Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

So ya,thats pretty much my favorite song right now...just thought I would share it with ya'll! lol
Nothing really exciting happened to me today so I will post more tomorrow. Although I think that I might be in love!:o weird eh!!!!:S

Jesus I'll never forget what you done for me...

All I want is you.................

So friday consisted of the hanging out with Alex and going to the hospital then to walmart to get stuff then back to the Richardson's humble abode to get ready for the Youth Rally.

T-Vale was awesome. John Beach preached really good. There was a good turn out I thought considering it was out in no mans land. lol

Trisha and Ryan once again came down for the weekend!!! **Surprise**
So Guess who stayed all weekend at the Shephard's place Oh pick me pick me...lol

Sat Ryan came over to the house and "we" trisha,ryan and I went shopping for Christmas I didnt get anything but I guess the purpose was cause Trisha wanted to get some shopping done and she did. We did go to the double V store. Then to the double B store..lol we all linked arms and skipped through the mall parking lot! Good times...
We then went back to the house and had turkey dinner then watched Benny and Joon(movie from like 1993 with Johnny Depp in it) It was good,although I did fall asleep for a few mins to it.
Then we played Encore while waiting for Aaron to get home from Bangor.
Oh oh and then April gets a craving on the way home from taking the boys to the GP's for Subway...so we all got subs and ate! lol

Sunday, ohhhh sunday...
Carla came home on Wednesday yay!! For a week for a break!!!! I missed that girl.
I think that she has gotten smaller or my eyesight isn't what it used to be...lol
Oh my Im talking like my grandmother...lol

Anyways church....We had COMMUNION...that was a good time. Then me and Carla and Neil and Tanya and Kaylyn went out to Swiss Chalet for dinner. Afterwards we went back to the Josselyn's house to hangout and we played Boggle and played with Kaylyn of course...
Church at night...lets not go there...I guess lets just say I was tired...and all that I could think of was When are we gettin a Pastor?
To route 1 we went!!! Then back to the Shephards humble abode again...
I was there all alone for like about a hour cause they were all at the GP's hanging out.
So I played MARIO KART!! hehe
Then they all came home and went to bed accept me and April we stayed up for like two hours talking...it was fun. I love April,shes a cool cat.

Monday,got up and I am now sick...ahhhh man totally sucks but whatever...nothing I can do other than pray and such...and take pills if need be...
Trisha and Ryan left early around 1ish...
So me and April were left home so we played games cause we are AWESOME...I sooo kicked her butt in Phase 10 but she did beat me in UNO tho:'(
Oh oh and she got called into work on the account of Nick's son having ceasures...(can't spell)
So April left me around 3ish then I left around 4ish and went home finally now Im home!!

And I checked my emails today and I had 20 emails!! Craziness!!!! and like only 4 or 5 were like forwards the rest were like *real emails* lol ha ha

Anyways Im beat now...But I still have to watch 7th heaven in like 20 mins...so Im off.

Kelly you are an awesome guy.

Before the day slips away,I wanna stop and say I love You

I haven't updated for a couple days so I shall now..

Sunday church was amazing!!! Bro.Price preached!! He is amazing!!!
Alex was pretty much drunk in the spirit on Sunday night...good times...

We all went to wendy's after church and had a time of fellowship. I love getting together and just hanging and talking its awesome.

So yes Alex told me that I was going to pee myself tonight cause there was going to be a surprise at church tonight...well Guess what Ryan was the surprise...and No I didn't pee myself. I had already guessed that he was coming down tonight...lol but she wouldn't tell me.

So ya Ryan came down aswell as Trishasue...(as Ryan calls her)

Neil made all the bibleschool students testify and Trisha wouldn't!! ha ha its ok Trisha I wouldn't have either and its my church!!! :o

Aswell I thought that someone that started stuff in Ryan's Blog before tried to do it on my piczo site in my Shoutout Box...but it was just Ryan being silly! I thought that it might have been him but I wasn't 100% sure or not...but I still thought that it was funny lol

Oh Ryan...lol

This Friday is T-Vale and am I ever excited to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go and have some church and hangout afterwards should be a good time!:D

I think that I am addicted to 7th heaven...lol...Why you ask cause I wait up til like 3am to watch it every morning. Im crazy!!!

