This is a story of a girl...

Mmmhmmm

Today Alex called me till I woke up!!! Ha ha
Finally she wanted to hangout and fun stuff like that. So she had to go to the University to pick up some books but when we got there the bloody place was closed like it is holidays or something... :P
So then we almost hit two kids while driving in the North end...I was like screaming "ALEX DON'T HIT THE KIDS" and she still kept on going til I freaked lol
Then we picked her dad up and then went to the mall for some fun time...haha
Then we proceeded back to her humble abode and I sat there while watching her clean her room and get mad at her computer it was a swell time.

Oh we picked up Ry and went to the Josselyn's house for a shin dig...it was lovely.
Fun hanging out with the peeps!!:D
Then I told Al to drive me to the bus stop and well she drove me home....skallywag...hehe

I LOVE YOU ALEX!

I talked to Ashley for like an hour tonight then talked to Carla for like another hour and half.
Im gunna go now cause Im awsome

I miss you Nan...

Today has been 14 years since the passing of my Nan.
I really miss you Nan and I ♥ U alot too.

Mom is in severe pain today she is laying in bed holding her stomach she has severe pains in her gut. Pray for her...

Tonight is the Hockey game and its gunna be a time!!!

Everyone and their dog is going too...

Halley,Melissa,Kim,Nathan,Roman,Ashley,Alex,Neil,Tanya,Brent,Me
Oh and Steph,Paul and Isaiah are going too but I guess they are not in the same seats as us.

It should be a fun though!!
I wish that Aaron and Ryan were coming though that would have been funner

Well I have to straighten my hair and go to Zellers and take back something I didn't really like that I got for Christmas..hehe

Till later...

R.I.P Angela

I found out today that my cousin Angela died this morning...from a a blood clot to her heart...
she was only 22 years old...sooo sad. She was sooo young only a year older than me.

Christmas once again...

Woot woot its Christmas and you know what that means TURKEY! ha ha

I got all of this stuff for Christmas...
I got sooo much stuff its insane...Whole new luggage set!!! Mom was like your gunna need it when you go and see Shauna and Adena this year coming up and I was like yup!:D
3 cds--2 Hillsong cds and Audio Adrenaline
Lots of Clothes...
Hair Straightner(ceramic one)so it wont kill my hair:D
Lots of hair stuff like i mean LOTS
WEBCAM--with a mic too and it takes picz too sooo cool...
3dvds--Vanity Fair(Reese Witherspoon)
Incredibles
Prince and me(I already have it on vhs)Ash bought if for me Mom had it along time ago though...haha lol
Oh and you ever seen that thing on the tv "the bible on dvd" Mom got me that pretty cool eh!!! It plays it for ya on the computer and or the tv
Purse(black and limegreen 89 on it) I ♥it
PJ's,Slippers
Sneakers
Candles
Perfume
Yah thats pretty much what I got plus all the little stuff ya know...*girly stuff and such*

After opening our gifts dad made us breaky like he always does on Christmas morning! Yum!
Then I hooked up my webcam and went for a nap only cos' I only had like 3 hours of sleep last night cause I really just couldn't sleep at all last night it was weird. i think that I never got to bed and actually sleeping til after 5:30am then I get up at 8:30am not cool at all..lol..

We had turkey dinner with all the fixings and such today it was swell!

Mmmmmmmm

So then I had to come into my room and make room in my closet and dresser drawers for new clothes...thus making me have to throw some clothes out or give them away(well the ones that I
don't really wear)

Jenna called me from F'ton hehe to say Merry Christmas!! woot woot!

I watched one of my movies Vanity Fair...it was really good surprisingly.

Now Im sooo tired!! Ahhhhhhhhh I want my bed hehe

I think that I shall have a shower and go to bed cos' its fun to have showers at like 11:30pm on Christmas...lol

Night Night world!

Oh and also Im alittle disappointed in some people lately,but I guess that just means that I have to pray for them eh. ta ta

Well its Christmas eve...

I find Christmas eve is always such a lovely time of year I just ♥ it.
I love just finishing up the wrapping for your parents,getting your room all nice and clean for Christmakkah...
But then you race for the shower and try to get one before your father but...he says "I NEED MY SHOWER FIRST" and you ask why and he just doesn't answer ya other than he needs it first. oh my...
So then that leaves good ol Misty to have the last shower before we go off to church...thus making it horrible on the whole family cause I am not ready at 6:30 when they want to leave for church. So we finally leave at *cough* 6:50pm and guess what there is a train...how convenient is that...a train on our way to church thus making us more late. haha
Oh my Jehosaphat...The Christmas eve service was lets just say way different than what we were used to. Oh my!!! Song...read scripture,song,read scripture,song,read scripture...and so on. You get the point...
Ohhhhh Bro.Kennedy is coming to town...*sings @ the top of ones lungs* hehe
Someone not mentioning any names or anything..was singing sooo LOUD at church tonight my Dad had to turn off his hearing aid and he was soo close to getting up and waiting for us in the van..craziness eh.
So we all said Merry Christmas and all that fun stuff and departed...twas nice
Oh wait!
Lou got baptized woot woot! Thats exciting on Christmas eve :D
Got home and cleaned up my room that I had destroyed by getting ready in like 20mins to get ready for church.
Nan and the brother(real brother) came over and we exchanged gifts cause we do that sorta stuff on Christmas eve. Nan got me the new AA--cd and Richard got me a 20$ gift certificate for BBR woot woot I ♥ Family ;)
So far I have got...a mug with homemade chocolate in it--Sis.Jenkins
Brown scarf with flowers on it and mitts--Ashley
Travelling bag,toe socks,photoalbum--Erma,April and fam
5x7of Kaylyn in a pink frame--Neil,Tan,Kaylyn
PJ's,Slippers,Blank cd's,and other such stuff from mom and dad for my gift that I open every Christmas eve before I go to bed.
Bro.and Sis. Goddard sends their love and are thinking about everyone this Christmas...I MISS THEM!!!!!!!!!
Especially around this time of year.
Anyhoo I have a couple more things to do before I hit the hay

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!

Wonderin...

Sometimes I wonder what is my purpose in God's big plan. I go back and forth on what I think that I should do. Whether going to bibleschool or just college or university is the answer. I'm 21 years old and what have I done for God's kingdom? Have I made a difference in anyone's lives or made a difference in the world at all even alittle?
I only wonder...
Then I also think God why did you let all my friends and loved ones move away from me? Was it to make me stronger,or to make me appreciate my friends that I do have now more,while I still have them around.
I do miss all of my friends *sigh*
I also have been thinking about my Nan...I don't really remember her a whole heck of alot.
But what I do remember is thats she loved me very very much. I can't quite help wonder if I would have turned out any better if she still were alive. My nan passed away 14 years ago this Dec 27th. I miss you Nan sooo much...
I love you ♥

If I have a girl I will name her Marion...:)

So today...
It consisted of waking up having 3 tangerines for breakfast...then coming online for like a few mins talking to Ry and then him asking me if I wanted to go and get smashed and I was like OK!
Then he was like where at and I was like UPTOWN cause there is alot of options up there and so we met uptown...and didn't get smashed..lol
But we did walk around the malls uptown for like a good time then we decided we were hungry and went outside and went to KING OF DONAIR where they make sweet pizza!
We ate a whole 12inch pizza to ourselves! Yum lol and of course Barq's Cream soda...
Then we proceeded to the mall again after talking at King of donair...and walked and walked some more then went to the little shop of science and it was great!!! The best part though was when we were leaving a guy was coming outta the store and hit a shelf and knocked down some stuff but the funny thing was that there was a name on the shelf and it said Klutz..how funny is that...OH MY! LoL
So then we went to Harbour Station and chilled and such...and I sure didn't carve my name in the garbage can.. :S
Then we called up Al and she came to Harbour Station and we all hungout and well followed Alex around cause thats what we do...lol
Alex bought a sweet skirt for 5$ though..Im jealous!:'( Now Im gunna look ugly on New Years eve...Just kidding...I shall look amazing! LOL OH MY I crack myself up sometimes hehe
Oh oh and then we took a bus to the mall out east and looked around out there and followed alex around some more hehe lol
Then Erma and April came and got us and we went back to the Shep's house for some fellowship!
it was swell Eggnog and Chocolate Cream Pie!
Oh and then Alex rubbed her feet in my face and lets just say the smell wasn't that pretty...I know my feel stunk too but she didn't have to do that! ha ha I LOVE YOU ALEX ANYWAYS!:D
Alex and Ryan drove me home and that was nice...listening to some good ol tunes in the car on the way home..hehe lol
Then I went and watched some stupid show on the tele cause I thought that CSI would be on but it wasn't!! :'(
I TALKED TO CHERYL TONIGHT!! YAY...I miss her haven't really hungout with her much since she got a job and such...

well I have to go now mom is calling my name...

