

I have to tinkle,What?

So once again I add a post.

Happy St.Patricks Day everyone.
I'm a lepreacaun. I know that you are jealous.

So I read that Eddie Bauer is hiring once again. I shall go and drop off a resume tomorrow or Monday. Maybe they will hire me again. That would be sweet. Even though I quit there I still liked it just not my supervisor that much.

I have to drop off some film tomorrow at the photolab. I think that my camera is broken though which totally stinks. I don't even think that I can take it back cause I don't have my reciept or the box that it came in anymore. Garsh. Its too bad I know.

My hair is getting longer which makes me happy.

Never use scissors.

I got a cute picture of Amy and Shawn with an invite to their wedding in April. Wow,I can't even believe that they are getting married thats nuts.

So apparently I'm back in the Choir now. Oh Joyous. I'm soo stoked. Oh and I'm a hostesses with the mostest as some people tell me. Also Karen Blair asked me if I would be interested in helping out with her sunday school class in teaching off and on and I said Yes. I guess I just have to talk to Vicki about it then go from there. Karen's the WOMAN. I will learn a great deal from her. Her class is ages 10-11. Should be a fun time.

I guess there is a Youth week that is going on up in T-vale and I don't get to go which bites the dust. S.Morehouse is preaching yo. I tried to convince Danny Dean to take Axel and myself up but I guess that he's gotta work or something the next morning real early and doesn't feel like getting his church on the night before.
Skallywag I say.

Oh oh...Guess who called me tonight...nope you guessed wrong...
It was Jordan. I miss that kid. We used to be right tight and such. Then the whole dating that consisted of him and Alex happened then things went down the crapper. Haha I just said crapper. Thats right. I'm bad.
But Yes he misses home and people here. He sends a BIG HELLO to everyone.

Some people I don't get,and others need to GROW up. I know that I have had my share of pity parties and such but I think that we are all old enough to suck it up and just LIVE FOR GOD,even in the bad times. God doesn't deserve to be put on a shelf. Not at all.
Maybe I'm overeacting or something but hey its my blog and I can say what I want right?

So last night I was talking to Jared Corless online and he was like nice singing tonight and I was like nice drummin aswell. Funny thing is that I know that I didn't sing that well since I had a cold and so did Ashley. But we sure did try. But it was still nice of him to compliment me.

I also found Ryan's nintendo controller tin of mints in the back of the church. Yay go me.

Can u believe that Bro. and Sis. Goddard have been gone for almost a year already. Wow time sure flys by fast eh. Where did it all go.

Ashley's mom and Chelsie are going to Alberta in April and I guess that I am going to go over to their house and housesit while Ashley is working and that way I can help out with Molly the dog take her out for walks and for her to do her buisness aswell. So that should be an adventure.

I miss Shauna and Adena alot. I miss out fun times that we all used to have together. Coming over to my place and renting movies and me making my sweet poutine that I can make :) Me and Adena being movie buddies. Cheryl and Shauna being movie buddies too.

I remember last new years 05' it was Shauna,Adena,Kim,Jen and Cheryl man did we ever have a fun time. Our song that we made a dance to it. "I get knocked down but I get up again you never going to keep me down.." Oh Johnny boy Johnny boy Johnny boy..even though the words are "Donnie boy" but we changed it up and we sure didn't make a poster with a picture of Jon Vail on it in the middle and wrote Johnny boy on it. and used it in our dance. Man What were we thinking. WAIT I know. We weren't thinking. haha It was a good time though. ^__^

Well I think that it is time for me to hit the hay as I'm super tired and such.

Til the cows come home.

M

You are my world,You are my God,and I lay down my life for You...

Well this week/weekend was full of eventful things such as Youth week and more.

