Angel From Above

Gazing into her brown eyes when we first met
I knew then she was heaven sent.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

She had no idea from the start
true love, I'd found in my heart.
One of a kind, Love that LASTS a lifetime
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Still, her smile, my breath it takes away
wanting, needing, to hold her, so much to say.
All my prayers answered when into my life she came
to me, she is everything.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Like the moon, stars, morning sunrise
so much beauty, so much grace.
SHE'S even more through my eyes.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Together, forever, I long to be
can you see, YOU'RE very precious and sweet.
The only one for me.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Your gentle words, your tender touch, life meaning so much
wrapped tightly in each others arms I wish to be.
With you, I feel so free.
A vow to you I made, forever, you'll have my love.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Education and Employment World !!!

An update to a previous posting by myself,

So what more do I have to add, read and ye shall find out.

About work about jobs.

Turned down time and time again because of who I am, because of no grade 12. I am one that falls into this category. Alot may not know about it, but I ain't scared to share it with people that I don't have it, why why should someone be scared or shy, or anything in the nature to say, no I don't have my grde 12, does that make me less of a person.

During my past experience from work and from what I have seen. From what others tell me and experience as well.

There is a good portion of people these days that don't have the same education as others. No college, post secondary, and some no high school diploma,

So where do those people fall who don't have it, hopelessly looking for a job, that well, doesnt seem to show up, that is unattainable because they aren't educated like the others are.

I myself have be turned down over and over because I don't got my grade 12, I do have my credentials though from a private institution, yet no grade 12. So why do I get turned down if I have those but no grade 12, does it make me more dumb or not as good as the one with the grade 12.

SO what am I willing to do about it. For one I ain't gonna get my GED, nor my grade 12, you don't need it, its not mandatory to have, you don't have to be pushed to get it, or threatened, or pushed down to the bottom of the pile like a no good fish.

WHY WHY WHY

These days more and more companies demand you have your grade 12 or else they will not hire you. Its quite sad, actually very sad that companies do that people. I say they are hurting themselves more then they are hurting the people who come in with no grade 12 diploma, why you may ask, the reason is clear, there is alot of smart, intelligent people out there with brains, who don't have education to back themselves up, so what do they have to back themselves up, there brain, there will power, there intelligence, there inner genius, so why are people getting turned down work.

Me I don't understand the answer to why companies do this. Its quite pathetic, non professional, as they are truly missing out on some if not many of the worlds most intelligent people.

I remember when I graduated school in March of 2005, I applied at 25 or so places in the city, guess what I got out of that, absolutely nothing, had to go back to laboring work as my credentials weren't worth anything and to date really much still aren't.

I was in a class of about 25 people, so where are all those people, are they in the same boat as me, or have they found the job they wanted to get with the schooling they took, well I can say I know where over half of them are, and they sure aren't working where they should be, some at walmart, some at car dealership, ha and even one hired as a mail sorter, with credentials like that, my friends, this is just rediculous.

Oh we can't hire you, you don't have enough experience, no portfolio, well people, where the heck are you suppose to get experience if no one will even look at you, let alone hire you to gain that experience.

So another thing to mention, My course was 13,000 for one year to complete, I didn't actually have to pay for it as I was sponsored from Metsi Saskatchewan. But its still the fact that it was 13,000 gone to waste. Why else you ask it was gone to waste, well the 25 or so students that were left at the school waiting for there grad and finishing up there courseware, got a little visit from the head chief of CDI, what news did he have for us.

Well the news was the school is shutting down, shutting down 25 or so centers across Canada, so finish up your course asap and your on your own is what we were told, so what does that say for these graduates for work, not good at all, as companies look at them and say, well your school doesn't exist, it closed down, why why why, right away they point the fingers, were they actually trained the right way, do they know what they are doing, or was everything rushed, so it put a BIG damper on our work for when we graduate.

While I attending it was quite pathetic, no teacher to teach us our work, as luke slow walker sat on his pedastal doing nothing for the students, oh wait, just for the ones he liked. And then later through the course they hired a recent graduate, yea it was good that they gave him a job, but it was poor on there behalf, as he didn't even know what he was doing, the course he took, was less then what we were trying to obtain.

What am I trying to say here, is that no matter your color, your religion, your race, your education, we should all be granted equal work rights, equal work opportunities, no matter any of the above statements, and it is not happening.

That leaves me with doing laboring work, yup laboring work with the background I have in IT, 6 years of it. I guess thats life, thats how some or most of the worlds intelligent people are left to be.

Thats about all that was on my mind thus far, but I definately will have an update to this, and other things that come to mind, to tune it and read up.

Regards,

Signed off


Justin

41days til I walk down the aisle......