Oh wait although we did see the lady that asked us for money and we invited out to church uptown when I was with Ry...that was nice:)

hehehe...*giggles*

You know you grew up in the 80's or early 90's if:

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE".
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel-air"...and can do the "Carlton".
4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: Parachute Pants.
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock".
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars...and "spokey-dokes" or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "DuckTales" (Woo-oooh!)
12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen...and still know the turtles' names.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.
17. You played the game "MASH" (Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House).
18. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it.
19. L.A.Gear...need I say more?
20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in kindergarten. (She's truly outrageous.)
21. You remember reading "Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing" and all the Ramona books.
22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF".
23. You wanted to be a Goonie.
24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (Some of us...head-to-toe)
25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his cheeks shifted.
26. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female Smurf.
27. You took lunch boxes to school... and traded Garbage Pail kids in the schoolyard.
28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
29. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence.
30. You remember Hypercolor t-shirts.
31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
32. You thought She-Ra (Princess of Power!) and He-Man should hookup.
33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged handmade friendship bracelets.
34. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes. (and like #24, probably in neon colors, too.)
35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up."
37. You remember going to the skating rink before there were in-line skates.
38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide.
39. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds.
41. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement.
42. You remember Popples.
43. "Don't worry, be happy."
44. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.
45. You wore socks scrunched down (and sometimes still do...getting yelled at by "younger hip" members of the family.)
46. You remember boom boxes...And walking around with one on your shoulder like you were all that.
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!"
49. You remember watching "Rainbow Bright" and "My Little Pony Tales."
50. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the little furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool...and don't even flinch when people refer to them as "NKOTB".
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved by the Bell," The ORIGINAL class.
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART.
55. You just sang those words to yourself.
56. You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.
57. Homemade Levi shorts...the shorter the better.
58. You remember when mullets were cool!
59. You had a mullet!
60. You still sing "We are the World."
61. You tight rolled your jeans.
62. You owned a banana clip.
63. You remember "Where's the Beef?"
64. You used to (and probably still do) say "What you talkin' about Willis?"
65. You had big hair and you knew how to use it.
66. You're still singing shot through the heart in your head, aren't you!!!

the sad thing is that I knew or have done all of these expect 6!!! :o

Time to smarten up!

hi everyone,
I just want to say that I am sorry! I want to say that I am sorry for slacking off in the last little while with my walk with God. Really there is no excuse for it at all. God deserves my all. And all I shall give him.
Paul preached really good tonight and wow it made me think as all his msg's make me think...like God is sooo awesome. I don't want to be another mediocre Christian anymore like theres no more room for mediocre christians anymore like seriously.
I want to do all that I can for God's kingdom. I am gunna dedicate the time that I have free to helping people when they are in trouble. To lend out a hand,ear when someone needs help.
I want to see SJ turned upside down and by that I mean that I want to see SOULS of SJ saved. And I want to be a part of this.
Im not gunna wait til Jan1st 2006 to get on fire for God Im gunna do it now! Why wait right!?
We all need to be honest with God. What have we all let come before God. What's taking the place that we once had God in.
Its time to smarten my life up!!!! TODAY IS THE DAY!!!! :)

The guitar that I am gunna get...! :D

So whatcha think about the guitar??? I <3 it!!!
I don't know how to play the guitar at all but I am gunna learn!!! How cool would that be a girl guitar player in church!:D

Happy B-day Ry!!!!!

So ya today is a great boring day!!!
But it was aight! ha ha
I pretty much just chilled all day...
watching the tele' and talking on the phone with dan and then coming on msn for alittle bit tonight...
Fun Fun...NOT lol
I WAS SOOOO BORED OUTTA MY MIND!!!!!!!!! haha
Oh wait Shauna called me tonight!!! that was nice I miss her!! hehe

Tomorrow I shall go shopping with my MOM!:D wooohooo
I have to finish christmas shopping and such!!!!
Naomi get's married in like 14hours from now!!! Yay!:D awwwwww she's going to look like a princess!!!
My Nomes is growing up! cute! hehe

I shall hangout with alex and the shephards and trisha tomorrow night!
I must go right now...
ta ta

Gotta love cracking out the old'school Christian music and giv'n er' a listen

Run-Kutless

Why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I just, just want to be with you.
Looking down from above as you watch TV
Wondering why, oh you're ignoring me
Do you remember, remember when I came to you And you loved me
And I'm waiting for you
And I'm waiting for you

Why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I just, just want to be with you, to be with you
Hey, why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I just,
just want to be with you, to be with you...

Whatever happened to the love, the love you had for me
When you first came to me
Don't you know that I died, died so I could be with you forever.
And I'm waiting for you
And I'm waiting for you

Why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I just, just want to be with you,to be with you
Hey, why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I just,
just want to be with you, to be with you...

Find a place of solitude, and I'll speak to you
As you pray to me
Don't you know I'm waiting here, waiting for you to read and hear my words
I'm waiting here missing the time the times we shared
oh, please come to me

So, why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I just, just want to be with you, to be with you
Hey, why do you run why do you hide oh don't you know I just, just want to be with you, to be with you...

To the weekend...

Apparently tonight is the Ladies Christmas Banquet but I'm not going cause well Im poor and can't afford it.

I'm excited for everything...I don't know why I just am!!!:D
Everyone is coming home this weekend...Ryan,Trisha,Carla,Kevin,Steph,Marc,Katey..and possibly Chelsie too! Im STOKED!!!!
Saturday is Naomi and Ian's wedding!!! Pray that it doesn't snow!!!!!!
And Im going shopping with my mom's in the morning before the wedding!!!
Then if my memory serves me correct I am going to the Shephards humble abode for the rest of the weekend...or something of that sort...

YAY CHRISTMAS LIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday is church and the Little kids play is in the morning!!:D
Then at night the choir shall try to pull off something and call it a Christmas Concert...*cough*
Monday is a party at Melissa's house and apparently as of right now me and Halley are the only ones invited!! I'm sooo confused!!! haha...and SCARED!!! tehehe
So I am currently starting to like CSI...only cause Jenna made me watch it last night...ok she didn't make me but I still watched it and it was swell...
Jenna's pretty cool!

Youth/Church was good last night! It was intense!!!!!
Neil preached kinda about the true meaning of Christmas and searching your heart out...getting rid of all the junk that is holding us back to what God really wants to do in each and everyone of our lives. He preached about how we are always soo excited for January 1st cause thats when the new years resoultions kick in...but apparently 90% of them made are broke by February...
You can have a nice thought of what you want to do and sure you can do it for alittle bit...but if you don't have any will power or put any effort into it you will not stick with it.
So don't wait til January to get your life straight and back living for God 100% Do it today make up your mind today December 15th that you are going to live for God with all you got!!!
Who knows what God has in store for you!!
But remember when you make up your mind to live for God 100% there is always sacrifices...what do I have to sacrifice in my daily life to put God in front of!!!! What do I have to give up that is bringing me down...

Thats all for now til the weekend...

Piczo Sucks..lol

Anyways...

