Angel From Above

Gazing into her brown eyes when we first met
I knew then she was heaven sent.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

She had no idea from the start
true love, I'd found in my heart.
One of a kind, Love that LASTS a lifetime
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Still, her smile, my breath it takes away
wanting, needing, to hold her, so much to say.
All my prayers answered when into my life she came
to me, she is everything.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Like the moon, stars, morning sunrise
so much beauty, so much grace.
SHE'S even more through my eyes.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Together, forever, I long to be
can you see, YOU'RE very precious and sweet.
The only one for me.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Your gentle words, your tender touch, life meaning so much
wrapped tightly in each others arms I wish to be.
With you, I feel so free.
A vow to you I made, forever, you'll have my love.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.

Education and Employment World !!!

An update to a previous posting by myself,

So what more do I have to add, read and ye shall find out.

About work about jobs.

Turned down time and time again because of who I am, because of no grade 12. I am one that falls into this category. Alot may not know about it, but I ain't scared to share it with people that I don't have it, why why should someone be scared or shy, or anything in the nature to say, no I don't have my grde 12, does that make me less of a person.

During my past experience from work and from what I have seen. From what others tell me and experience as well.

There is a good portion of people these days that don't have the same education as others. No college, post secondary, and some no high school diploma,

So where do those people fall who don't have it, hopelessly looking for a job, that well, doesnt seem to show up, that is unattainable because they aren't educated like the others are.

I myself have be turned down over and over because I don't got my grade 12, I do have my credentials though from a private institution, yet no grade 12. So why do I get turned down if I have those but no grade 12, does it make me more dumb or not as good as the one with the grade 12.

SO what am I willing to do about it. For one I ain't gonna get my GED, nor my grade 12, you don't need it, its not mandatory to have, you don't have to be pushed to get it, or threatened, or pushed down to the bottom of the pile like a no good fish.

WHY WHY WHY

These days more and more companies demand you have your grade 12 or else they will not hire you. Its quite sad, actually very sad that companies do that people. I say they are hurting themselves more then they are hurting the people who come in with no grade 12 diploma, why you may ask, the reason is clear, there is alot of smart, intelligent people out there with brains, who don't have education to back themselves up, so what do they have to back themselves up, there brain, there will power, there intelligence, there inner genius, so why are people getting turned down work.

Me I don't understand the answer to why companies do this. Its quite pathetic, non professional, as they are truly missing out on some if not many of the worlds most intelligent people.

I remember when I graduated school in March of 2005, I applied at 25 or so places in the city, guess what I got out of that, absolutely nothing, had to go back to laboring work as my credentials weren't worth anything and to date really much still aren't.

I was in a class of about 25 people, so where are all those people, are they in the same boat as me, or have they found the job they wanted to get with the schooling they took, well I can say I know where over half of them are, and they sure aren't working where they should be, some at walmart, some at car dealership, ha and even one hired as a mail sorter, with credentials like that, my friends, this is just rediculous.

Oh we can't hire you, you don't have enough experience, no portfolio, well people, where the heck are you suppose to get experience if no one will even look at you, let alone hire you to gain that experience.

So another thing to mention, My course was 13,000 for one year to complete, I didn't actually have to pay for it as I was sponsored from Metsi Saskatchewan. But its still the fact that it was 13,000 gone to waste. Why else you ask it was gone to waste, well the 25 or so students that were left at the school waiting for there grad and finishing up there courseware, got a little visit from the head chief of CDI, what news did he have for us.

Well the news was the school is shutting down, shutting down 25 or so centers across Canada, so finish up your course asap and your on your own is what we were told, so what does that say for these graduates for work, not good at all, as companies look at them and say, well your school doesn't exist, it closed down, why why why, right away they point the fingers, were they actually trained the right way, do they know what they are doing, or was everything rushed, so it put a BIG damper on our work for when we graduate.

