So Mom finally clued in and noticed that the hair is not as long as it was before.
We are not talking right now. She blames herself and she said that she can't forgive me. I said that I felt bad and that I asked for forgiveness and Jesus forgave me and that I hope that she can find it in her heart, to forgive me too. I said that I wouldn't do it again. She said yea right til the next time. Shes upset and so am I.
The last thing that I ever wanted to do was disappoint my mother but I have and I have to live with it now.
Just one thing after another.
I love blogs...I feel like I can just vent on here and it relieves some stress that I have and just by typing it out it helps.
Weird I know. But I am also weird too.
Friday, March 24, 2006
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Finally...
Jump up and down like a little school girl!!!
I got a job Yo!
Finally after 3 *cough* months of unemployment...and such I have a joreb!
I work at Stream its a call center for Aliant.
I will be doing customer service dealing with people trying to cancel their internet and I shall be their ISP agent. haha
I start on April 7th. Wish me luck.
Well thats all for now. Im stoked though.
I got a job Yo!
Finally after 3 *cough* months of unemployment...and such I have a joreb!
I work at Stream its a call center for Aliant.
I will be doing customer service dealing with people trying to cancel their internet and I shall be their ISP agent. haha
I start on April 7th. Wish me luck.
Well thats all for now. Im stoked though.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Suicide sucks...
Just when u think that the world is all peachy and things are going great. Then u get a msg saying that one of your friends friend from school and work hung himself. What a horrible feeling to know about someone that died that u could have took time out and tell him about Jesus.
Like how many people do we cross paths with each day and don't tell them about what Jesus can do for them. It saddens me.
I guess even in this time of sorrow. I mean I didn't even know the kid that well but...its a huge wake up call for me and others that we have to be there for each other and not take life so lighty anymore. Sometimes we don't understand why God lets things like this happen. Especially things this drastic. But there is always a purpose even if we don't see it at the time.
God knows what He is doing.
I pray that God will use me more to help people in times like this and to help prevent things like this to happen in the future.
Life is precious,treat it that way.
Like how many people do we cross paths with each day and don't tell them about what Jesus can do for them. It saddens me.
I guess even in this time of sorrow. I mean I didn't even know the kid that well but...its a huge wake up call for me and others that we have to be there for each other and not take life so lighty anymore. Sometimes we don't understand why God lets things like this happen. Especially things this drastic. But there is always a purpose even if we don't see it at the time.
God knows what He is doing.
I pray that God will use me more to help people in times like this and to help prevent things like this to happen in the future.
Life is precious,treat it that way.
Friday, March 17, 2006
I have to tinkle,What?
So once again I add a post.
Happy St.Patricks Day everyone.
I'm a lepreacaun. I know that you are jealous.
So I read that Eddie Bauer is hiring once again. I shall go and drop off a resume tomorrow or Monday. Maybe they will hire me again. That would be sweet. Even though I quit there I still liked it just not my supervisor that much.
I have to drop off some film tomorrow at the photolab. I think that my camera is broken though which totally stinks. I don't even think that I can take it back cause I don't have my reciept or the box that it came in anymore. Garsh. Its too bad I know.
My hair is getting longer which makes me happy.
Never use scissors.
I got a cute picture of Amy and Shawn with an invite to their wedding in April. Wow,I can't even believe that they are getting married thats nuts.
So apparently I'm back in the Choir now. Oh Joyous. I'm soo stoked. Oh and I'm a hostesses with the mostest as some people tell me. Also Karen Blair asked me if I would be interested in helping out with her sunday school class in teaching off and on and I said Yes. I guess I just have to talk to Vicki about it then go from there. Karen's the WOMAN. I will learn a great deal from her. Her class is ages 10-11. Should be a fun time.
I guess there is a Youth week that is going on up in T-vale and I don't get to go which bites the dust. S.Morehouse is preaching yo. I tried to convince Danny Dean to take Axel and myself up but I guess that he's gotta work or something the next morning real early and doesn't feel like getting his church on the night before.
Skallywag I say.
Oh oh...Guess who called me tonight...nope you guessed wrong...
