Mmmm...Cheese fries!!!

So today consisted of not a whole lot...well...

There was church and that was great. We sang Happy Birthday to Neil and I swear(which I really don't swear) but it sounds like Paul said something else other than "Neil Josselyn Youth Pastor"..it was sooo funny.

So it was a commitment service and we all committed some stuff before God tonite. It was a good time. :)
After church we went out to DQ something different and Halley cause he is such a doll paid for my meal. We had a cheeseburger meal and then a chocolate dipped cone with chocolate icecream inside. Mmmm soooo good!

Then Ryan,Aaron,Halley and I proceeded back to Mike and Liz Longs house to play phase 10. Ryan spanked us in the game. :P What a guy. Aaron and Ryan ganged up on Halley and I,I guess that they didn't want us to win the game or actually I think that they just did it for kicks.

So then Aaron and Ry drove me home and thats about it.

I still can't hear outta my left ear though. Argh! I think that I am going to have to go to the doc's tomorrow to see if I can get it seringed out or something. Pray for me cause I am sooo deaf in one ear. Ahhhhhh

Oh and on Canada day I guess Im going out with Kate and a butt load of people and we are going camping and I needs to bring some videls.
So that will be the way I will be celebrating my Canada day this year! Woot woot!!
Fireworks here we come!!!

Oh and apparently there is Summer Summitt up in Fredericton this weekend. I would like to go on Sunday nite but I don't really have a way. Now if someone has room in their car and is reading this let me know and I will help pay for some gas.

Thats all for now folks.

You are my everything and I will adore you...

Time to update again.

I guess I haven't updated cause I haven't really had much go on in my life lately.

I got a new job yet again but I hate it so the second day of working there I applied at 17 other places cause the pay that I am getting just isn't worth it. So Im praying that I get something new :)

Umm Wednesday nite and Friday nite I went over to Mike and Liz's house to play Phase 10 with Halley,Neil and Tanya. Alex was there too but she didn't play. It was fun. Oh and on Friday nite we sure didn't eat a whole cake between us all. Mmmm it was sooo good!

Tonite I went out with Halley and we went to Millies place and Shawn was there too Hes really a nice guy. I like him alot he's hilarious. We played Swap and Catch Phrase. Me and Millie won Catch Phrase against Halley and Shawn. Haha Girl Power! lol
Then we decided to be heathens and go and play pool we played two games and Me and Halley were on a team and Millie and Shawn were on another team. We sure didn't get spanked actually they were both two close games just one ball left on the table each time. I got madd skillz at pool. Ha!

So thats pretty much everything thats been going on in my life.

Oh if anyone ever reads this pray for Shawn McGuires Mom she is not doing so well shes in the hospital and the doctors have given her days to live. :( soo sad.

Hmmm what else.

Oh I host tomorrow morning then I praise sing tomorrow nite at alter call. So thats exciting!

Im tired now its 2am and I need to get up in 6 and a half hours for church!

Peace out A-town!

P.S. Happy Belated Birthday Kaylyn Riley Josselyn and Happy 7 months anniversay for Ryan and Trisha! :D woot woot

How great is Our God

So this weekend consisted of Tay and James wedding. Tay looked beautiful. Sooo pretty. Then going over to the moonyay's house for the nite. We went to sobeys to get stuff for poutine and hotdogs...man that poutine was super good. U rock Steph. hehe
Then we watched "Ice Age 2" It was a pretty good movie other than it said some words which wasn't good for a pixar kids movie. But anyways...after that we played the game "Cars" then oviously the hockey game and Edmonton won 2-1 last nite woot woot. Go Oilers Go!
Then me and Steph watched the last episode of 7th Heaven. Then went to bed :)
Man Isaiah's bed was sooo comfortable I think that I had one of the best sleeps in like forever. It was intense.

Then church happened and Pastor preached on not being fearful of anything and that the only thing that we should fear is "The Fear of God". It was really good. I enjoyed it very much.

Then after church we proceeded back to the Meuniers house for subs and "Over the Hedge" then Cars again..hehe I love that game :) Woot woot Then watched this show on tv called "Doc" with Billy Ray Cyrus in it. I really enjoyed it. But I didn't get to watch it all cause I had to go for choir. We practiced and sang a really good song tonite I loved it. "How Great is Our God"-then went right into "How Great Thou Art" It was sooo powerful. Man was it ever. Like the church just exploded in worship and u could feel God walking up and down the aisles it was sooo amazing. Like wow I felt God sooo amazingly tonite it was awesome. Then God spoke to me through an elder of my church. It was wow man just what I needed to hear. God is sooo good to me I just can't thank Him enough. Thank You Jesus for everything that you do and continue to do for me. :)

Well thats about it for now...

Oh and Edmonton is sooo gunna win in tomorrows game Go Edmonton!!!

Starts with Goodbye

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing there across the road,
There's a choice you gotta make.


I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.


Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.


I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna bring me down,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Start to wave goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Start to wave goodbye

So Im 22 they say.

So my Birthday happened.

Im now 22 craziness I don't really feel much older at all.

I had a few friends over not many cause I didn't want anything huge or anything like that. People consisted of Cheryl,Shawn,Jenna,Erin and Ashley. I had a good time I guess it was different from last year when I had Shauna and Adena here I miss them ever so much.

I got gifts hehe Im all about that. lol just kidding I could careless if I get gifts.

Mom bought me the American Idol Encore cd and icecream cake and all the goodies that we had at my party. Thanks Mom I love u ever soo much.
Cheryl and Shawn got me the Daniel Powter cd.
Ashley got me some smelly stuff for the bath and creams and a ty beanie bear. :)
Erin got me flipping sweet Napolean Dynamite mints,ND Lip Balm and a cute thing of note pads from Ardene
Jen got me a 25$ gift certificate for Sheila's Day spa so I will have to think of what to get from there Im pumped though. Ashley got one too cause it was her bday a couple weeks ago so we are going to go and get something doing together. That shall be a fun time. :)

So my belly is full from all the junk that I ate tonite but it was all worth it. hehe

We watched two movies "The date movie, and Rumour Has It." The date movie wasn't a very good movie I don't really recommend it to watch at all. But Rumour Has It was decent. :) We started to watch Over the Hedge but decided 2 movies was enough. hehe

Oh Shauna and Kim both called me up and sang Happy Birthday to me. Thanks girlies. I love yas and miss yas wish that ya's could have been here tonite.

Well its 3am and the girls are all out in the livingroom and spare room sleeping so I shall go to sleep now since I have to get up in less than 5 hours. Argh. lol
But I'll do it cause I love going to church.

Peace Out!

Sad

Friends came over tonite such as Ashley,Aaron,Ryan,Teah and Ashley Ferris to watch the hockey game. Carolina won against Buffalo it was pretty stupid. Gosh. I so wanted Buffalo to win. Oh well. Now Edmonton can beat the tar outta Carolina for the Cup!

I am currently super sad right now I feel sooo sad and lonely and just everything seems to be blah right now I don't even know how to explain it at all. I do know that I am here livin right now thats about it.

I don't understand it all but I just feel like I wanna cry all the time now. I feel like I put on this front about myself that everything is alright but honestly its not. I don't want to be a fake person at all. But I feel as if thats how I am acting or what I am doing. Gosh I hate feeling like this.

*insert me bawling my face off right here* *sniff sniff*

Im gunna go now cause this is pathetic.

I need a hug