Kelly is writing a song about me a is going to play and sing it for me!!! woooohoooo as we speak...and he shall send it to me and I shall listen!!:D

Kelly's a cool dude.

I go to the dentist in like umm....a few hours...why am I awake you ask I don't know!

Well gotta go and listen to my song that Kelly wrote me now and then iron my hair :S

Out!

Happy 20th Bday Jon!!!!!!!

I shall post more later I am super tired and I shall go to bed now...:P
Night world... :D

PaRaDe SaTuRdAy!!! *woot woot*

So the parade is on Saturday and I am excited about it.
woohooo
Its just me and Cheryl going I think...unless anyone else wants to come with us...:D
Friday is a Childrens Convention thing at my church that should be good.
Liz had her baby on Monday that's exciting aswell...she had a baby boy:D
Timothy Michael Long 8 pounds 12 and 1/4ounces...
I shall visit them on Friday and see their new bundle of joy!!
I think that I might get outta the house tomorrow and see what I can do about getting a job or something cause I have been depressed for the last few days and its not cool at all! :(
Sometimes I just wish that God would just come down and slap me on top of the head ya know...
I guess that's it for now...
I want to update my site again...my www.mistagescoolwebsite.piczo.com one...but I don't feel like it right now but I shall soon!!! When Im in the mood for it!!!
Im sure in the mood for a movie right now though...so I think that I might just go and find a movie that I might want to watch! :D
If anyone hasn't listened to the band..."Everyday Sunday" I think that you should cause it an amazing Band!!! Even though they didn't make it that big I shall still listen to them! :D
Lata

Stole from Jenna...

(x)smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
() been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
() done drugs
(x) been in a fist fight-
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
(x) been arrested
() gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) skipped school
() seen someone die
() had a crush on one of your internet friends
() been to Mexico
() been on a plane
() purposely set a part of yourself on fire
() eaten Sushi
() been skiing
() met someone in person from the internet
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
() used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
() felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
() petted a reindeer
(x) won a contest
() run a red light
(x) stayed up until 3am doing nothing
() been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
() had braces
() eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
() been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons
(x) gotten lost in a store
(x) sung karaoke
() fallen asleep on a trampoline
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't do
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
() cut your hair only to regret it
() gotten a tattoo
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
() gone roller skating
(x) had a wish come true
() worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
() ate dog/cat food
() ate horse food
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
()got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
() kissed an animal
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
() done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) stayed up all night
() didn’t take a shower for a week
() been hospitalized for over a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
() had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
() believe in ghosts
() have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
() gone streaking
(x) gone doorbell ditching
(x) played chicken/truth or dare
(x) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) been easily amused
() caught a fish then ate it
(x) had surgery
(x) cheated on a test
(x) had a Britney Spears CD
() French braided someone’s hair
() gone skinny dipping in a pool or lake
(x) been kicked out of your house
() kissed someone under the stars
() had someone close to you die from suicide
(x) had someone close to you die in general
() had someone younger than 2 years old die
() lost somebody close to you in the last year

Ok Im weird!!!!!

I miss JOn :'(

So ya slept once again my life away today I have come to the conclusion that I am depressed or something I mean when I am awake I want to be sleeping so I don't have to deal with life itself Sleepin is soooo good and not stressful!:S
I think I have slept soo much for like 4 people in a run of a day!!! Craziness!
I need to snap outta this soon before its too late!!! :S
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I talked to Kim tonight on the phone aswell as Jon!!! I miss him:(
Anyways nothing exciting right now so...

im going back to bed again bye...

I wanna stop and say I love you...

Ugh...
My tooth hurts :'(
Yesterday I think that I slept my life away!!!!!
I woke up at like 10am and then went back to bed at 11am...and woke up again at like 5:30ish...prolly just cause Halley called me and asked me if I wanted to go out with him to Walmart and places shopping!!!
So I did it was an aight time...
Came home and watched some television(what I never watch tv) lol then I went online for alittle bit and then went back to bed...
What a exciting day eh!!! lol
NOT
Tomorrow is Youth!!!:D Im happy to go to youth!!!
I hate not going to church!!! I would just love to go to church every single day!!! LOL
Then you wouldn't have time to think and be depressed or anything like that!!! hehe
Well this was a pointless entry but I shall make better ones later!!!
Til then...