Wednesday night Pastor preached about the heritage that we have and we need to be thankful for it and all of that fun stuff. But we are the church of tomorrow. Kate came to church too. Oh and Melanie aswell.:)
Thursday night was good too. Me and Ashley sang solo's to the song "Jesus I love you" I tried to sing it don't know how well I did. But everyone was coming up to me telling me that I did swell,so I guess that I believe them. haha
Jack preached then we all went out to Wendy's for some fun,food and fellowship. Oh and I met Gert. Yup thats right Gert. She's a pretty cool chick. Even though her real name is Kayla we call her Gert. good times.
Friday consisted of Ryan calling me up at the ungodly hour of 11ish...and asking if I still wanted him and his wife to come over and hang with me and Kim so I said with my sleepin hoarse voice...YES come on over. So they did! We sure didn't watch chicken little and were all excited about that. " The sky is fallin".
Then Erma came and got us and we went back to the Shep's house and Berley did mine and Trisha's hair cause we are cool like that and we get other people to do our hair. We looked hot. haha I just said that we looked hot. :P Kate and Melanie came to church again! :) woot woot
Church was good Jack preached once again. Oh oh and can I mention that it was youth week and Todd likes to pull out the old school songs from the Hymn book and expects me and Ashley to know the words to them and sing them. Ha ha
I think not.
After church was the good ol' Mcd's and then the girls all nighter. It was fun till I ate a hotdog and felt super sick. So I went and tossed my cookies Yo. Came back and watched everyone make a fool outta theirselves while doing a 4 legged race.
So then we played hide and go seek like 5 year olds. It sure was fun though. Til I felt sick again. I went to Hid in the boys bathroom and no one found me and when they did find me I was sprawled out on the bathroom floor like I just tossed my cookies again. Why cause I did. haha
So after all of that it was about 2am and I was not feeling so swell I decided to go home. So I got meself a taxi and went home. Me and the taxi driver had a good ol' chat about Walmart and how it sucks working for them. Haha well its not that bad but I guess it is now since they have a gay manager now.
We all miss you Mike Brown.
haha I said that like hes dead or something. He's not. He's alive and well :)

Sat consisted of getting up and going back to church,fancy that. A few of us got together to go out and pray for Sunday service. It was really good. It wasn't a crazy crazy prayer time but I was super honest with God and I felt Him alot. He was truly working in my life at that particular moment. After prayer we had a youth party. We played a butt load of Volleyball it was nice. I can sure serve the ball. Thats what I am good at. ha
Why don't us pentecostals ever keep score. I wonder why.
During the party since I didn't see Trish and Ry around Halley came up to me and was like wanna go to the mall and get icecream and I was like sure so we did. I get meself an Oreo mint cookie blizzard. Yum. While walking around the mall eating icecream cause we are cool like that we came across...
Ryan and Trisha,Twila and Nick,Adam and his girl Grace. She seems real nice.
Then we went back up to the church and played more Volleyball. Jammed for a bit. Well Halley and Jordan did for a bit and Trish and Kim sang. TRISH CAN SING SOMETHING SWEET!
So then after all that was over...Me and Kim and Halley and Millie went to Millie's house to watch the movie "The Gospel" *cough* For the second time I have seen it but its a good movie so I didn't complain. Then we came home and me and Kim were sooo awake and couldn't get to sleep so we had showers and made soup at 3 in the morning. Burned some Cd's talked to some people and chatted amongst ourselves aswell. Good times.
Sunday was a fun time. Danielle Kim's friend that got the Holy Ghost last year at Youth Convention came to church with us. That was nice. Sure did make me and Kim smile. Man last year when Danielle got the Holy Ghost I remember Kimbee pasted out on the floor she was sooo excited. haha It was great.

Oh and now Im a liar eh Ryan..haha well Im updatin as we speak. haha Take that! tehehe

So yes back to Sunday...We sold about 65 pizza's for the Youth Fundraiser. Craziness I know! We are making the dough now.
Sunday afternoon me and Kimbee hungout with the Meunier's it was a fun time. We ordered a huge pizza and consumed it all...mmm donair pizza,while watching an AMEN drama and then watching their wedding on video. Too cute. It was like 8 years ago when they got married and it was great cause we saw like Rachel,Alex,Hannah,Ryan and Cheryl when they were wee little ones. so funny and cute all at the same time. Man if it was on a dvd I would have so took some screenshots and use those for blackmail. haha just kiddin. Or am I?

So Sunday night we got our church on...Teah came to church cause I asked her to on Sunday afternoon when talking to her on msn at Paul's place.
God spoke to us,said that we are his vessels and he wants to use us...well thats pretty much what he was saying I can't remember everything that He said but that was pretty much it summarized up.
Teah is a trooper, I love that kid. She got her church/praise on too. Made me sure smile.
I guess just don't give up on people thats what I think at least.

Today is Monday and I slept most of the day since all week/weekend I didn't get much sleep cause we were sooo busy and such. I was suppose to clean and such today I just slept. I shall clean everything tomorrow. Oh and I wanted to watch the Calgary game and it wasn't on. : ( Not on my channels at least. that stunk.
But Dan called me so I wasn't so bored tonight.

Now I think that I am done typing for today. I shall update more tomorrow and then the next day. I want to get back at doing this.