It was Jordan. I miss that kid. We used to be right tight and such. Then the whole dating that consisted of him and Alex happened then things went down the crapper. Haha I just said crapper. Thats right. I'm bad.
But Yes he misses home and people here. He sends a BIG HELLO to everyone.
Some people I don't get,and others need to GROW up. I know that I have had my share of pity parties and such but I think that we are all old enough to suck it up and just LIVE FOR GOD,even in the bad times. God doesn't deserve to be put on a shelf. Not at all.
Maybe I'm overeacting or something but hey its my blog and I can say what I want right?
So last night I was talking to Jared Corless online and he was like nice singing tonight and I was like nice drummin aswell. Funny thing is that I know that I didn't sing that well since I had a cold and so did Ashley. But we sure did try. But it was still nice of him to compliment me.
I also found Ryan's nintendo controller tin of mints in the back of the church. Yay go me.
Can u believe that Bro. and Sis. Goddard have been gone for almost a year already. Wow time sure flys by fast eh. Where did it all go.
Ashley's mom and Chelsie are going to Alberta in April and I guess that I am going to go over to their house and housesit while Ashley is working and that way I can help out with Molly the dog take her out for walks and for her to do her buisness aswell. So that should be an adventure.
I miss Shauna and Adena alot. I miss out fun times that we all used to have together. Coming over to my place and renting movies and me making my sweet poutine that I can make :) Me and Adena being movie buddies. Cheryl and Shauna being movie buddies too.
I remember last new years 05' it was Shauna,Adena,Kim,Jen and Cheryl man did we ever have a fun time. Our song that we made a dance to it. "I get knocked down but I get up again you never going to keep me down.." Oh Johnny boy Johnny boy Johnny boy..even though the words are "Donnie boy" but we changed it up and we sure didn't make a poster with a picture of Jon Vail on it in the middle and wrote Johnny boy on it. and used it in our dance. Man What were we thinking. WAIT I know. We weren't thinking. haha It was a good time though. ^__^
Well I think that it is time for me to hit the hay as I'm super tired and such.
Til the cows come home.
M
Happy St.Patricks Day everyone.
I'm a lepreacaun. I know that you are jealous.
So I read that Eddie Bauer is hiring once again. I shall go and drop off a resume tomorrow or Monday. Maybe they will hire me again. That would be sweet. Even though I quit there I still liked it just not my supervisor that much.
I have to drop off some film tomorrow at the photolab. I think that my camera is broken though which totally stinks. I don't even think that I can take it back cause I don't have my reciept or the box that it came in anymore. Garsh. Its too bad I know.
My hair is getting longer which makes me happy.
Never use scissors.
I got a cute picture of Amy and Shawn with an invite to their wedding in April. Wow,I can't even believe that they are getting married thats nuts.
So apparently I'm back in the Choir now. Oh Joyous. I'm soo stoked. Oh and I'm a hostesses with the mostest as some people tell me. Also Karen Blair asked me if I would be interested in helping out with her sunday school class in teaching off and on and I said Yes. I guess I just have to talk to Vicki about it then go from there. Karen's the WOMAN. I will learn a great deal from her. Her class is ages 10-11. Should be a fun time.
I guess there is a Youth week that is going on up in T-vale and I don't get to go which bites the dust. S.Morehouse is preaching yo. I tried to convince Danny Dean to take Axel and myself up but I guess that he's gotta work or something the next morning real early and doesn't feel like getting his church on the night before.
Skallywag I say.
Oh oh...Guess who called me tonight...nope you guessed wrong...
It was Jordan. I miss that kid. We used to be right tight and such. Then the whole dating that consisted of him and Alex happened then things went down the crapper. Haha I just said crapper. Thats right. I'm bad.
But Yes he misses home and people here. He sends a BIG HELLO to everyone.
Some people I don't get,and others need to GROW up. I know that I have had my share of pity parties and such but I think that we are all old enough to suck it up and just LIVE FOR GOD,even in the bad times. God doesn't deserve to be put on a shelf. Not at all.