How is everyone's life???
Im great!:) Couldn't be better actually.
I haven't updated for awhile cause well I was lazy..haha

This past weekend was fun!:)

Went to the Christmas Youth Party on Friday night...oh aswell as we went caroling before the party.
Saturday was a cleaning day and a relaxing day!:)
Sunday Church was good! Pete preached in the morning about "Having room for Jesus"
Even with Christmas and everything we are sooo busy and stuff but we still have to have time and put Jesus before everything else. We can't forget about Jesus...He never forgot about us right...
Me and Alex hungout after church on sunday afternoon...It was fun a girls afternoon out!
Well we went out to eat with Tan,Neil,Kaylyn,Derek and Vick then went to the mall and hungout and met up with Halley and went shopping and such...But then we went back to Al's house and relaxed in her comfy bed and just chilled and looked at stuff on the good ol' lappy...
Piczo sites and such...
Oh and can't forget good ol' Homestarrunner!:D
hehe

Bro.Mckeen preached Sunday night it was good!:)
Then we all proceeded to "Vitos" for Erma's dinner party!!!!!!
It was fun!:)

I miss some of my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Such as...
Ryan,Trisha,Carla,Eron,Stephy,Chelsie,Marc,Shauna,Adena,Kimberley...
Wow thats Ten people!!! Ahhhhhhh and I am going to see half of them this weekend!!! YAY!:)

So apparently I am going to the Shep's house this weekend...should be a fun time!
YAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im hyper right now! I don't even know why though! lol :p ha ha

12 days til Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Coutry music is the devil...
Im going to kill you Danny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

Till later...

I don't want to cause Him pain anymore...

Feel the Nails~Ray Boltz --just read the word to this song and think...

They tell me Jesus died
For my transgressions,
And that He paid that price
A long long time ago
When He gave His life for me
On a hill called Calvary;
But there’s something else
I want to know.

Does He still feel the nails
Every time I fail?
Can he hear the crowd
Cry “crucify” again?
Am I causing Him pain?
Then I know I’ve got to change,
I just can’t bear the thought
Of hurting him

It seems that I’m so good
At breaking promises,
And I treat His precious grace
So carelessly;
But each time He forgives
What if He relives
The agony He felt on that tree?

Does He still feel the nails
Every time I fail?
Can he hear the crowd
Cry “crucify” again?
Am I causing Him pain?
Then I know I’ve got to change,
I just can’t bear the thought
Of hurting him

Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord,
Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord

Do You still feel the nails
Every time I fail?
Have I crucified You, Jesus,
With my sin?
Oh, I’m tired of playing games,
I really want to change,
I never want to hurt you again.

I don't really have anything to say right now but I shall post later.

This Year I pray for you,and I thank God for you...

Hello world!!!
Today is Monday December 5th!!! craziness 20 days til Christmas..wow!
Well this weekend I went to Moncton and had soo much fun!!!!
I went to go and see my kim!!:D
Friday night Halley and Danny drove me up to Moncton...
Oh the way there Halley was in the back seat watching a movie and I was in the front with Danny and man did we ever have a chat about God and doing things for Him. It was awesome.
Danny's a cool guy.
Anyways I get to Moncton and Adelle picks me up and I go to the church and watch Kim teach the girls STICKS...I think its pretty cool I guess. But I don't know. lol ;p
Then we went home and just kinda hungout with her parents and then Bro.&Sis McLaughlin came over and we had a good ol' chat with them they are really awesome people.
Then we chilled and talked downstairs me and kim I miss doing that..it was good. Oh yeah...I did Talk to kelly for like ever!!! From like 1:30ish til like 4:30ish on the phone...it was really good I learned sooo much about Kelly and life and stuff in like general. It was amazing.
Saturday we went to Trinity which is like a strip mall...and shopped Kim had to get some Christmas shopping done. Oh and Kelly was with us too! Then we went to East side Mario's and ate Nacho's it was good! Then we went bowling!!! It was fun!:D I bowled 82,89,72,104 Pretty good if you ask me! lol ha ha
Kelly hated me cause I beat him pretty much every game...ha ha I tried hard not to do good on one of them hence the 72..lol ha ha
Then we took Kelly home and we went to Sears to pick up Kims dad and then we went to rent a movie. We wanted a Christmas movie but there wasn't any there really they were all gone...hiss....
So we Got Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...Talk about a creepy movie...lol ha ha
We only watched half of it cause we were falling asleep in the middle of it..lol
Sunday we went to Sailsbury for church...its a small small church but they have an amazing Pastor..Bro.Fowler really good preacher. His message was one of the best I have heard in awhile. Adelle is an amazing cook she made an awesome meal in the afternoon.
We finished watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. It was good.
Then we took a nap. then got up and they took me home! Yah Saint John!!!!
I was happy to come home actually...Im glad that I did.
Church was amazing last night...wow God is awesome.
I got a great touch from God! He is amazing!!!:D
We all went out to Vitos after church. Yum..lol
Well that is pretty much my whole weekend...I had alot of fun though!:D

Now its Monday and I had an interview at 2pm at Addecco...I really want this job Im praying that I get it!:D
Well Im off to get a shower and fun stuff like that!

Cheerio...

Yah...

So Chris calls me up my old boss and tells me that she is only hiring for 3 weeks and doesn't think that it would be fair to me to just work at the photolab for that amount of time.
So there goes that plan of me working at the photolab. I hate this its like I will never find a good place to work at. :(
I do have an interview tomorrow @ 2:30pm but I don't think that I want that job cause it just doesn't seem to be what I want at all.
Ugh...
I am going to go and put in a resume at Shoppers tomorrow. I wouldn't mind working there.
I guess in times like this I have to totally trust God for everything right?
Im really emotional lately I don't really know what it is...
I think that some of it has to do with getting hurt by someone that I trusted and cared about.:(
Totally sucks...
Ahhhh well nothing I can do.
So ya I think that I might be going up to Moncton for the weekend! I need outta Saint John soo bad! Ugh!!!!
I just have to get some money from my mom's so I can take a bus back down on Monday or something like that...Cause Halley can drive me up there but not back...so thats the problem...
I miss my Kim!!!
Well thats all for now not much but thats it take it or leave it..lol..

Im up to my witts end--E S McKeen preaches....

So today did alot of cleaning woot woot cleaning...
Cleaning consisted of...
Lots of Laundry and the cleaning that is of my room!

So ya...went to Youth we were like 10 mins late or something like that...
Yah me and Jen went in and sat down and we were soo lost cause all that Paul was talking about was going Caroling and something about can you tighten a screw with your bare hands?? Weird I know!:o
Ahhh well...
Then there wasn't any youth at all...it was just clean up the youth room upstairs...so I went to Biblestudy something told me that I should go over there so I did! And I learned alot. Bro.McKeen is awesome...:D He's such a teacher he knows soo much stuff its insane! lol

I think that Paul hates me but what can I do other than pray for him. lol
Oh well...
So Im hoping that I start working at the Photolab by next week cause that would be awesome!:) ha ha I can't even believe that Im actually going back there its craziness! Oh well I loved it there! Seriously!:D

Hmmmm Canada what a great Country;) Everyone should come to Canada!:D
Miss tea

Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

So ya,thats pretty much my favorite song right now...just thought I would share it with ya'll! lol
Nothing really exciting happened to me today so I will post more tomorrow. Although I think that I might be in love!:o weird eh!!!!:S

Jesus I'll never forget what you done for me...

All I want is you.................

So friday consisted of the hanging out with Alex and going to the hospital then to walmart to get stuff then back to the Richardson's humble abode to get ready for the Youth Rally.

T-Vale was awesome. John Beach preached really good. There was a good turn out I thought considering it was out in no mans land. lol

Trisha and Ryan once again came down for the weekend!!! **Surprise**
So Guess who stayed all weekend at the Shephard's place Oh pick me pick me...lol

Sat Ryan came over to the house and "we" trisha,ryan and I went shopping for Christmas I didnt get anything but I guess the purpose was cause Trisha wanted to get some shopping done and she did. We did go to the double V store. Then to the double B store..lol we all linked arms and skipped through the mall parking lot! Good times...
We then went back to the house and had turkey dinner then watched Benny and Joon(movie from like 1993 with Johnny Depp in it) It was good,although I did fall asleep for a few mins to it.
Then we played Encore while waiting for Aaron to get home from Bangor.
Oh oh and then April gets a craving on the way home from taking the boys to the GP's for Subway...so we all got subs and ate! lol

Sunday, ohhhh sunday...
Carla came home on Wednesday yay!! For a week for a break!!!! I missed that girl.
I think that she has gotten smaller or my eyesight isn't what it used to be...lol
Oh my Im talking like my grandmother...lol

Anyways church....We had COMMUNION...that was a good time. Then me and Carla and Neil and Tanya and Kaylyn went out to Swiss Chalet for dinner. Afterwards we went back to the Josselyn's house to hangout and we played Boggle and played with Kaylyn of course...
Church at night...lets not go there...I guess lets just say I was tired...and all that I could think of was When are we gettin a Pastor?
To route 1 we went!!! Then back to the Shephards humble abode again...
I was there all alone for like about a hour cause they were all at the GP's hanging out.
So I played MARIO KART!! hehe
Then they all came home and went to bed accept me and April we stayed up for like two hours talking...it was fun. I love April,shes a cool cat.