Wow can anyone believe that it is already spring??? Its the 3rd day of spring and the sun is shining here in good ol' SJ! I'm so excited!!! I can't wait to bust out the sandals,flip flops and yes even the crocs. (hehe)

I've decided that I'm going to start again updating this blog as I sure have been slacking. Well at least once or twice a week. I'm sorry blogger I shall not abandon you like I have in the past!

So whats new in my life...well I have been busy getting ready for my course that I am going to be taking. I will say one thing faxing 15 papers to Student Loans and costing 36.56$ is abit ridiculous don't you think? I was about to die when she told me the price.

I am currently on a diet. I have been on it for about a month-month and a half. Thus far I have lost 20pounds and 59 inches!!! Go me. I can't wait until I'm skinny! hehe Well at least at an average weight that I am suppose to be at. :) *cheers*
I find it quite easy actually except for when I see cheesecake or icecream and then I want it! But I don't, but I still want it. lol

Enough about dieting...

I leave in 44 days for Saskatchewan and can't wait! I think change is going to be good for me. Everyone needs change in their life once and a while. And I will be out there with my boyfriend so I'm pumped for that.

Tonight is Rachel's baby shower. I'm sooo excited for that. wooohooo I love baby showers cause I love watching people open up baby gifts and seeing all the cute little outfits and toys and fun stuff that they get. hehe Sometimes makes me want a baby just to get all the cute little clothes. But don't worry I don't want a baby for awhile. hehe Someday though! :)

I sure do miss Justin alot lately. Can you believe that he has been gone now for 4 months....thats craziness... I can still remember that day at the airport here in SJ saying goodbye to him and not knowing what our future would hold or if we even had a future. I was sooo scared. As I loved/still love that man. But now everything is all good and wonderful.

I will say that I do miss some of my friends lately...but it seems as if everyone is just doing their own thing and or is too busy to hangout or call or whatever. Its all good though cause thats how life is,right?

Well I should be going for now and have some lunch...as I am super hungry!! BRING ON THE CHEERIO'S! hehe

Well thats all for now

Till again...

Long time no post...so Justin shall post an article on here for me! :)

Good Day Everyone,

Here with more to say,So lets start.

So what more do I have to write about, you ask. Well read on and ye shall find out.

All that is happening is just non sense, look around, and tell me what you see, is it something that makes you happy, is it life. Look closely at it all, if you could just veg outside in the park or wherever you would like, and just observe, tell me what you see, is it happy. Yes / No

To my understandings I thought people are there to help people in need, to makes sure everything is good, every now and then doesn't it make you happy to hear someone say,How are you ?How are you doing ?
I sure do, as I can imagine as do others.

Injuries, sickness, its quite pathetic, everyone you know, you talk you these days, you ask how are you doing, and most of the time isn't the statement above true, there either sick, injured, or depressed, stressed or whichever it may be.

Its quite sad, very sad actually and its happening to families upon families, and it shouldn't be, shouldn't families be happy, worry free, so why are there struggles, living month to month.

I just can't say why myself, as I don't know the answers.
All really this post is, is just to let out, the feelings inside, of me, and others.

Well that is all I can think of for now, but there definately will be more arriving soon.

Till then

Take care

Peace Out World.

Signed Off

Well look whos back to add to the post he posted just about 4 days ago. So what more do I have to add you ask yourself, Well please do read on and find out. Im not judging anyone nor am I assuming anything, as that is not up to me to do. That is for Our Lord. So as one week passes I read my girlfriends blog, hmmmmm, I look under comments, oh but I don't see any how come? Well not assuming or anything but are people too scared to speak the truth, to let out what they hold inside. Im a big boy come on throw it out, Im waiting for it. I wanna hear comments back on what I had posted.

Well I guess it truly brings out who your real friends are and who the posers are. I am gonna say this, " Isn't a real friend suppose to be by yourside through the good and the bad, to always wish you the best in all you do, to streghten you and to give you faith".

I will speak the truth, even if it hurts, as isn't that what we are living for, the truth in all things. Maybe I just tell it how it is, actually I do that alot. Now to why no post, maybe people can't argue the truth surrounding the matter. Because they know its right. Or because they don't wanna lash out and hurt someone, well come on, you wanna hurt someone, you came to the right person. I'll take what you throw at me, but are you brave enough to actually do that, to stand up to one who is always seeking the truth, someone who tells the truth no matter what the situation.

I sometimes laugh inside my head, thinking to myself, why are people cowards, no man should be a coward, speak up for what you know is right,if something angers you, speak out, if you don't agree with something, again, speak out, sitting there twiddling your fingers all day, being quiet and not saying anything won't get you to far. Now will it.

