Aliant is Gay!

So today I reformatted my pc for the second time in two days..argh!
Its got nothing to do with my pc its all Aliant's fault! Im totally switching over to rogers soon cause this is retarded. Its the same complications that I had with them over 2 months ago! Im fet up with it all!

Argh!

Not to mention that I am super sad with my life rite now...I feel as if its not going anywheres. I mean Im sooo confused...I just want God's will for my life but sometimes its soo hard to see His will over what I want for my life. I need to trust Him alittle more I think. I need God soo much rite now. I just wish that He would come down here and slap me in the face and tell me what Im suppose to do and everything would be alrite.

*sniff*

I know I have some people that I can talk to about things such as this just sometimes its hard to open up about it all...

Sometimes I just think I wanna leave and start over or go to Bibleschool or go on Aim or something like that...Or just maybe God wants me to stay here in Saint John. Im not sure anymore. Im soo confused. I want to know God's will for my life like now its hard waiting...