Monday,got up and I am now sick...ahhhh man totally sucks but whatever...nothing I can do other than pray and such...and take pills if need be...
Trisha and Ryan left early around 1ish...
So me and April were left home so we played games cause we are AWESOME...I sooo kicked her butt in Phase 10 but she did beat me in UNO tho:'(
Oh oh and she got called into work on the account of Nick's son having ceasures...(can't spell)
So April left me around 3ish then I left around 4ish and went home finally now Im home!!

And I checked my emails today and I had 20 emails!! Craziness!!!! and like only 4 or 5 were like forwards the rest were like *real emails* lol ha ha

Anyways Im beat now...But I still have to watch 7th heaven in like 20 mins...so Im off.

Kelly you are an awesome guy.

Before the day slips away,I wanna stop and say I love You

I haven't updated for a couple days so I shall now..

Sunday church was amazing!!! Bro.Price preached!! He is amazing!!!
Alex was pretty much drunk in the spirit on Sunday night...good times...

We all went to wendy's after church and had a time of fellowship. I love getting together and just hanging and talking its awesome.

So yes Alex told me that I was going to pee myself tonight cause there was going to be a surprise at church tonight...well Guess what Ryan was the surprise...and No I didn't pee myself. I had already guessed that he was coming down tonight...lol but she wouldn't tell me.

So ya Ryan came down aswell as Trishasue...(as Ryan calls her)

Neil made all the bibleschool students testify and Trisha wouldn't!! ha ha its ok Trisha I wouldn't have either and its my church!!! :o

Aswell I thought that someone that started stuff in Ryan's Blog before tried to do it on my piczo site in my Shoutout Box...but it was just Ryan being silly! I thought that it might have been him but I wasn't 100% sure or not...but I still thought that it was funny lol

Oh Ryan...lol

This Friday is T-Vale and am I ever excited to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go and have some church and hangout afterwards should be a good time!:D

I think that I am addicted to 7th heaven...lol...Why you ask cause I wait up til like 3am to watch it every morning. Im crazy!!!

Kelly is writing a song about me a is going to play and sing it for me!!! woooohoooo as we speak...and he shall send it to me and I shall listen!!:D

Kelly's a cool dude.

I go to the dentist in like umm....a few hours...why am I awake you ask I don't know!

Well gotta go and listen to my song that Kelly wrote me now and then iron my hair :S

Out!

Happy 20th Bday Jon!!!!!!!

I shall post more later I am super tired and I shall go to bed now...:P
Night world... :D

PaRaDe SaTuRdAy!!! *woot woot*

So the parade is on Saturday and I am excited about it.
woohooo
Its just me and Cheryl going I think...unless anyone else wants to come with us...:D
Friday is a Childrens Convention thing at my church that should be good.
Liz had her baby on Monday that's exciting aswell...she had a baby boy:D
Timothy Michael Long 8 pounds 12 and 1/4ounces...
I shall visit them on Friday and see their new bundle of joy!!
I think that I might get outta the house tomorrow and see what I can do about getting a job or something cause I have been depressed for the last few days and its not cool at all! :(
Sometimes I just wish that God would just come down and slap me on top of the head ya know...
I guess that's it for now...
I want to update my site again...my www.mistagescoolwebsite.piczo.com one...but I don't feel like it right now but I shall soon!!! When Im in the mood for it!!!
Im sure in the mood for a movie right now though...so I think that I might just go and find a movie that I might want to watch! :D
If anyone hasn't listened to the band..."Everyday Sunday" I think that you should cause it an amazing Band!!! Even though they didn't make it that big I shall still listen to them! :D
Lata

Stole from Jenna...

(x)smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
() been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
() done drugs
(x) been in a fist fight-
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
(x) been arrested
() gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) skipped school
() seen someone die
() had a crush on one of your internet friends
() been to Mexico
() been on a plane
() purposely set a part of yourself on fire
() eaten Sushi
() been skiing
() met someone in person from the internet
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
() used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
() felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
() petted a reindeer
(x) won a contest
() run a red light
(x) stayed up until 3am doing nothing
() been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
() had braces
() eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
() been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons
(x) gotten lost in a store
(x) sung karaoke
() fallen asleep on a trampoline
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't do
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
() cut your hair only to regret it
() gotten a tattoo
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
() gone roller skating
(x) had a wish come true
() worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
() ate dog/cat food
() ate horse food
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
()got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
() kissed an animal
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
() done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) stayed up all night
() didn’t take a shower for a week
() been hospitalized for over a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
() had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
() believe in ghosts
() have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
() gone streaking
(x) gone doorbell ditching
(x) played chicken/truth or dare
(x) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) been easily amused
() caught a fish then ate it
(x) had surgery
(x) cheated on a test
(x) had a Britney Spears CD
() French braided someone’s hair
() gone skinny dipping in a pool or lake
(x) been kicked out of your house
() kissed someone under the stars
() had someone close to you die from suicide
(x) had someone close to you die in general
() had someone younger than 2 years old die
() lost somebody close to you in the last year

Ok Im weird!!!!!

I miss JOn :'(

So ya slept once again my life away today I have come to the conclusion that I am depressed or something I mean when I am awake I want to be sleeping so I don't have to deal with life itself Sleepin is soooo good and not stressful!:S
I think I have slept soo much for like 4 people in a run of a day!!! Craziness!
I need to snap outta this soon before its too late!!! :S
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I talked to Kim tonight on the phone aswell as Jon!!! I miss him:(
Anyways nothing exciting right now so...

im going back to bed again bye...

I wanna stop and say I love you...

Ugh...
My tooth hurts :'(
Yesterday I think that I slept my life away!!!!!
I woke up at like 10am and then went back to bed at 11am...and woke up again at like 5:30ish...prolly just cause Halley called me and asked me if I wanted to go out with him to Walmart and places shopping!!!
So I did it was an aight time...
Came home and watched some television(what I never watch tv) lol then I went online for alittle bit and then went back to bed...
What a exciting day eh!!! lol
NOT
Tomorrow is Youth!!!:D Im happy to go to youth!!!
I hate not going to church!!! I would just love to go to church every single day!!! LOL
Then you wouldn't have time to think and be depressed or anything like that!!! hehe
Well this was a pointless entry but I shall make better ones later!!!
Til then...

Mmm Milk is Good!