Mmm Milk is Good!

Continue n on with me weekend...
Sat Alex called me up and wanted to know if I wanted to meet her uptown and go out to eat with her and Aaron...so I was like sure why not..so me and Kim caught a bus and went up town to Jungle Jims well we thought that we were going to meet outside or something like that but I guess when we looked inside the place we didn't see Alex and Aaron well lets just say me and Kim were like totally outside for like a hour freezing waiting and looking for Alex's car...but guess what!!! Alex didn't bring her car I guess Erma drove them overtown..and apparently they were trying to surprise me with Ryan's prescence but it didn't really work out that way I guess...Although I was super surprised that he was here in SJ again this weekend...
Although me and Kim did get to witness to a lady on the street, her name is Janette...we gave her some money and invited her out to church! She seemed really really nice I liked her!:D
After we all got together we went down to the boardwalk to only be dissapointed that the wibbly wabbly raft wasn't there :( So we couldn't run on it and make it move up and down with the waves...thats too bad thats for sure.
We departed and came home to get ready and showered to go and hangout with Halley at his parents house and watch Christmas with the Kranks..it was a really funny movie I liked it!
Then Halley took us to Edna's house where which we stayed at and me and Kim were soo scared it wasn't even funny at all...it was like this old house and there wasn't really anything in it at all..and it was like a igloo...sooo cold! I've never been soo cold in my life in a house!! Like seriously!!! lol
Anyways we read the bible and prayed that God would protect us through the night cause we were scared and HE DID! :D
Sunday well Jack preached about "Your breakthrough doesn't always just affect you" it was really good!
In the afternoon we went to Pondergrosa...and had the salad buffet!! it was good though,other than I think that the pineapples that I was eating tasted like they were drenched with alcohol...
*wonders*
Then me and Kim went back to Neil and Tanya's house and we watched Sweet Home Alabama while Neil slept. I did fall asleep though while watching the movie...I was soo tired I think prolly cause of the pills that I took,they make you really drowsy. I think that I slept for like 2 hours or so...
I woke up and Kim had left I guess Halley picked her up to go to choir..pretty sad when we have to get other people to fill in and help the choir out ya know...
Bro.Woodward preached at night and it was really awesome like one of the best messages that I have heard in a long time. He preached on Friendship...I think that I shall get the tape/cd.
We all went out to Wendy's to partake in some foodage...yum...Chicken Nuggets!!!
After I went to The Shep's house to watch Christmas with the Kranks again...it was fun! I love Erma n April they are great...I mean Aaron and Ryan are pretty cool too I guess..lol

A few things surprisingly happened tonight to me...
Shy came up to me and wants me back in choir...I told her that I would think about it..
Also Jon emailed me! I was soo shocked but excited all at the same time..just cause I miss that kid soo much...

Hear the sound,sound of the nations callin,Hear the sound,sound of the fatherless crying
Who will go for us? Who will shout to the corners of the earth? That Christ is King!
We speak to nations be open,we speak to nations fall on your knees
We speak to nations the Kingdom is coming near to you...
We speak to strongholds be open, powers of darkness you have to flee...
We speak to nations the Kingdom is coming near to you, we speak to you be free...