Maybe I was given the God given ability to strengthen people, to help people, to share the truth with people. To be there for people when they are in need. I do know I can cheer people up when there feeling down, as I am here to talk to, a true friend. I just don't go to people to seek help without givin anything back in return.

Off to another subject, again and again, countless times over, am I the only one that sees it, or is there others who agree with me on this one, I would like comments towards this please.

People who get used over and over again, what do they get out of it, usually the crap end of the stick, I have for sure, and I do KNOW others that have aswell, and quite frankly I am sick of it, come one people. You are perfectly capable of doing the job you want done, don't push it on others, don't drop it on others. Own up to it, you have a responsibility, now be mature about it, be a man, or a woman, God gave you two hands, two feet, a heart, and the faith, strength and will power to do it. Take intiative.

There has been a few people stressed out over these happenings, and they should not, let me say that again SHOULD NOT, have to be that way. Why should someone have to be stressed over all the hocus pocus.

So what am I trying to get through to people here. That some people just need to grow up. Accept change, as it is inevitable. Be more mature and own up to your doings. Don't drop things on people that you are perfectly capable of doing, if you want something done, DO IT. Don't stand around and waste time. I would also like to add this:

Things happen for a reason, Misty and I, I can truly say that if it wasn't for her, I honestly don't know where I would be today. As she helps me understand things, she helps me when I am feeling down, she is constantly praying for me. As are all those who are my friends as well as hers. I just can't comprehend how much I love this girl with all my heart. Deep inside me, says, this IS, the girl for me.

People may agree with it, and some people may disagree, but everyone has there own opinion do they now. And its between God, Misty and I. I do strongly believe God sent Misty to me for a reason. As we both like to help others, especially by going out of our own way to see someone smile. To make someone happy.

In the past as well as now, I go by my senses, I sense things all the time, sometimes I just find myself praying for no apparent reason, sometimes its for others. It happened just recently, when I was asked to pray for a few girls. You all know who you are. I can sense when people are sick. When they need help, and many other things etc.

You know what else, its quite funny as there is something else about me that people don't know, other then Misty. I can find out alot about someone by talking with them for 5 minutes be it face to face, through msn or on the phone. I have that ability. Stranger or not.

So please dont feed me crap, gossip or lies. As I will tell you straight up how it is. That should be it for now.
Now for the comments. Will there be any, or will there be none, We shall soon find out. If people can speak up, if people can be a man or a woman. If you don't wanna post on there drop me an email, Im sure you all have it. If not I shall leave it just for you. justin_20006@msn.com
Peace out,

God Bless you all Signed,

Justin

Well well a post to add to my girlfriends blog, So what is it that brings me here you ask yourself. Read and you shall find out.

First and foremost, people should really stop assuming things. Too many people that, and before you start jumpin the gun you should first have the facts about the situation before hand.

It drives me up the wall when people start assuming this and that. And also judging people. Who do they think they are doing that. Its not up to you to judge someone, That is Our Creators, God. He who judges will be judged. There is alot of nowadays, people may say no I don't do that, I don't assume, I don't judge. Well they will find something wrong with someone and pick at them for it. Just like how cat and mouse play, the cat pesters the mouse until it is worn out and snap.

Come on people would you grow up, thought you are mature adults and deal with things respectively, and not like children playing a game.

I was out there for just about 2 months, I kept to myself out there, as people didn't and don't know much about me, I was quiet, meek, didn't say much, But I did for a reason, its called respect, and I respect each and every person I meet and know. I tend to speak my mind alot, I stand up for what I know is right, as anyone should. If I am a firm believer in it I will tell you straight out. Yup I wasn't afraid to tell anyone off, I just don't like to see people get hurt, but, you through a lemon at me, you'll get it right back twice as fast.

There is a saying I like and it stands true. It goes a little something like this:
"I'm gonna tell you truth even if it hurts. And if you can't handle it Im sure your manly enough to suck it up."

Anyone wanna make a comment on that one, or is true enough that you don't have anything to say about it.

Now onto other things. For what I seen out there, People are getting walked all over, do this do that, they are being used. No person should ever be used, No person should be walked over, no person should be called down, no matter where they are, who they are, and what they do. People should own up to there own responsibilities and not dump the load on others, people are stressed out enough, why should you have to pick up on someone elses slack, that is bull, I don't dig that. If you gotta do something own up to it, take intiative, and do it, be a man or woman. Don't be childish and immature.

Now on to change, change is a good thing, is it not, just because someone does something different then others would do, does that make them less of a person, no it does not, we are all one and should be treated as so.

My girlfriend Misty is moving out west, people are against and others agree with it, Now to the ones that don't agree, own up to and speak out, don't beat around the bush and hide. Only immature people do that. Is it because your scared, is it because you now can't throw the slack on someone else. May be it will be more work for you.