Continue n on with me weekend...
Sat Alex called me up and wanted to know if I wanted to meet her uptown and go out to eat with her and Aaron...so I was like sure why not..so me and Kim caught a bus and went up town to Jungle Jims well we thought that we were going to meet outside or something like that but I guess when we looked inside the place we didn't see Alex and Aaron well lets just say me and Kim were like totally outside for like a hour freezing waiting and looking for Alex's car...but guess what!!! Alex didn't bring her car I guess Erma drove them overtown..and apparently they were trying to surprise me with Ryan's prescence but it didn't really work out that way I guess...Although I was super surprised that he was here in SJ again this weekend...
Although me and Kim did get to witness to a lady on the street, her name is Janette...we gave her some money and invited her out to church! She seemed really really nice I liked her!:D
After we all got together we went down to the boardwalk to only be dissapointed that the wibbly wabbly raft wasn't there :( So we couldn't run on it and make it move up and down with the waves...thats too bad thats for sure.
We departed and came home to get ready and showered to go and hangout with Halley at his parents house and watch Christmas with the Kranks..it was a really funny movie I liked it!
Then Halley took us to Edna's house where which we stayed at and me and Kim were soo scared it wasn't even funny at all...it was like this old house and there wasn't really anything in it at all..and it was like a igloo...sooo cold! I've never been soo cold in my life in a house!! Like seriously!!! lol
Anyways we read the bible and prayed that God would protect us through the night cause we were scared and HE DID! :D
Sunday well Jack preached about "Your breakthrough doesn't always just affect you" it was really good!
In the afternoon we went to Pondergrosa...and had the salad buffet!! it was good though,other than I think that the pineapples that I was eating tasted like they were drenched with alcohol...
*wonders*
Then me and Kim went back to Neil and Tanya's house and we watched Sweet Home Alabama while Neil slept. I did fall asleep though while watching the movie...I was soo tired I think prolly cause of the pills that I took,they make you really drowsy. I think that I slept for like 2 hours or so...
I woke up and Kim had left I guess Halley picked her up to go to choir..pretty sad when we have to get other people to fill in and help the choir out ya know...
Bro.Woodward preached at night and it was really awesome like one of the best messages that I have heard in a long time. He preached on Friendship...I think that I shall get the tape/cd.
We all went out to Wendy's to partake in some foodage...yum...Chicken Nuggets!!!
After I went to The Shep's house to watch Christmas with the Kranks again...it was fun! I love Erma n April they are great...I mean Aaron and Ryan are pretty cool too I guess..lol

A few things surprisingly happened tonight to me...
Shy came up to me and wants me back in choir...I told her that I would think about it..
Also Jon emailed me! I was soo shocked but excited all at the same time..just cause I miss that kid soo much...

Hear the sound,sound of the nations callin,Hear the sound,sound of the fatherless crying
Who will go for us? Who will shout to the corners of the earth? That Christ is King!
We speak to nations be open,we speak to nations fall on your knees
We speak to nations the Kingdom is coming near to you...
We speak to strongholds be open, powers of darkness you have to flee...
We speak to nations the Kingdom is coming near to you, we speak to you be free...

God is great!!:D

Went to the Emergency Room tonight!!:S

So ya..Kim is down this weekend...
Actually Halley randomly called me up and was like can Kim come down and stay at your place and I was like sure!:D
So ya she came down yesterday:) To see me...
Today we rented The perfect man it was cute!! Just chilled all day pretty much...
Although I have been really not feeling soo well cause my tooth has been hurting me I have been taking alot of Tyenol and Ibprofuen too...and Anbesol to help the pain but it seemed like it was really working at all.
So we went to prayer tonight with Naomi and Ian that was fun.
After prayer me and Kim and Neil and Tanya and baby went out to Wendy's for something to do it was a fun time,but my tooth started to really hurt more than ever...and I was getting all flushed up and not looking good Tanya said..she was like maybe you should go to the hospital..and well they drove me there...so the doctor pretty much just told me I need to see my dentist..which I already knew right...and gave me a perscription for some drugs that I can take for my tooth to ease the pain...also he injected me with a needle...ouch...I hate needles:( I made Kim hold my hand that's how freaked out I was...hehe
So ya after the hospital we came back and watched The prince and me and then waited til 7th heaven was on at 3am again! I love that show soo much:D
Now I am talking to Kelly online hes soo cool!!!
Makes me sad that he thought that I didn't like him in the first place,like when I first met him in Moncton he thought that I hated him or something...
I don't hate anyone..at all!! I like Kelly alot though he's a cool guy!:D
Well tomorrow is a new day and I can't wait to spend it with my Best Friend Kimberley!
She's really a amazing girl,she is always there for me when I need someone to talk to...she never ever once judged me at all! Thats what's great about her she's soo real.
Well I should stop writing in this for now...
Selah...

I love Cheese apparently so does the mouse in my house.

Isn't she beautiful!!!!
That was Sunday of her Dedication!!! Awwwww
She's growing up!!!

Anyways...
Tomorrow I journey out into the real world to look for a place of employement!!:D
I shall try Giant Tiger..and some other places that I can't think of right now! lol
I shall visit Wendy tomorrow too I think!! :D
Im hungry!!!

Jessica Got baptized tonight!!! It was awesome!!! WOOHOOOO
Sooo beautiful!!!
Our First youth real Baptisim:D
Matt is awesome aswell! I love Him!!!

Mom thought that we might have a mouse in our house..well Guess what She caught one!!!
Ahhhhhh I had a mouse In my house!!!!! Scare me..............

Christmas music is awesome!:D

Paul is going to reformat my computer for me on Friday Praise God!!! Its soo flipping slow right now..Ugh..

Dan leaves for NS tomorrow I shall miss him...I want to go too! Just to get away ya know.

Well Im off now...scared to get something to eat in the kitchen cause Im scared of mice..!!!!

Jon's Song...*hint*

Verse 1
Your feeling alone
No one’s home
You don’t know where your life is going

You feel down
Your alone
And no one quite knows how you feel

Pre Chorus
But then God
He softly whispers

Chorus
You’re my child
I’ve never left you
And I’m here with you now
You’re my child
I’ve never left you
And I never will

Verse 2
You’ve cried
You’ve tried
To put a smile on your face

You pretend
Cause you can’t comprehend
How someone else could love you
(Back to pre chorus)

Bridge
When you have no where else to run
Know you can run into the arms of the savior

Chorus 2

You’re his child
And he never left you
He’s here with you now
You’re his child
And he’s never left you
And he never will

You’re his child
And he’s always loved you
And he always will

You’re my child
And I’ve always loved you
And I always will

By Jon Vail

Rest for the Weary is awesome..

Cool Hand Luke-Rest for the Weary..

Hey, it’s me
I’m sorry it’s so late
I can’t sleep
I knew You’d be awake (Psalm 121:4)
You’re always home
Waiting by the phone
For nights like these
When I’m feeling all alone
I wish it didn’t always
Have to be this way
I wish that I could talk to You
Face to face
But nothing compares to the way
You always listen and know just what to say
Hold my hand
I can’t stand alone
Here I am
Waiting for You to take me home
Oh, I just want to sing
I only wish there was a word
For what You mean to me
I would only say it once
In hushed tones
So it would not grow old
But all I haveIs
“I love You”You’re my Jesus, You’re my hero
Everything I wish that I could be
You’re the one who comforts me
When everyone is gone away
I can’t stand alone
Here I am
Waiting for You to take me home
And I will keep on singing
Because You hear me
And I will keep on smiling
Because You’re near me
I’ll sleep well on a promise tonight

This weekend was grand!

Trisha came down for the weekend,as did Ryan.
Friday went to prayer then after prayer a bunch of us went bowling,fun times

I so beat Shawn by 9points! woohoo I got a 90. Im awesome!!!
After bowling me,ryan,trisha,aaron and al went driving uptown and we went to the boardwalk and went down on the raft thingy...and I so didnt spin around on it when it was going up and down on the water cos' of the crazy waves I thought that I was going to fall in...But I didnt.
We went up to the beaver pond too and that was fun...
Al dropped me and Trisha off at my place and we just came back and talked and stuff..

Sat...We got up and called Ryan and Aaron and they came over and we watched some scenes from Because of Winn Dixie just the good ones tho...
Then we walked to Daly's and rented ROBOTS...it was cute I liked it.
Then we went on a bus,that was fun..ha ha
They went to the GP's and I went to Millies house for a PARTY...
There was me,ashley,neil,tanya,kaylyn,derek,vicki and millie there..we eat and played Cranium which was super fun..our team didn't win but it was still super fun.

Sunday I missed Kaylyn's dedication...:( I set my alarm for 8pm not 8am..I woke up at 10:45am and threw some clothes on and didnt even brush my hair and got my uncle to drive me to church.
I thought why even bother going I know Im going to miss it.
Then Bro.Calhoun preaches on "why bother" I was like nice..

I bought Kaylyn a really cute cordoury red winnie the pooh dress

Sunday night went to church and Jessica Got the Holy Ghost and she is getting baptized on Wed night after church!!! woohooo
We all went out to BP to eat. Then I went back to The Shephards humble abode to stay the night with Trisha...
Oviously Ryan wasn't there...hehe

I snore..haha

Ryan woke me up at 11ish this morning..saying hes coming home...I was mad...but I was ok after I got awake..We watched Elf and had a good time..