God is great!!:D

Went to the Emergency Room tonight!!:S

So ya..Kim is down this weekend...
Actually Halley randomly called me up and was like can Kim come down and stay at your place and I was like sure!:D
So ya she came down yesterday:) To see me...
Today we rented The perfect man it was cute!! Just chilled all day pretty much...
Although I have been really not feeling soo well cause my tooth has been hurting me I have been taking alot of Tyenol and Ibprofuen too...and Anbesol to help the pain but it seemed like it was really working at all.
So we went to prayer tonight with Naomi and Ian that was fun.
After prayer me and Kim and Neil and Tanya and baby went out to Wendy's for something to do it was a fun time,but my tooth started to really hurt more than ever...and I was getting all flushed up and not looking good Tanya said..she was like maybe you should go to the hospital..and well they drove me there...so the doctor pretty much just told me I need to see my dentist..which I already knew right...and gave me a perscription for some drugs that I can take for my tooth to ease the pain...also he injected me with a needle...ouch...I hate needles:( I made Kim hold my hand that's how freaked out I was...hehe
So ya after the hospital we came back and watched The prince and me and then waited til 7th heaven was on at 3am again! I love that show soo much:D
Now I am talking to Kelly online hes soo cool!!!
Makes me sad that he thought that I didn't like him in the first place,like when I first met him in Moncton he thought that I hated him or something...
I don't hate anyone..at all!! I like Kelly alot though he's a cool guy!:D
Well tomorrow is a new day and I can't wait to spend it with my Best Friend Kimberley!
She's really a amazing girl,she is always there for me when I need someone to talk to...she never ever once judged me at all! Thats what's great about her she's soo real.
Well I should stop writing in this for now...
Selah...

I love Cheese apparently so does the mouse in my house.

Isn't she beautiful!!!!
That was Sunday of her Dedication!!! Awwwww
She's growing up!!!

Anyways...
Tomorrow I journey out into the real world to look for a place of employement!!:D
I shall try Giant Tiger..and some other places that I can't think of right now! lol
I shall visit Wendy tomorrow too I think!! :D
Im hungry!!!

Jessica Got baptized tonight!!! It was awesome!!! WOOHOOOO
Sooo beautiful!!!
Our First youth real Baptisim:D
Matt is awesome aswell! I love Him!!!

Mom thought that we might have a mouse in our house..well Guess what She caught one!!!
Ahhhhhh I had a mouse In my house!!!!! Scare me..............

Christmas music is awesome!:D

Paul is going to reformat my computer for me on Friday Praise God!!! Its soo flipping slow right now..Ugh..

Dan leaves for NS tomorrow I shall miss him...I want to go too! Just to get away ya know.

Well Im off now...scared to get something to eat in the kitchen cause Im scared of mice..!!!!

Jon's Song...*hint*

Verse 1
Your feeling alone
No one’s home
You don’t know where your life is going

You feel down
Your alone
And no one quite knows how you feel

Pre Chorus
But then God
He softly whispers

Chorus
You’re my child
I’ve never left you
And I’m here with you now
You’re my child
I’ve never left you
And I never will

Verse 2
You’ve cried
You’ve tried
To put a smile on your face

You pretend
Cause you can’t comprehend
How someone else could love you
(Back to pre chorus)

Bridge
When you have no where else to run
Know you can run into the arms of the savior

Chorus 2

You’re his child
And he never left you
He’s here with you now
You’re his child
And he’s never left you
And he never will

You’re his child
And he’s always loved you
And he always will

You’re my child
And I’ve always loved you
And I always will

By Jon Vail

Rest for the Weary is awesome..

Cool Hand Luke-Rest for the Weary..

Hey, it’s me
I’m sorry it’s so late
I can’t sleep
I knew You’d be awake (Psalm 121:4)
You’re always home
Waiting by the phone
For nights like these
When I’m feeling all alone
I wish it didn’t always
Have to be this way
I wish that I could talk to You
Face to face
But nothing compares to the way
You always listen and know just what to say
Hold my hand
I can’t stand alone
Here I am
Waiting for You to take me home
Oh, I just want to sing
I only wish there was a word
For what You mean to me
I would only say it once
In hushed tones
So it would not grow old
But all I haveIs
“I love You”You’re my Jesus, You’re my hero
Everything I wish that I could be
You’re the one who comforts me
When everyone is gone away
I can’t stand alone
Here I am
Waiting for You to take me home
And I will keep on singing
Because You hear me
And I will keep on smiling
Because You’re near me
I’ll sleep well on a promise tonight

This weekend was grand!

Trisha came down for the weekend,as did Ryan.
Friday went to prayer then after prayer a bunch of us went bowling,fun times

I so beat Shawn by 9points! woohoo I got a 90. Im awesome!!!
After bowling me,ryan,trisha,aaron and al went driving uptown and we went to the boardwalk and went down on the raft thingy...and I so didnt spin around on it when it was going up and down on the water cos' of the crazy waves I thought that I was going to fall in...But I didnt.
We went up to the beaver pond too and that was fun...
Al dropped me and Trisha off at my place and we just came back and talked and stuff..