Maybe I'm overeacting or something but hey its my blog and I can say what I want right?
So last night I was talking to Jared Corless online and he was like nice singing tonight and I was like nice drummin aswell. Funny thing is that I know that I didn't sing that well since I had a cold and so did Ashley. But we sure did try. But it was still nice of him to compliment me.
I also found Ryan's nintendo controller tin of mints in the back of the church. Yay go me.
Can u believe that Bro. and Sis. Goddard have been gone for almost a year already. Wow time sure flys by fast eh. Where did it all go.
Ashley's mom and Chelsie are going to Alberta in April and I guess that I am going to go over to their house and housesit while Ashley is working and that way I can help out with Molly the dog take her out for walks and for her to do her buisness aswell. So that should be an adventure.
I miss Shauna and Adena alot. I miss out fun times that we all used to have together. Coming over to my place and renting movies and me making my sweet poutine that I can make :) Me and Adena being movie buddies. Cheryl and Shauna being movie buddies too.
I remember last new years 05' it was Shauna,Adena,Kim,Jen and Cheryl man did we ever have a fun time. Our song that we made a dance to it. "I get knocked down but I get up again you never going to keep me down.." Oh Johnny boy Johnny boy Johnny boy..even though the words are "Donnie boy" but we changed it up and we sure didn't make a poster with a picture of Jon Vail on it in the middle and wrote Johnny boy on it. and used it in our dance. Man What were we thinking. WAIT I know. We weren't thinking. haha It was a good time though. ^__^
Well I think that it is time for me to hit the hay as I'm super tired and such.
Til the cows come home.
M
Monday, March 13, 2006
You are my world,You are my God,and I lay down my life for You...
Well this week/weekend was full of eventful things such as Youth week and more.
Wednesday night Pastor preached about the heritage that we have and we need to be thankful for it and all of that fun stuff. But we are the church of tomorrow. Kate came to church too. Oh and Melanie aswell.:)
Thursday night was good too. Me and Ashley sang solo's to the song "Jesus I love you" I tried to sing it don't know how well I did. But everyone was coming up to me telling me that I did swell,so I guess that I believe them. haha
Jack preached then we all went out to Wendy's for some fun,food and fellowship. Oh and I met Gert. Yup thats right Gert. She's a pretty cool chick. Even though her real name is Kayla we call her Gert. good times.
Friday consisted of Ryan calling me up at the ungodly hour of 11ish...and asking if I still wanted him and his wife to come over and hang with me and Kim so I said with my sleepin hoarse voice...YES come on over. So they did! We sure didn't watch chicken little and were all excited about that. " The sky is fallin".
Then Erma came and got us and we went back to the Shep's house and Berley did mine and Trisha's hair cause we are cool like that and we get other people to do our hair. We looked hot. haha I just said that we looked hot. :P Kate and Melanie came to church again! :) woot woot
Church was good Jack preached once again. Oh oh and can I mention that it was youth week and Todd likes to pull out the old school songs from the Hymn book and expects me and Ashley to know the words to them and sing them. Ha ha
I think not.
After church was the good ol' Mcd's and then the girls all nighter. It was fun till I ate a hotdog and felt super sick. So I went and tossed my cookies Yo. Came back and watched everyone make a fool outta theirselves while doing a 4 legged race.
So then we played hide and go seek like 5 year olds. It sure was fun though. Til I felt sick again. I went to Hid in the boys bathroom and no one found me and when they did find me I was sprawled out on the bathroom floor like I just tossed my cookies again. Why cause I did. haha
So after all of that it was about 2am and I was not feeling so swell I decided to go home. So I got meself a taxi and went home. Me and the taxi driver had a good ol' chat about Walmart and how it sucks working for them. Haha well its not that bad but I guess it is now since they have a gay manager now.
We all miss you Mike Brown.
haha I said that like hes dead or something. He's not. He's alive and well :)
Sat consisted of getting up and going back to church,fancy that. A few of us got together to go out and pray for Sunday service. It was really good. It wasn't a crazy crazy prayer time but I was super honest with God and I felt Him alot. He was truly working in my life at that particular moment. After prayer we had a youth party. We played a butt load of Volleyball it was nice. I can sure serve the ball. Thats what I am good at. ha
Why don't us pentecostals ever keep score. I wonder why.