Then I called up Dan and we went out to Pizza Delight for supper it was fun..I miss Dan we always hungout for the longest time and now we don't get to much anymore cause he don't go to my church anymore :(
Ahhh well...Get over it eh..

I Had some awesome prayer tonight! It was awesome. Best and most sincere prayer time I have had with God in like a long time. It was great. God is amazing!:D

Im going to go and clean some stuff up in my life ta ta for now:D

Fake...???

Whats the definition of fake????

Fake---
1. Fraudulent; having a misleading appearance.
2. Not genuine or real; being an imitation of the genuine article

So with saying what fake is...
Do you ever feel like you are someone that is fake???
Like kinda your living a life that you have no control over?? Or you are just living this life for people and not for the right reasons???
What makes a person fake,or feel fake?
I would love to know!!!
: o (

Don't it feel like sunhine after all...

"The World You Love"

I got a story it's almost finished

all i need is someone to tell it too

maybe, that's you.

our time is borrowed and spent to freely

every minute i have needs to be made up

but how?

i'm looking for a nice way to say

"i'm out.

"i want out.

i fall asleep with my friends around me

only place i know, i feel safe

i'm gonna call this home

the open road is still miles away

Hey nothing serious we still have our fun

oh we had it once

Windows open and close

that's just how it goes

don't it feel like sunshine afterall

the world we love forever, gone

we're only just as happy

as everyone else seems to think we are

i'm in love with the ordinary

i need a simple space

and rest my head

everything gets clear

well i'm a little ashamed for asking

but just a little helps

it gets me straight again

helps me get over it (over it)

it might seem like a dream

but it's real to me

don't it feel like sunshine afterall

the world we love forever, gone

we're only just as happy

as everyone else seems to think we are

you should see the canals are freezing

you should see me high

you should just be here

be with me here

it doesn't seem theres hope for me

i let you down

but i won't give in now

not for any amount

don't it feel like sunshine afterall

the world we love forever, gone

we're only just as happy

as everyone else seems to think we are

*cough* It's November!!!

Im not feeling soo well today...:'(

Ahh well...day two of the Cendant training...I dont know if I like this job yet!!! :S
Its not as cracked up to be as I thought that it was going to be.
But hey I'm learning something new right so it's going to take some time right..
Ahh well God has it all under control thats for sure...

So ya I was walking to the bus stop after work and who do I see...I see Cory O'donnell!!!!
Wow...member him eh...all the girl's had a crush on him one time or another in highschool..
Well everyone but me *blushes*

Good times tho...
Also I seen Ashley Mannett too...I miss that girl! she was soo funny in highschool...I guess people just grow apart after they leave highschool eh...

Well I have a boring life today...so I shall go..:)

Good times tonight wit the Youth!

Tonight was Isaiah's bday!!!!
Happy 5th bday isaiah!!!!!!!!!!!!
So we had a party for him and a fall frolic party for the youth...it was awesome:)

We had a pie eating contest! Jenna won! I had blueberry pie and it was up my nose and it looked like I had a bloody nose..lol soo funny! hehe
Oh and we bobed for apples then you take the apple out and bob for marshmellows covered with flour! sick...and we did the mummy thing...in groups we had to wrap us all together in the toilet paper soo funny! haha

Oh and then there was the game pass the pumpkin..and the pumpkin had spagetti in it so it felt like brains and you had to dig now in the ketchup spagetti and fine the black bubblegum! Lol

We also had a visitor come out too a girl she was awesome:) and fun too I think that she came with Shawny!!

I GOT LOTS OF CANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

I must go and study now!!!!
Flip I thought that I was outta school whats with your work making you study! lol ha ah

Im divin in...

How do you get the contients mixed if you don't shake the container...

God's nuts about you your picture its on His refrigerator

You can tell the size of a man by what it takes to upset him

Feed your faith and starve your fears

take the t.v. out of the reality and come to church for a show

When you change your geography you take your problems with you

I may not have a answer but I still got my God!

God works the night shift he can make the devil lead the horse and your riding it

Persistance breaks resistance

Only the persistance made the snail make it to the ark cause he had a promise!

Evil has a expiration date

Turn up the heat on the devil!!!

that was just a few quotes from T.F.Tenney that preached tonight in F'ton

I don't really have that much to talk about right now I will type more tomorrow I have to get to bed cause I have to get up really early tomorrow for my new job!:)

Come like a rushing wind!!!

Church again was amazing!!!
Tenney preached from Romans 8:28 all things work together for them who love God..that scripture...
Church has been awesome lately! Craziness!

Apparently Jack was suppose to preach tomorrow but since there is the special services in Fton tomorrow he wont be coming...
But we have Kennedy now!
Cool stuff!!!
Church is at 11:30 istead of 10:30am tomorrow we call it 5th sunday!!! I hate 5th sundays..lol ha ha
Although it does work out this time cause we are all going to go to Fton tomorrow night again!:) woot woot
Can't wait!!!

Im playing Minesweeper with Cheryl @ 1:42 in the flipping morning! lol

Time went back tonight!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Im beat going to bed now after this game! lol

Consuming fire fan into flame a passion for Your name!!!!!!

F'ton...

I just got home from F'ton and Bro Tenney was awesome
He preached on "Get over it" it was awesome!:)
Sooo powerful and amazing! So what we needed to hear totally!

Set ablaze your praise!!!!

It was good to see Trisha and Ryan I missed them...
:(
It was too bad that they couldn't come out to eat with us on account of we didn't have any room for them in our car...stupid van not having thousands of seats..lol

So I purchased another shirt for ryan cause the last one shrunk on him lol ha ha
Stupid shirt! lol :P

So Im looking for a song on the internet for Neil...some song that is christmas or something like that:S apparently Sawyer Brown sings it I think that I found it lol hehehe
Im awesome!:)

Also I purchased a bunch of cd's from Amos tonight woot woot!
Good ones too!!

I shall leave right now....

Quiz...

Which Character from Napoleon Dynamite are you?

Click on that and find out what Napolean Dynamite Character are you!!!

My Results:

Napoleon Dynamite
You are Napoleon Dynamite!!!!Honestly..your a total dork!!!! You dress lame, you have weird hair...and you say the dumbest things at times!!! But in another way you are incredibly sexy and people love you because you work hard for what you want!! You also make everyone laugh with out trying!!!....Keep in mind..you are loved!!!!

I got a new job I got a new job I got a new job hey hey hey Hey!!!

God is awesome!!!!
I got a new job today!:)
A awesome one too I start on Monday training is from 8am till 4:30pm..

It was soo cool what the lady said she said that i did awesome on my interview and on my tests and that she picked me outta all them to do this job and that it is way better than what I was interviewed for i was interviewed for a bunch of Hotels that I would have to learn and stuff but they just got this new one called Windhem or something like that and its just one hotel thats kinda more high class and whatever..and she said that she didn't even give the job to the people that applied for it inside of Cendant ya know that are already employed there...that I did better than them!

I praise God he knows what he is doing!:)

Im sooo Excited! Can ya tell???
I go for orientation tomorrow for like a hour...

Then I shall visit Wendy for a bit then Go to Frederiction!!!:)
There is some revival thing going on up @ FUPC F'ton...can't wait to go cause I will not only get to go to church but get to see some of my best buds:) Ryan and Trisha!!!
Dona too cause she is coming down for the weekend to visit Daniel!
And I get to see Dan and Matt to cause I haven't seen them in for like ever like 21days!:S Ahhhh

I shall see them all weekend!! woohooo
This Sunday is 5th sunday at church so we only have one service..so I have convinced Halley to go to Steve's church in the afternoon at 3:30pm woot woot! Can't wait wooohooo
So ya it should be good times!:)

I love People right now!!!

I quit Eddie Bauer tonight..it was hard but I had too..:(
I shall miss everyone there!!!!! The people not soo much the job!
I cried I'll admit

Halley randomly called me up and was like wanna go to McDonalds at like 1145pm and I was like sure so we did and it was great:)
Mmmmmmmm Quarter pounder! lol :P

Well til later ta ta...