Let me ask you all a simple question? Yes God is in the church, but is He only at the one there, why people would say you won't be as spiritual or you won't live for God if you moved west. I don't be thinking so, The people make the church. And God cannot be locked in a box for a certain church, He is everywhere, He is in us. So be it if someone is in church or not, They can both have the same spirituality.

Because someone is not in church does not mean they arent spiritial. You can pray in your home, outside, in the car, at work, on vacation, anywhere you want to, because God is in you.
So am I saying anything about leaving church no way, without church without God, where would we be, if it was not for Him we would not be here.

Yes there is a great church out here and we both will be attending it on a regular basis. As well as our future kids.

As for the opposition against it, you don't worry, as you can't make a decision for no one, that is not up to you, that is solely up to the one making it and God.

I can't wait for her to move out here with me, and start our lives together. To live for God. I miss her alot at times, but with God in our lives, nothing is impossible. With our will power, our strength, our patience, our faith, we WILL do it.

I love Misty soo much. All she does for me, for everyone around her, she is sweet, caring, loving, spiritual and the list goes on.

With all my love and support

Signed

Justin

Is It Wrong To Drink Alcoholic Beverages?

"Wine is a ridiculer, intoxicating liquor is boisterous, and everyone going astray by it is not wise." Does this text, found in the Bible at Proverbs 20:1, indicate that it is wrong to drink alcoholic beverages? Some think so. As further evidence, they point to Bible accounts where bad acts resulted to the misuse of alcohol. --Genesis 9:20-25.

Then there are the disastrous results of overindulgence--ailments such as cirrhosis of the liver, tragic accidents, financial ruin, family abuse, and harm to the unborn. Probably because of such terrible consequences, "many religious denominations taught that drinking alcohol was immoral," notes The World Book Encyclopedia. But is it immoral to drink alcoholic beverages? Does the Bible prohibit the drinking of all alcoholic beverages and in any amount?

What does the bible say?

The Bible does warn about the bad consequences of overindulgence in alcohol. Ephesians 5:18 admonishes: "Do not be getting drunk with wine, in which there is debauchery." Also, Proverbs 23:20, 21 exhorts: "Do not come to be among heavy drinkers of wine, among those who are gluttonous eaters of flesh. For a drunkard and a glutton will come to poverty," And Isaiah 5:11 says: "Woe to those who are getting up early in the morning that they may seek just intoxicating liquor who are lingering till late in the evening darkness so that wine itself inflames them!"

The Bible also mentions the pleasures and benefits of drinking moderately. For instance, Psalm 104:15 states that one of God's gifts is "wine that makes the heart of mortal man rejoice.: And the reward for doing good works, says Ecclesiastes 9:7, is to "eat your food with rejoicing and drink your wine with a good heart." Knowing medicinal benefits of drinking wine, Paul told Timothy not to "drink water any longer, but use a litle wine for the sake of your stomach and your frequent cases of sickness" (1 Timothy 5:23) The ability of alcohol to help one to endure distress is noted in the Bible.--Proverbs 31:6,7.

Clearly, the bible does not prohibit the drinking of alcoholic beverages. What it does condemn, however, is drinking to excess and drunkenness. Therefore, Paul admonished Christian overseers, ministerial servants, and older women not to give themselves over "to a lot of wine." (1 Timothy 3:2,3,8:Titus 2:2, 3) All Christians are reminded that "drunkards" will not "inherit God's kingdom." --1 Corinithians 6:9,10.

Noteworthy is the fact that the Bible associates drunkenness with gluttony, directing that both be avoided. (Deuteronomy 21: 20) If it were intended that we should not drink any alcohol at all, would that not also indicate that any eating of food is wrong as well? Rather, it is excess to the point of intoxication and gluttony that the Bible says is wrong--not eating and drinking in moderation.

What did Jesus do?

Christ left "a model for [us] to follow his steps closely," says the apostle Peter. "He committed no sin." (1 Peter 2:21, 22) So how did Jesus view alcoholic beverages? Well, his first miracle was that of changing water into wine. What kind of wine did Jesus turn the water into? "The directoer of the feast" complimented the bridegroom regarding this miraculously produced wine. He said: "Every other man puts out the fine wine first, and when people are intoxicated, the inferior. You have reserved the fine wine until now."--John 2:9, 10.

Drinking wine was part of the Passover celebration, and Jesus used wine when he inaugurated the Lords Evening Meal. Handing a cup of wine to His diciples, he told them: "Drink out of it, all of you" Knowing that His death was imminent, he added "I will by no means drink henceforth any of this product of the vine until that day when I drink it new with you in the kingom of my Father." (Matthew 26:27, 29) Yes, people knew that Jesus drank wine--Luke 7:34.