During the party since I didn't see Trish and Ry around Halley came up to me and was like wanna go to the mall and get icecream and I was like sure so we did. I get meself an Oreo mint cookie blizzard. Yum. While walking around the mall eating icecream cause we are cool like that we came across...
Ryan and Trisha,Twila and Nick,Adam and his girl Grace. She seems real nice.
Then we went back up to the church and played more Volleyball. Jammed for a bit. Well Halley and Jordan did for a bit and Trish and Kim sang. TRISH CAN SING SOMETHING SWEET!
So then after all that was over...Me and Kim and Halley and Millie went to Millie's house to watch the movie "The Gospel" *cough* For the second time I have seen it but its a good movie so I didn't complain. Then we came home and me and Kim were sooo awake and couldn't get to sleep so we had showers and made soup at 3 in the morning. Burned some Cd's talked to some people and chatted amongst ourselves aswell. Good times.
Sunday was a fun time. Danielle Kim's friend that got the Holy Ghost last year at Youth Convention came to church with us. That was nice. Sure did make me and Kim smile. Man last year when Danielle got the Holy Ghost I remember Kimbee pasted out on the floor she was sooo excited. haha It was great.
Oh and now Im a liar eh Ryan..haha well Im updatin as we speak. haha Take that! tehehe
So yes back to Sunday...We sold about 65 pizza's for the Youth Fundraiser. Craziness I know! We are making the dough now.
Sunday afternoon me and Kimbee hungout with the Meunier's it was a fun time. We ordered a huge pizza and consumed it all...mmm donair pizza,while watching an AMEN drama and then watching their wedding on video. Too cute. It was like 8 years ago when they got married and it was great cause we saw like Rachel,Alex,Hannah,Ryan and Cheryl when they were wee little ones. so funny and cute all at the same time. Man if it was on a dvd I would have so took some screenshots and use those for blackmail. haha just kiddin. Or am I?
So Sunday night we got our church on...Teah came to church cause I asked her to on Sunday afternoon when talking to her on msn at Paul's place.
God spoke to us,said that we are his vessels and he wants to use us...well thats pretty much what he was saying I can't remember everything that He said but that was pretty much it summarized up.
Teah is a trooper, I love that kid. She got her church/praise on too. Made me sure smile.
I guess just don't give up on people thats what I think at least.
Today is Monday and I slept most of the day since all week/weekend I didn't get much sleep cause we were sooo busy and such. I was suppose to clean and such today I just slept. I shall clean everything tomorrow. Oh and I wanted to watch the Calgary game and it wasn't on. : ( Not on my channels at least. that stunk.
But Dan called me so I wasn't so bored tonight.
Now I think that I am done typing for today. I shall update more tomorrow and then the next day. I want to get back at doing this.
Peace our A-town.
Happy Ryan?
Wednesday night Pastor preached about the heritage that we have and we need to be thankful for it and all of that fun stuff. But we are the church of tomorrow. Kate came to church too. Oh and Melanie aswell.:)
Thursday night was good too. Me and Ashley sang solo's to the song "Jesus I love you" I tried to sing it don't know how well I did. But everyone was coming up to me telling me that I did swell,so I guess that I believe them. haha
Jack preached then we all went out to Wendy's for some fun,food and fellowship. Oh and I met Gert. Yup thats right Gert. She's a pretty cool chick. Even though her real name is Kayla we call her Gert. good times.
Friday consisted of Ryan calling me up at the ungodly hour of 11ish...and asking if I still wanted him and his wife to come over and hang with me and Kim so I said with my sleepin hoarse voice...YES come on over. So they did! We sure didn't watch chicken little and were all excited about that. " The sky is fallin".