So Ryan steals from Danielle and I steal from him..lol

10 Firsts:

First Best Friend: Kate Thorne
First Screen Name: mistage
First Piercing:um...i pierced my ears back in the day...
First Crush: Gary Brown when I was like little
First Music: Can't member...prolly something like alanis morrisette
First Car: I don't have one yet.
First Stuffed Animal: Dale-ya know chip and dale
First love: Gary Brown
First Time Being Drunk:umm Prom night:S
First Job: McDonalds

9 Lasts:

Last Cigarette: along time ago
Last Alchoholic beverage: again prom night
Last Car Ride: in a taxi with this creppy guy..lol..
Last Movie Seen in theatres: ummm...
Phone Call: Wendy
Kiss: A while ago...
Last CD Played: umm right now...Fred Hammond Purpose by Design
Last bubble bath: a few months ago
Last time you cried: Sunday

8 Have You Evers:

Have You Ever Been Outside The Country:Umm does the states count???
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends?: Yes.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
Have You Ever Been on TV: yes
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and then Regretted it?: Oh yes.
Have You Ever had a Suggestive Dream About Someone?: Yes but thats for me to know and you to not find out!:S.
Have you ever cheated?: No.

7 foods you hate:(not hate so much as dislike)

1. Carrots
2. Fish(any kind)
3. Beans
4. rhubarb pie
5. peas
6. olives
7. meat

6 Things You've Done Today:(In no particular order)

1. Showered.
2. Said Happy Bday to me Dad
3. Went to work!
4. Made two Cd's for Amos
5. Emailed Bro.Goddard back
6. Ordered pizza

5 Things you ate today:

1. Popcorn
2. Pizza
3. Cassarole
4. Cake
5. Pickles:)

4 People You Can Tell [ALMOST] Anything to:

1. Neil
2. Paul
3. Ryan
4. Dan

3 Choices:
1. Red or Black: Black.
2. Hot or Cold: Cold.
3. Sun or Rain: Sun.

2 Things You Want to Do Before you die:
1. Get married
2.Go on Aim or something like that!

Jesus You are my everything!!!

God is amazing I love Him with my whole ♥

Jesus I love you...

Wow so I have been working my full shifts at work these past days not wishing out or anything like that Im soo proud of meself...
Woot woot!

I have Halloween off now...I didnt but I do now!:)
Yay for Isaiah's surprise/Fall frollic party!
I can't wait it's going to be a blast!

Work was great tonight I was off the phone for like 4 hours all together...doing role plays and going over stuff and Listening to myself on a tape and evaluating myself on it aswell..Id must say that I am pretty flippin good *thumbs up to myself*

So whats going on that is exciting this week...
hmm.....
I don't get to go to youth tomorrow night which Im sad about but God knows that I have to work...
Also on Friday I am going up to F'ton to a revival service that is going on at FUPC Fton...should be a fun time! woohoo:)
I am going up with halley,millie,neil,tanya,kaylyn and danny! I can't wait
Im going to get to see Trisha and Ryan! Yay! I miss them a ton!
Oh and I will get to see Dona too and Dan and Matt..
I haven't seen Matt and Dan for like ever I miss those kids...they are my lil bro's I love them!

Well I watched a movie this afternoon before work called "the sisterhood of the travelling pants"
I thought that it was a great movie I liked it cause it was like rated G so thats awesome! Gotta love the G rated movies :)

I should go now..I was talking to Ryan online but he has stupid/gay connection with the NCC dorms..lol ha ha ahh well...Till next time! :P

Im out!

Oh Moncton!:)

Moncton was awesome we got there and hangout with Kim and her fam and went to church on Saturday in Amherst at the Cole's church its awesome! Bro.Budgel is crazy...all that he was preaching about was "the power of the word AMEN" it was awesome! and what Amen really means and who the Amen is its Jesus! So when you say Amen its just like saying Jesus and that there is power in saying Amen and there is power in the name of Jesus!:)

So we get home on Sat night and Dianne Kim's Youth leader isn't able to make it to church in the mornin cause she has to work or something so there was no one to teach so Kim volunteers me good of her eh..lol..
But anyways everyone stays upstairs till song service is over...well Bro.Dickinson felt that the older ones should stay up so I was relieved..Cause I mean I was up the night before racking my brain for something to teach to these kids it was nuts...so i didnt have to teach which was good..cause I mean I don't know these kids and I didn't know any of their backgrounds or anything like this right...Im just glad that God stepped in and I didnt have to:)

So Bro.Brooks informs me that I have to testify in church on sunday night...and like I was thinking what am I going to say...I mean I felt like I was not in any position to testify...I don't even member what I said but I said something...made everyone laugh and all the usual things that I do when I get the microphone..lol..You know me!

Lol So ya me and Kim and Halley sung three songs it was soo awesome I was like wow this is crazy! It went really well and I felt God soo much It was great I loved it! I just felt soo free at their church or something Sunday morning I was bawling...and Sunday night I was dancing I just feel soo great right now!:)

Im not all better yet but I just have to trust God and pray that things are going to work out and that I am still waiting on what God has for me!:) Cause I know that something is going to happen really soon I can just feel it I just can't give up!:)

Oh...

I have come to the conclusion that I don't really have a life!:S
All of my other friends blog's are way more awesomer than mine...

But I shall write something to fill this space...

I miss people and it sucks like a hoover...totally!

I want to say sorry to everyone that I might have hurt in the past...Im soo sorry!!!
No one deserved to be treated maybe the way that I treated them...I can be a real jerk sometimes...and not even know it!

Every memory of looking out the back doorI had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floorIt's hard to say it, time to say itGoodbye, goodbyeEvery memory of walking out the front doorI found the photo of the friend that I was looking forIt's hard to say it, time to say itGoodbye, goodbye...

I hungout with Shawn yesterday it was nice:) I like shawn he's awesome!!!:)

Paul preached on wed night it was good! He pretty much preached on everything that you could think of! It was intense!

I went for a interview today it went really well I think! Im hoping that I get this job so I can quit Eddie Bauer...I hate it there...

Well I shall go back to talking to Trisha and Ryan cause they are awesome!;)

toodle loo...

Bro.Goddard emailed me!!!

Weekend came and it went...
Jon came down on friday to see me!:)
We went out for dinner,went to prayer and then to Millie's house for a party! It was fun..boring at first cause we were all listening to the Gaither's and I don't really like them just cause Mom listen's to them no stop at my house..so Im sick of them..lol
We played catch phrase which I love soo much..lol..its funny...Country Club..like whats that...I thought that It was a place where people go and drink and listen to country music and square dance..but apparently it isn't:S I asked Dan what he thought that it was and he said the same thing..lol...
Im stupid sometimes I guess:S
Then we came home and watched One tree Hill:) I love that show now...And No its not cause Chad Michael Murray is in it...Okay maybe it is..lol

Saturday me and Jon watched sooo many different Ifilms on the internet..some were soo funny...like the one about the office...haha and the Curry and rice girl...Oh my! LoL
Sat night me and Jon went out to eat at Taco Bell..
Then we watched a movie that night it was good:)
Then Jon went home:'( I miss him already...He's such a good friend!:)

Sunday I didn't go to church in the morning...why you ask..cause well I don't know why:S
Sunday night I went tho..it was aight..not the best service but oh well..Point blank we need a new Pastor!:)

I went to Cendant today for a information session and testing..I got 90.4% on my test Go me!:)
So I have a interview on Thursday! Pray that I get the job I want it sooo bad!!!!

Well thats it for now...

Jon comes tomorrow!!!!: )

1 more sleep till Jon comes to see me! Yay!

I miss the KV people awholeheckofalot..:'(
Dan and Matt especially...my lil bro's I love yas!:)

I have been asked to go to Millie's house tomorrow night for a game night I want to just have to see what Jon has to say and see if he has any other plans or not so ya good times!

Well I really don't have much to say just thought that I would say hello and whatnot!

326days to go! woot woot yay:)

I want to fall in love with you....