Sat...We got up and called Ryan and Aaron and they came over and we watched some scenes from Because of Winn Dixie just the good ones tho...
Then we walked to Daly's and rented ROBOTS...it was cute I liked it.
Then we went on a bus,that was fun..ha ha
They went to the GP's and I went to Millies house for a PARTY...
There was me,ashley,neil,tanya,kaylyn,derek,vicki and millie there..we eat and played Cranium which was super fun..our team didn't win but it was still super fun.

Sunday I missed Kaylyn's dedication...:( I set my alarm for 8pm not 8am..I woke up at 10:45am and threw some clothes on and didnt even brush my hair and got my uncle to drive me to church.
I thought why even bother going I know Im going to miss it.
Then Bro.Calhoun preaches on "why bother" I was like nice..

I bought Kaylyn a really cute cordoury red winnie the pooh dress

Sunday night went to church and Jessica Got the Holy Ghost and she is getting baptized on Wed night after church!!! woohooo
We all went out to BP to eat. Then I went back to The Shephards humble abode to stay the night with Trisha...
Oviously Ryan wasn't there...hehe

I snore..haha

Ryan woke me up at 11ish this morning..saying hes coming home...I was mad...but I was ok after I got awake..We watched Elf and had a good time..

Then I called up Dan and we went out to Pizza Delight for supper it was fun..I miss Dan we always hungout for the longest time and now we don't get to much anymore cause he don't go to my church anymore :(
Ahhh well...Get over it eh..

I Had some awesome prayer tonight! It was awesome. Best and most sincere prayer time I have had with God in like a long time. It was great. God is amazing!:D

Im going to go and clean some stuff up in my life ta ta for now:D

Fake...???

Whats the definition of fake????

Fake---
1. Fraudulent; having a misleading appearance.
2. Not genuine or real; being an imitation of the genuine article

So with saying what fake is...
Do you ever feel like you are someone that is fake???
Like kinda your living a life that you have no control over?? Or you are just living this life for people and not for the right reasons???
What makes a person fake,or feel fake?
I would love to know!!!
: o (

Don't it feel like sunhine after all...

"The World You Love"

I got a story it's almost finished

all i need is someone to tell it too

maybe, that's you.

our time is borrowed and spent to freely

every minute i have needs to be made up

but how?

i'm looking for a nice way to say

"i'm out.

"i want out.

i fall asleep with my friends around me

only place i know, i feel safe

i'm gonna call this home

the open road is still miles away

Hey nothing serious we still have our fun

oh we had it once

Windows open and close

that's just how it goes

don't it feel like sunshine afterall

the world we love forever, gone

we're only just as happy

as everyone else seems to think we are

i'm in love with the ordinary

i need a simple space

and rest my head

everything gets clear

well i'm a little ashamed for asking

but just a little helps

it gets me straight again

helps me get over it (over it)

it might seem like a dream

but it's real to me

don't it feel like sunshine afterall

the world we love forever, gone

we're only just as happy

as everyone else seems to think we are

you should see the canals are freezing

you should see me high

you should just be here

be with me here

it doesn't seem theres hope for me

i let you down

but i won't give in now

not for any amount

don't it feel like sunshine afterall

the world we love forever, gone

we're only just as happy

as everyone else seems to think we are

*cough* It's November!!!

Im not feeling soo well today...:'(

Ahh well...day two of the Cendant training...I dont know if I like this job yet!!! :S
Its not as cracked up to be as I thought that it was going to be.
But hey I'm learning something new right so it's going to take some time right..
Ahh well God has it all under control thats for sure...

So ya I was walking to the bus stop after work and who do I see...I see Cory O'donnell!!!!
Wow...member him eh...all the girl's had a crush on him one time or another in highschool..
Well everyone but me *blushes*

Good times tho...
Also I seen Ashley Mannett too...I miss that girl! she was soo funny in highschool...I guess people just grow apart after they leave highschool eh...

Well I have a boring life today...so I shall go..:)