What should We Do?

Although the BIble does not prohibit the drinking of alcoholic beverages, that does not mean that we have to drink them. There are many reasons to abstain. For instance, a former alcoholic knows the dangers or taking even one drink. A pregnant woman may abstain out of fear of harming her fetus. And knowing how alcohol impairs judgment and reflexes, a driver would refrain from doing anything that would jeopardize his life or that of others.

A Christian would not want to be a stumbling block to anyone whose conscience condems drinking (Romans 14:21) Wisely, he or she would refrain from the use of alcoholic beverages when engaging in the public ministry. It is noteworthy that under God's Law to ancient Israel, the priests were forbidden to "drink wine of intoxicating liquor" when in offical service. (Leviticus 10:9) Also, in lands where consuming alcohol is forbidden or restricted a Christian would boey the law.--Romans 13:1.

While determining whether to drink or not, or how much to drink, are personal decisions, the Bible advocates moderation. It says: "Whether you are eating or drinking or doing anything else, do all things for God's glory."--1 Corinthians 10:31.

My Christmas List...

-pj's
-cd's
-purse
-mp3 player
-straightener
-full house season 2
-manicure set
-lots of clothes
-winter jacket
-winter boots
-hair accesories
-products
-gift cards for subway and walmart
-bus card
-bear slippers
-blank cd's
-musical ornament
-cute bears!!!
-adidas adrenaline
-more adidas products
-fruit basket
-best friend throw
-another throw
-jewellery for my cell phone
-lip glosses
-scarf
-socks and such
-my aunt made me dill pickles!!

Wow, I don't know why I'm postin but I am! ha

So here it goes..

Wow I can't believe that in the last two months sooo much has went on but it also feels like not much has went on when you really think about it.

So Justin was here and now he's gone...
We had a fun time while he was here but he had to leave because of family situations. *sniff I miss you* Wow its been over a month since I have seen Justin. Its sooo weird when you think about it...Going from not seeing a person for like 10 months and then BANG he's here and your doing everything together and then another BANG comes along and he's gone. Sometimes its hard... So crazy. I can't wait to see him again!

Im moving soon! Out west here I come. I'm hoping that I will be out there by March but if money doesn't permit I shall be there by June! I just can't wait to start my life all over again!
Going somewhere's where no one knows ur past or knows anything about you is kinda nice. No one can judge me for things I have done in the past. Cause they don't know me. Its refreshing. I shall get an apartment and I will be taking my course out there aswell as going to a brand new UPC church!!

Someday I shall get married! Wouldn't that be fun!

Christmas is in 2 days isn't that exciting!!

I'm playing Yatzee right now against Justin and Im winning!! haha I wock!

And by "wock" I obviously mean "rock".

Im a failure sometimes but Im trying to pick myself back up slowly!

I suck at bloggin now so I shall leave it at this.

The Rose

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it’s only seed.

It’s the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It’s the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It’s the one who won’t be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

And the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun’s love,
In the spring, becomes a rose.

Whats more important

I was asked a question tonight and I thought that I would answer it in blog form.

The question was very general and could mean anything really when you think about it...

The first and foremost thing that I would think that would come to my mind would be God Almighty. He is the most important thing right now. Everything else comes afterwards.
Sometimes I just don't understand how some people can just assume things...
I mean just because you do something differently than before doesn't mean that your heart has changed does it??? I don't know...

Does sitting in the back pew of the church make you any different than the person that is sitting on the front pew or on the platform???? I don't think so. God treats us all as equals and you can feel God just as much in the back row as right up front in center.

Im too tired to finish this right now so Im going to bed.

Its FriDAY!

So its day 6 of Justin being here in Saint John! :) Woot woot

Stupid Air Canada lost part of his luggage. Arghy!!
But we shall claim the full 1500. Cause there was more than that in there. Don't fly air canada fly west jet if possible! :P

If you could be anyone in this whole world,who would you be???

I made a chicken casserole yesterday and some cabbage rolls. The cabbage rolls weren't that good well they were alittle burnt. *oops didn't mean to* but Hey it was my first time right. Trying all by myself. Right? But other than the not so great cabbage rolls I think that I have been making good food. Or at least Justin has been eating it all and being nice and not telling me that its gross lol.

So yea...on Monday we went around town and went site seeing...then we went and got some food and went on a little picnic down by the beach and walked along the water and collected rocks and shells. Twas' a great time! :) Then we came home and had some turkey dinner and attemped to watch a movie but yea we fell asleep like always.

Tuesday we didn't do much other than go to choir practice and hungout with Hal and Ash.