: ) The earth rotates but my world keeps spinning

Day 3 on the NCO scale...
I'd must say that it isn't as bad as everyone says that it is No seriously folks...
I got to sit with this guy named Jon Porter yesterday...and he was awesome,at first I thought that he was kinda gay but he wasn't he was hilarious and was really nice and friendly and did a awesome job!
I think that I just might like this job!:)
I really don't like Eddie Bauer right now hence they early outting I have been doing and the calling that is of sick...that I did last night just cause I was soo tired so I went to bed at 1030pm last night thats the first time I did that in a lonnnnggggg time go to bed before 12..lol

Ugh...my nose is running...I'd better catch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I should go right now cause it is 817am and I still have to get ready for work...tehehe

One more sleep and Jon comes Yay!:) Can't wait woot woot

Off to work:)

Happy Bday Alex!!

alrighty then...

Today is Thanksgiving...hmmm what am I thankful for???
Got it...Im thankful for God saving me outta this world of darkness some 6and a half years ago wow thats a long time now when I think about it...cool:) I thank Him for my parents aswell even though they arent really serving God that much lately I still thank Him for them!

Its Alex's Bday today wooooooo to be 19 again! lol Oh my
Also it is Twila's bday too! Hehehe Twy your finally my age...I know that you hate it! lol

I start training at nco tomorrow woot woot can't wait to start afresh new job!:) Yay! Good times!!!

Well Im super sick though today which really sucks the bag...I have been in bed all day today and I was suppose to work tonight but I didn't hence the being that is of sick! I hope that I feel better soon..

4more sleeps til Jon comes to see me:) Yay! Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well I think that I shall go and clean my room up abit even though Im sick I still have to clean it ta ta for now!

I can smell your banana!

I love Kaylyn...awww look she is already reading at the age of 3months! I knew she was smart!;)

So ya...Church...I helped teach Sunday School again downstairs with Neil...I love doing that its great I just feel like a dork when I go to pray for everything thats all! I don't know its like my fear or something especially when no one else is really loud or praying much. So ya we talked about being thankful soo nice cause I mean goes with Thanksgiving or something! lol

Oh oh and I hungout with Rachel this afternoon it was a fun time!:) We shopped and shopped and ate at deluxe and had icecream too! and I smelt the banana...Oh my...Inside joke between me and Rach..lol..I think I was dying laughing for like 10 mins lol

Church was aight tonight I guess...A few of us young people sang tonight it was nice...old school songs...the people that sang were...Me,Ryan,Paul,Alex,Millie,Ashley,Andrea,Shyanne and Halley

I know it was the blood...

Bro.Cole which I just found out is Jon's Assistant Pastor in Chipman I was like what! Cool...
I was soo tired in church tonight and junk I was just dying...

And we went to Route 1 to eat there was a bunch of us there...Even Pete and Jewels and Tyler came out too! Sweet deal...I have this thing that its kinda hard for me to call Peter and Julie Bro and Sis Long I just find it soo weird! I don't know prolly cause they were my Youth Pastors for awhile and Now they are like my Pastors now..I dont know still weird! lol:P

Greg might be moving to Chipman!:(

I talked to Jon tonight on the phone that was nice...and really funny...I think that I laughed harder than from this afternoon with the banana situation with Rach..lol...
So ya Jon's coming down this weekend and I am soo excited!:) Can't wait to do stuff and hangout I miss that kid!

Well thhhaaaatttttsssss aaaallllllllll fffffooooollllllkkkkksss!

WERRRDDDD!!!!

Just thought that I would see if these worked in my blogs thats all! Lol

Go Montreal...I mean Seadogs:S lol

Oh goody...this is Ryan as you can all already tell he is breakdancing...busting out some moves yo! lol
At the lock-in




Anyways on to tonight...

I went to wal-mart to get some pics developed and went to talk to April in McDonalds and someone stole from walmart and went out the mcdonalds door which set the alarm off...ugh:P
Halley picked me up @ Wally world and we proceeded to HS for the hockey game! Tonight it was the Seadogs(I think its a gay name just to let ya know) against the Wildcats(Moncton) it was a good game We won ya...5 to 3 take that and put it in your pipe and smoke it!
After the game we went to the Ale house I guess you call it well Halley made reservations for it and well we didn't really want to go we will just leave it at that so me and ryan and aaron went to King of Donair which was pretty sweet! We got a pizza and garlic cheese finger and pop for under 20$ sweet deal if you ask me!

Oh and then we went back to market square and sat on the steps waiting for Halley and Millie and Derek and Vicki to get done eating...so we chatted...well actually Ryan did the most talking cause he has awesome stories!:) Good times!

I came home and was home for about umm a hour and Kate was like wanna hangout and I was like right now and it was 12:30ish...so she came and picked me up and we went out to BP and got some nachos that we couldn't finish eat! lol I love hanging with Kate she's awesome! Awww my first Best Friend ever! I Love you Kate!!!
Well its 2am now so I think that I am going to get some sleepage cause well I wanna be all rested up for some church!

Oh and another thing...Dont force people to do something that they feel convicted about..how would you like it if you were convicted about something and someone else was trying to force you and tell you that its ok and you don't have to feel convicted about it! Goodness Grow up people! Ok Im done! lol

:) I love people!

I stole this from Ryan's blog from like a long time ago...

>>1. First name? Misty
>>2. Were you named after anyone? Nope...thats too bad
>>3. Do you wish on stars? Youbetter believe it
>>4. When did you last cry?awhile ago
>>5. Do you like your handwriting? its aight
>>6. What is your favourite lunch meat? salami
>>7. When is your birthday?June 3rd
>>8. What is your most embarrassing CD?Veggietalesrocks...which reminds me Ryan still has it..lol...
>>9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you?I think so:)
>>10 Do you have a journal?Ummm no...what do you think
>>11. Do you use sarcasm a lot?Ya right
>>12. What are your nickname?Mist,Misstea,Mistage,Mindy,Mistified
>>13. Would you bungee jump?Oh Yes
>>14. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?Never
>>15. Do you think that you are strong, Emotionally or physically?Both
>>16. What is your favourite ice cream flavour? Peanutbutter fudge crunch
>>17. Shoe Size? 11-12ish:S
>>18. Red or pink?Pink
>>19. What is your least favourite thing about yourself?Im gullable and take everything to heart♥ugh
>>20. Who do you miss most?Ryan
>>21. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back?Umm its on my blog..lol..so no!
>22. What colour pants and shoes are you wearing?Im not wearing pants:S
>>23. What are you listening to right now?Love song-Jars of Clay
>>24. Last thing you ate? Jalapeno chips:)
>>25. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?orange
>>26. What is the weather like right now?foggy,mistyish
>>27. Last person you talked to on the phone?Kim
>>28. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?Eyes,how they act too
>>29. Do you like the person who sent this to you?Umm I stole it from Ryan so ya I like him
>>30. Favourite Drink? chocloate milk!
>>31. Favourite Sport?volleyball and hockey
>>32. Hair Colour? brown
>>33. Eye Colour? brown
>>34. Do you wear contacts?yuppers
>>35. Favourite Food?nachos and chineese food!
>>36. Last Movie You Watched?part of Pirates of the Caribean
>>37. Favourite Day Of The Year?Christmas
>>38. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings?Happy Endings now:)
>>39. Summer Or Winter? Winter
>>40. Hugs OR Kisses?There is just something special about a hug!;)
>>41. What Is Your Favourite Dessert? Cheesecake
>>42. Who Is Most Likely To Respond? ummm???
>>43. Who Is Least Likely To Respond?again ummm???
>>44. Living Arrangements? the mother and father
>>45. What Books Are You Reading?BIBLE
>>46. What's On Your Mouse Pad?I sure don't have one
>>47. What Did You Watch Last night on TV?7th heaven of course
>>48. Favourite smells? some flowers:S
>>49. Favourite Sounds?I don't really have one:S
>>50. Rolling Stones or Beatles?If I was a sinner I would say Rolling Stones but Im not lol
>>51. What's the furthest you've been from home? Atlanta,Georgia
>>52. Do you have a special talent?I can make my lips hug!:)
>>53. What is your ring tone?I don't have a cell phone

So Ya I like to fill out thingys like this...tehehe...Im crazy and its like 430 in the flipping morning and I wasn't tired so I thought that I would try to make meself tired!