Then Erma came and got us and we went back to the Shep's house and Berley did mine and Trisha's hair cause we are cool like that and we get other people to do our hair. We looked hot. haha I just said that we looked hot. :P Kate and Melanie came to church again! :) woot woot
Church was good Jack preached once again. Oh oh and can I mention that it was youth week and Todd likes to pull out the old school songs from the Hymn book and expects me and Ashley to know the words to them and sing them. Ha ha
I think not.
After church was the good ol' Mcd's and then the girls all nighter. It was fun till I ate a hotdog and felt super sick. So I went and tossed my cookies Yo. Came back and watched everyone make a fool outta theirselves while doing a 4 legged race.
So then we played hide and go seek like 5 year olds. It sure was fun though. Til I felt sick again. I went to Hid in the boys bathroom and no one found me and when they did find me I was sprawled out on the bathroom floor like I just tossed my cookies again. Why cause I did. haha
So after all of that it was about 2am and I was not feeling so swell I decided to go home. So I got meself a taxi and went home. Me and the taxi driver had a good ol' chat about Walmart and how it sucks working for them. Haha well its not that bad but I guess it is now since they have a gay manager now.
We all miss you Mike Brown.
haha I said that like hes dead or something. He's not. He's alive and well :)
Sat consisted of getting up and going back to church,fancy that. A few of us got together to go out and pray for Sunday service. It was really good. It wasn't a crazy crazy prayer time but I was super honest with God and I felt Him alot. He was truly working in my life at that particular moment. After prayer we had a youth party. We played a butt load of Volleyball it was nice. I can sure serve the ball. Thats what I am good at. ha
Why don't us pentecostals ever keep score. I wonder why.
During the party since I didn't see Trish and Ry around Halley came up to me and was like wanna go to the mall and get icecream and I was like sure so we did. I get meself an Oreo mint cookie blizzard. Yum. While walking around the mall eating icecream cause we are cool like that we came across...
Ryan and Trisha,Twila and Nick,Adam and his girl Grace. She seems real nice.
Then we went back up to the church and played more Volleyball. Jammed for a bit. Well Halley and Jordan did for a bit and Trish and Kim sang. TRISH CAN SING SOMETHING SWEET!
So then after all that was over...Me and Kim and Halley and Millie went to Millie's house to watch the movie "The Gospel" *cough* For the second time I have seen it but its a good movie so I didn't complain. Then we came home and me and Kim were sooo awake and couldn't get to sleep so we had showers and made soup at 3 in the morning. Burned some Cd's talked to some people and chatted amongst ourselves aswell. Good times.
Sunday was a fun time. Danielle Kim's friend that got the Holy Ghost last year at Youth Convention came to church with us. That was nice. Sure did make me and Kim smile. Man last year when Danielle got the Holy Ghost I remember Kimbee pasted out on the floor she was sooo excited. haha It was great.
Oh and now Im a liar eh Ryan..haha well Im updatin as we speak. haha Take that! tehehe
So yes back to Sunday...We sold about 65 pizza's for the Youth Fundraiser. Craziness I know! We are making the dough now.
Sunday afternoon me and Kimbee hungout with the Meunier's it was a fun time. We ordered a huge pizza and consumed it all...mmm donair pizza,while watching an AMEN drama and then watching their wedding on video. Too cute. It was like 8 years ago when they got married and it was great cause we saw like Rachel,Alex,Hannah,Ryan and Cheryl when they were wee little ones. so funny and cute all at the same time. Man if it was on a dvd I would have so took some screenshots and use those for blackmail. haha just kiddin. Or am I?
So Sunday night we got our church on...Teah came to church cause I asked her to on Sunday afternoon when talking to her on msn at Paul's place.
God spoke to us,said that we are his vessels and he wants to use us...well thats pretty much what he was saying I can't remember everything that He said but that was pretty much it summarized up.
Teah is a trooper, I love that kid. She got her church/praise on too. Made me sure smile.
I guess just don't give up on people thats what I think at least.
Today is Monday and I slept most of the day since all week/weekend I didn't get much sleep cause we were sooo busy and such. I was suppose to clean and such today I just slept. I shall clean everything tomorrow. Oh and I wanted to watch the Calgary game and it wasn't on. : ( Not on my channels at least. that stunk.