Wednesday we basically borrowed Jocelyn's car and took her to work and then went to Youth group which was very interesting but its all good. Then after youth...Cheryl and Shawn came with us and we went out to eat with Ashley and Ray and Danny.D. Then we walked the Harbour Passage...dropped off Shawn and Cheryl. Then went around the site and looked at houses that we would like to build in the future. :)

Thursday was a slack day I made all that food and was super tired so I had a nap then we watched Monsters Inc and chilled.

Now TODAY! We are renting a car and going up to Moncton! Woohoo! Im pumped!!! I can't wait. Going to go and see Kimbee and Mallory!! :)

Well Im off now to go and pick up our car woot woot!

Later gaters!!!

Misty Lynn :)

alittle bit of salsa... :P

Its been a couple weeks now since the last time I posted. My bad.
Just haven't had anything really to talk about I guess.

I thought that it was the will of God for me to go to bibleschool this year but that didn't financially work out. so I shall get a student loan and go next year with Ashley.
Yea I was upset and sure I shed a few tears but God knows what he is doing and must need to use me one more year here in good ol' Saint John.

So yesterday consisted of me and Alex and then afterwards Carla Amos came to the church and we painted the youth room. It looks really awesome thus far. I am very impressed with our mad painting skillz!!! I believe that tomorrow we shall finish it up.
After all the painting is done all we have to do is put down the click floor and the carpet on the platform. Im stoked for everything to all come together. :) Its going to be great.

There is now a youth committee that consists of Jordan.K,Ashley,Jayne,Brittnay,Stephanie and I. Im really excited about it and so are the rest of the members. We are going to be planning fundraisers and things to do with the youth. Im pumped! woot woot

This weekend apparently there is some youth rallies going on in Woodstock and in St.Stephen. I wanna attend at least the St.Stephen one. Cause it could be a fun time.

Well other than that...

Oh wait Justin got baptized last sunday :)

Im going to miss everyone that went to biblical school. Mostly Ryan and Aaron. I'm sure that they will be down on weekends to come and visit.

Thats all folks!

Misty Lynn

Sunday at Justins new church...

I was greeted by Mark, and then the Pastors wife came over and talked to me for a bit, and then Pastor Covill came and talked to me also. Just about what I did and such. If I lived in Regina. Just the basic stuff.That was all kewl, I sat in the back row thinking it was all good, as I was sweating like a hog. Man was I ever. Shirt right soaked haha. Then we all start singing, yup I actually started singing and clapping to the music, good stuff.

Then my hunny was right, here comes da lady right around the whole place dancing, nearly pulled my bench/pew over when she turned the corners haha, Good times, after that Pastor Covill starting preaching, he preached about drugs, and alcoholism and how they are being dragged down, that the devil is winning them over and we gotta help them. Bring them back to God. And to do that we have to give them a helping hand and tell them. Show them the way.

Pastor Covill then went on about how people use people, like pimps use hookers, they take everything about them away, he then went on to chat about the Holy Ghost and talking in tongue, and baptism. That when you have the Holy Ghost, you can heal, you can make miracles happen, by just a touch. You can heal the sick. God heals not the doctors. Just all he talked about me and my hunny pretty much have talked about, its like wow, total craziness.

After that he had alter call to pray, I just sat in my seat,until Mark came up to me and asked me to go and pray at the alter with him, so I did go up there, Mark said he would pray with me, while I was praying Mark put his hand on my back and right there, I felt the most incredible feelings, it was like wow, and then another person put there hand on my shoulder.back to, and wow it was intense. I felt so amazing, I never felt that feeling ever before. Just could feel Gods presence soo much, Like WOW., I then got up to go back to my seat and nearly fell over, I had to hold the pews/benches so I never, I just felt so incredible, a feeling I cant quite explain. So intense, I could just feel Gods presence soo much, His luv for us, and everything, Praise the Lord.

Ohh yea :p Pastor Covill sure did make me red, haha, made me sweat 20 times more then I thought I could, bringing up about Misty and I, haha.All I can say is that experience I had today, was soo wonderful, so amazing, I luved it soo much.
Yup every sunday I will be attending church at 630pm :) :) :)

This was what Justin told me about church last nite. :)

This is what Justin wrote to me on our 7th Month anniversary!!!

On this day marks the 7 month anniversary of Misty Lynn and Justin Marshall, happily in luv, they fit soo well together its amazing.

Its amazing how they both can see everything in each others eyes. Sharing everything together, doing everything together, helping each other achieve there goals, they are living there dreams, teaching each other new things.