While I attending it was quite pathetic, no teacher to teach us our work, as luke slow walker sat on his pedastal doing nothing for the students, oh wait, just for the ones he liked. And then later through the course they hired a recent graduate, yea it was good that they gave him a job, but it was poor on there behalf, as he didn't even know what he was doing, the course he took, was less then what we were trying to obtain.

What am I trying to say here, is that no matter your color, your religion, your race, your education, we should all be granted equal work rights, equal work opportunities, no matter any of the above statements, and it is not happening.

That leaves me with doing laboring work, yup laboring work with the background I have in IT, 6 years of it. I guess thats life, thats how some or most of the worlds intelligent people are left to be.

Thats about all that was on my mind thus far, but I definately will have an update to this, and other things that come to mind, to tune it and read up.

Regards,

Signed off


Justin

41days til I walk down the aisle......

Wow can anyone believe that it is already spring??? Its the 3rd day of spring and the sun is shining here in good ol' SJ! I'm so excited!!! I can't wait to bust out the sandals,flip flops and yes even the crocs. (hehe)

I've decided that I'm going to start again updating this blog as I sure have been slacking. Well at least once or twice a week. I'm sorry blogger I shall not abandon you like I have in the past!

So whats new in my life...well I have been busy getting ready for my course that I am going to be taking. I will say one thing faxing 15 papers to Student Loans and costing 36.56$ is abit ridiculous don't you think? I was about to die when she told me the price.

I am currently on a diet. I have been on it for about a month-month and a half. Thus far I have lost 20pounds and 59 inches!!! Go me. I can't wait until I'm skinny! hehe Well at least at an average weight that I am suppose to be at. :) *cheers*
I find it quite easy actually except for when I see cheesecake or icecream and then I want it! But I don't, but I still want it. lol

Enough about dieting...

I leave in 44 days for Saskatchewan and can't wait! I think change is going to be good for me. Everyone needs change in their life once and a while. And I will be out there with my boyfriend so I'm pumped for that.

Tonight is Rachel's baby shower. I'm sooo excited for that. wooohooo I love baby showers cause I love watching people open up baby gifts and seeing all the cute little outfits and toys and fun stuff that they get. hehe Sometimes makes me want a baby just to get all the cute little clothes. But don't worry I don't want a baby for awhile. hehe Someday though! :)

I sure do miss Justin alot lately. Can you believe that he has been gone now for 4 months....thats craziness... I can still remember that day at the airport here in SJ saying goodbye to him and not knowing what our future would hold or if we even had a future. I was sooo scared. As I loved/still love that man. But now everything is all good and wonderful.

I will say that I do miss some of my friends lately...but it seems as if everyone is just doing their own thing and or is too busy to hangout or call or whatever. Its all good though cause thats how life is,right?

Well I should be going for now and have some lunch...as I am super hungry!! BRING ON THE CHEERIO'S! hehe

Well thats all for now

Till again...

Long time no post...so Justin shall post an article on here for me! :)

Good Day Everyone,

Here with more to say,So lets start.

So what more do I have to write about, you ask. Well read on and ye shall find out.

All that is happening is just non sense, look around, and tell me what you see, is it something that makes you happy, is it life. Look closely at it all, if you could just veg outside in the park or wherever you would like, and just observe, tell me what you see, is it happy. Yes / No

To my understandings I thought people are there to help people in need, to makes sure everything is good, every now and then doesn't it make you happy to hear someone say,How are you ?How are you doing ?
I sure do, as I can imagine as do others.

Injuries, sickness, its quite pathetic, everyone you know, you talk you these days, you ask how are you doing, and most of the time isn't the statement above true, there either sick, injured, or depressed, stressed or whichever it may be.

Its quite sad, very sad actually and its happening to families upon families, and it shouldn't be, shouldn't families be happy, worry free, so why are there struggles, living month to month.

I just can't say why myself, as I don't know the answers.
All really this post is, is just to let out, the feelings inside, of me, and others.

Well that is all I can think of for now, but there definately will be more arriving soon.

Till then

Take care

Peace Out World.

Signed Off