Sad

Friends came over tonite such as Ashley,Aaron,Ryan,Teah and Ashley Ferris to watch the hockey game. Carolina won against Buffalo it was pretty stupid. Gosh. I so wanted Buffalo to win. Oh well. Now Edmonton can beat the tar outta Carolina for the Cup!

I am currently super sad right now I feel sooo sad and lonely and just everything seems to be blah right now I don't even know how to explain it at all. I do know that I am here livin right now thats about it.

I don't understand it all but I just feel like I wanna cry all the time now. I feel like I put on this front about myself that everything is alright but honestly its not. I don't want to be a fake person at all. But I feel as if thats how I am acting or what I am doing. Gosh I hate feeling like this.

*insert me bawling my face off right here* *sniff sniff*

Im gunna go now cause this is pathetic.

I need a hug