What else you ask can they see in each others eyes, here is more:
A nice home, a beautiful 3 bedroom bungalow filled with a warm luving family. 4 children, 2 boys 2 girls. A nice car sitting in the driveway. He has a career he always wanted and is supporting his family 200%. She is a stay at home mom looking after the kids while dad is at work. She is an amazing mother. As he is an amazing father, there each and every possible minute he can be for his family.

Its just so amazing, so wonderful. He can hardly wait till it all begins.

They have learned soo much about each other, taught each other many new things the other didnt know, they help guide each other. They take the words out of each others mouths all the time. Finishing each others sentences.

I made wishes all the time and still do, and each and everyday I am with my princess, every single wish comes true.

All she does for me, I am so thankful for, all the txts, emails, poems, ecards, kind hearted words, her singing. All of it, I luv and adore with all my heart. She is like a diamond, Very rare and very precious.

I was told to hold her close, hold her tight, and thats what I shall do for as long as I live. I made her promises, and I never make a promise I dont intend to keep, I made a promise to be by her side for the rest of my life, I made that promise to two people, God and her. And it is a promise I am gonna stand by.

Each and everyday, is so amazing with her, so wonderful. I have never been this happy. I am so peaceful and so relaxed being with her, Its like WOW. Like a real life fairy tale. A dream come true. I can feel her luv for me immensely. WOW.

How much she cares for me, she cares about my health, my safety, just everything. I just get so speechless, and in awe, cause I really havent had a person other then a family member, care about me the way she does, I can feel it so much. Thats why I keep myself out of dangers way.

I care deeply for her to, like wow, she is soo precious. I always make sure she is safe and that she is feeling well. I dont recall ever caring so much for a young lady as much as I do her.
She is just soo amazing, there isnt enough words, enough paper, to say it all or write it all.
Kind hearted, sincere, trusting, passionate, charming, funny, romantic, giving, spiritual, beautiful and the list goes on and on. I could just not explain it all.

She is an amazing Christian, She has taught me all I know about God. She taught me how to pray, how to get to heaven, taught me about the bible, thank you soo much Misty Lynn for all of it.

You had made a tremendous impact on my life, You changed me for the better, she made the man I always wanted to be but never knew how to, I now see a person I never knew existed now that I stand behind her. The most amazing girlfriend I could ever have.

I thank God each and everynite for her, for blessing our luv each and everyday.

Thank You Jesus for looking after us, keeping us both healthy, keeping us safe. I luv you soo much, I Honor You and Praise You for all You do for us each and everyday.

Happy 7 month Anninversary hunny.

You mean the world to me to, just everything, like wow, words cannot express it enough how much luv I have for you.

WOW, when you said that on msn tonite,it hit home, i felt it deep inside my heart. A feeling I have never felt before.

These feelings I feel are so incredible like wow, at times they make me wanna cry. Cause of who I have in my life. This girl is so amazing, in all she does, and who she has made of me. I stand Proud beside her, cause in my heart, I know I am standing beside the most amazing girl I could have in my life.

I luv you always and forever Misty Lynn and not a day less.

With all my luv

Your hunny

Justin Marshall

God Bless Our Luv on our 7 month anniversary

God Bless Misty Lynn

Cheers, to Our 7 month. Muah muah muah muah muah muah muah

And many more to come

Doncha love being sick in the middle of summer :S

And another post...

Soo whats going on peeps?

Hmmm me just chillin around being sick lately. Last nite I went in the pool!! Woot woot
That sure was a fun time. Mom and Tina and I, at 11pm swimmin in the boulevards lol haha.
Good times had by all...hehe

I miss Ashley I should text her...Hmmm see how things are going on up in Ontario without me :(
Oh and I miss Aaron and Ryan and Trisha too...

Jen called me last nite. I miss her aswell.

Ohhhhhh And Berley called me too(Kim) aww man I miss Berley shes soo sweet. She is such an awesome best friend.

I guess that I am in a missing mood rite now.

I love cheese....mmmmm cheddar cheese.

Tomorrow afternoon I believe that Mom,Jocelyn,Katey and I are going to go up to Kingston and go swimming again. Im really pumped for that as we went last Sunday after church and the water was beautiful. I can't wait woot woot woot woot.

Then there is church on Sunday. Yay church.

I need a touch from God. I kinda feel far away from Him lately. I'm trying my best to live for God just sometimes life gets ya down and such ya know.

Im gunna finish watching Pirates of the Carribean today with Justin. :) awww what a cutey.
Maybe even the second one too. ;)

Well Im gunna go and eat now. Im starving

Chow for now

Guess what!!!