But Dan called me so I wasn't so bored tonight.
Now I think that I am done typing for today. I shall update more tomorrow and then the next day. I want to get back at doing this.
Peace our A-town.
Happy Ryan?
Saturday, March 04, 2006
I'm sure not talking to Dona on the phone...
So right now as I talk to Dona on the phone I said to myself...*self* I should add a post. Since it has been since 1909 since my last entry.
I went out with Kate tonight to christian fellowship thingy at the university it was nice. I actually really enjoyed myself. Then afterwards Melanie came to pick us up and we sure didn't watch the movie Aquamarine...tisk tisk...such a chick flick but HEY it was a good time. THE BEST MOVIE EVER MADE.
haha
Melanie is also a crazy driver. I honestly thought that I was going to die. Okay okay Im exagerating on her skillz of driving. But I will say this one thing. If she was Erma Shephards daughter she would never be on the road ever. :P haha
I think alot,too much at times. It bugs me a great deal. I think that I should stop thinking.
I sure am unemployed and living at my parents house. Thats so not the way to be I know but thats what it has been made out to be for the last wee while.
I did although apply at 6 different places on Monday to try to get some employment. Have I got a call back yet you ask. HECK NO.
Also recently in the past little while I have dissapointed alot of people that I truly do care about. I feel horrible. So if any of you are reading this in the near future. I am Sorry.
Berley wants me to go to Moncton tomorrow to chillax with her til tuesday then come back to my humble abode and spend march break with me and have a time while going to church for Youth week.
Youth week events consist of...
Tuesday-sliding at 6pm
Wednesday-church,after church eating at Route 1
Thursday-bowling,lazer tag,arcade@Kingswood,church,afterwards fellowship at Wendy's
Friday-church,girls all nighter,(maybe boys allnighter)
Saturday day of rest..haha maybe getting a gym to hangout at night.
Sunday-church,church...good ol' fun times :)
I still believe in your faithfulness,and I still believe in your truth
cause I still believe in your holy word.
Even when I don't see it I still believe
Jeremy Camp is pretty cool.
My mom is also cool.
I heart Justin
I think Im awesome at times.
Sometimes I think about u.
Now I shall go and hug a tree.
Farewell.
I went out with Kate tonight to christian fellowship thingy at the university it was nice. I actually really enjoyed myself. Then afterwards Melanie came to pick us up and we sure didn't watch the movie Aquamarine...tisk tisk...such a chick flick but HEY it was a good time. THE BEST MOVIE EVER MADE.
haha
Melanie is also a crazy driver. I honestly thought that I was going to die. Okay okay Im exagerating on her skillz of driving. But I will say this one thing. If she was Erma Shephards daughter she would never be on the road ever. :P haha
I think alot,too much at times. It bugs me a great deal. I think that I should stop thinking.
I sure am unemployed and living at my parents house. Thats so not the way to be I know but thats what it has been made out to be for the last wee while.
I did although apply at 6 different places on Monday to try to get some employment. Have I got a call back yet you ask. HECK NO.
Also recently in the past little while I have dissapointed alot of people that I truly do care about. I feel horrible. So if any of you are reading this in the near future. I am Sorry.
Berley wants me to go to Moncton tomorrow to chillax with her til tuesday then come back to my humble abode and spend march break with me and have a time while going to church for Youth week.
Youth week events consist of...
Tuesday-sliding at 6pm
Wednesday-church,after church eating at Route 1
Thursday-bowling,lazer tag,arcade@Kingswood,church,afterwards fellowship at Wendy's
Friday-church,girls all nighter,(maybe boys allnighter)
Saturday day of rest..haha maybe getting a gym to hangout at night.
Sunday-church,church...good ol' fun times :)
I still believe in your faithfulness,and I still believe in your truth
cause I still believe in your holy word.
Even when I don't see it I still believe
Jeremy Camp is pretty cool.
My mom is also cool.
I heart Justin
I think Im awesome at times.
Sometimes I think about u.
Now I shall go and hug a tree.
Farewell.
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