Peace our A-town.

Happy Ryan?

I'm sure not talking to Dona on the phone...

So right now as I talk to Dona on the phone I said to myself...*self* I should add a post. Since it has been since 1909 since my last entry.

I went out with Kate tonight to christian fellowship thingy at the university it was nice. I actually really enjoyed myself. Then afterwards Melanie came to pick us up and we sure didn't watch the movie Aquamarine...tisk tisk...such a chick flick but HEY it was a good time. THE BEST MOVIE EVER MADE.

haha

Melanie is also a crazy driver. I honestly thought that I was going to die. Okay okay Im exagerating on her skillz of driving. But I will say this one thing. If she was Erma Shephards daughter she would never be on the road ever. :P haha

I think alot,too much at times. It bugs me a great deal. I think that I should stop thinking.

I sure am unemployed and living at my parents house. Thats so not the way to be I know but thats what it has been made out to be for the last wee while.
I did although apply at 6 different places on Monday to try to get some employment. Have I got a call back yet you ask. HECK NO.

Also recently in the past little while I have dissapointed alot of people that I truly do care about. I feel horrible. So if any of you are reading this in the near future. I am Sorry.

Berley wants me to go to Moncton tomorrow to chillax with her til tuesday then come back to my humble abode and spend march break with me and have a time while going to church for Youth week.

Youth week events consist of...

Tuesday-sliding at 6pm
Wednesday-church,after church eating at Route 1
Thursday-bowling,lazer tag,arcade@Kingswood,church,afterwards fellowship at Wendy's
Friday-church,girls all nighter,(maybe boys allnighter)
Saturday day of rest..haha maybe getting a gym to hangout at night.
Sunday-church,church...good ol' fun times :)

I still believe in your faithfulness,and I still believe in your truth
cause I still believe in your holy word.
Even when I don't see it I still believe

Jeremy Camp is pretty cool.

My mom is also cool.

I heart Justin

I think Im awesome at times.

Sometimes I think about u.

Now I shall go and hug a tree.

Farewell.

I think about u...♥

These are the moments-Sara Evans

Lyin here with you
Listenin to the rain
Smilin just to see
A smile upon your face

These are the moments
I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments
I'll remembered all my life
I've found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Lookin in your eyes
Seein all I need

Everything you are
Is everything in me

These are the moments

I know heaven must exist

These are the moments

I know all I need this

I've found all I've waited for

And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more then this time together

I could not ask for more then this time with you

Every prayer has been answered

Every dream has come true

Yeah, right here in this moment

Is right where I'm meant to be

Here with you, here with me

These are the moments

I thank God that I'm alive

These are the moments

I'll remembered all my life

I've found all I've waited for

And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more then this time together

I could not ask for more then this time with you

Every prayer has been answered

Every dream has come true

Yeah,right here in this moment

Is right where I'm meant to be

Here with you, here with me

No, I could not ask for more then this love you gave me

Casue it's all I've waited for

And I could not ask for more

Nooo, yeah No,

I could not ask for more

Ahahaha, yeah

Guess who's got an interview at McDonald's...

OH OH PICK ME PICK ME!

Oh my word...What did Neil get me into. ha ha

Hey Look who's updating their blog finally...me: )

Hi my name is Misty and I am ________. You fill in the blank.

One would ask me what I have been doin for the last little while well...I just might let everyone know now.

I have pretty much just been chilling around and hanging out here and there. Not too much cause I'm not so much in the cool crowd anymore.
Who needs them anyways. I'm cool enough,don't need other people to make me cool.

I have been babysittin lately trying to make some moola for such things as having fun with peeps. Need money sometimes to have fun I guess.

19days baby!!!

Okay so I just yawned...excuse me.

I miss some people such as...Ry,Trisha,Katey and others that went off to bibical school and I don't get to see much anymore. Sad story yo.

Ever wish that sometimes you were a better friend.
I think that I'm a bad friend. What do u think?

So I'm thinking about taking a course online since I can't get myself a job...so may aswell do something productive with my time since I don't have anything really exciting to do these days.

Oh wait!
I sure was invited out for a night of Encore!! Whoopity whoop whoop...(thats right Ry I used ur saying) :D

Alot of people think that I am super sad and miserable. But to be honest,I'm not at all.

I'm really doing good.

Other than the horrible dream that I had last night things are great.

I think that I am going to go now and shower cause Im dirty.
Then watch a movie...Flightplan I think.
All by myself.

The world is lovely right now. :)

♥Moi♥