Hmmm lets see Im done working at robins now. Get paid in a couple weeks they say. So thats nice. Elaine worked my back end off last nite while she was taking 5 breaks and not helping me at all. I didn't even get a break in my 7hours that I worked last nite. Argh salty crackers.
Halley came after work and picked me up and we went uptown to the Harbour Passage to walk with...Neil,Tanya,Kaylyn,Ashley,Alex,Derek and Vicki. It was fun although I just kinda wanted to go home and rest as I was super sore and everything from work. But thats all done and now Im not sore its all good. :)

I babysitt on Saturday for Todd and Shyanne. So I will not be attending the wedding of the year. I guess its not that big of a deal to me since we have only talked about 2-3 times since last year. And the conversations were pretty sad. Nothing to brag about.

I want one of my friends that are married to get pregnant soon as I want a little one to spoil as Kaylyn is starting to get bigger and I need a wee one to spoil again. hehe

This Sunday is Fifth Sunday at church so there is only one service its at 11am. So I don't know what I will be doing Sunday afternoon but hopefully some people will wanna hangout or something.

Well thats about if for now.

Oh I cooked a sweet meal for my Dad and I tonite for dinner. It was Pork Loin Roast and Roasted potatoes and some corn. mmmmm it was soooo good. *licks lips* hehe I think that I just might go back and get seconds in the next little while here. hehe

K Im out for real now

Toodles

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So Ash,Ry and Aaron finally came over and we watched Cars and it was a swell time eating popping popcorn and drank pop. :P And it didn't even skip in my dvd player so there! haha lol
Then we watched some old time hockey from the year when my mamma was born...1964.
Also watched some punk music videos. Man there was one guy that had like 3 gotee's it was insane!! Then watched some stupid show and April/Erma(not sure which one)called and they all departed...

I cleaned up did all the dishes that we dirtied.(sp?) Vaccummed and now am online talking to Justin! :) He's such a great kid!!! I could just squeeze him to death. hehe

Well folks thats about it for now. Just wanted to finish up the nite and tell ya'll what's going on in ma life.

Oh rite....I sang for like 2 hours this afternoon for someone... :P Oh I wonder who that was...

Parttime stinks sometimes...lol

So I got my schedule yesterday for work...

I only work two shifts next week! :S Wednesday and Thursday 4-9pm thats all!!! Like wow Im making pretty much minimum wage So small small paychecks coming to me:P haha! I might have to ditch this job as they can't guarntee hours they now said to me after they hire me argh!!

So what happened yesterday...went to the church talked to my pastor about somethings and such just kinda told him exactly how Im feeling about things and such. I love Pastor Kennedy he's such an amazing Pastor. So then I hungout with Ryan for a little bit then he drove me up to Shawn's house and I hungout with Cheryl and Shawn then they went to the mall and I didn't feel well so I went to the church and had some prayer myself and just fooled around abit. Then went to prayer and afterwards the Moonyay's dropped me off at Ryan and Aarons house.
We went to Domino's to get some pizza to eat during the movie. But the movie was being all gay and such and wouldn't work for us. So they drove me home...

Oh man They had to let me off down the road by Rickys store as the road was blocked off cause there was a gas leak that blew up a house across the street from my house. Its sad cause a kitten died but all the kids got out. 4 of them I believe and a single mother. I wanna help that family out somehow as they have nothing now. I may give some money or see what I can do to contribute to the family as they are now living in a hotel rite now. :( sooo sad.

Came home and pretty much just crashed and went to bed and talked to Justin. :)

Today I cleaned my hinney off...did a load of clothes and I washed my bedding and such...Cleaned up my room just have to sweep and mop and dust. But thats for another day as I am pooped already. Now Im just waiting for Ryan,Aaron and Ash to show up as we are going to watch Cars. :) woot woot woot!

Thats about it for now toodles!!!

Sometimes doing the right thing might be hard to deal with...

So Its another Friday and Im just chilling rite now til I go out to the church and things...

Gunna go hangout with Cheryl and Shawn later afterwards,prayer then maybe see if Ryan and Aaron wanna hangout for a bit or something... Other than that its pretty much how my day is going to be spent.

Last nite I taught Justin a biblestudy..."The Pentecostal Experience". He understood it really well He said and now knows that it is essential to be baptised in Jesus name and he knows that he needs to get the Holy Ghost to make it to heaven. :) He had some questions after the 2 hour biblestudy...I answered them the best I knew how to. But Im really excited though as he's gunna start going to church on Sundays in two weeks! :) Thank You Jesus!! :)

Oh and Ally showed up at my place around 8pm last night and we hungout for a wee bit it was really nice! I miss that kid alot. *Sniff sniff* Sometimes I miss the old Misty and Alex (the crazy ones) that just always had a ton of fun...

Anyways...

Well I have to leave in about 5 mins so I should get going...

Just wanted to say alittle something on the good ol' blog again...

God Bless Ya'll

Misty Lynn